Feels Thread.
What is your story? What are you feeling?
I'm stuck in almost the exact same scenario I was in a year ago. Back then, I was working nights to save money for another semester of school without loans. Back then, I was unable to see the friends I had come more close with than anyone else and the time I spent in my room alone with no one but my own thoughts drove me into a deep depression. Nothing gave me hope but quitting my job at waffle house and going back to school and seeing everyone again.
Now, I'm working days and am being forced to take school online due to the virus reaction. All of my friends are staying away from other people and I'm sitting here in my room, again, with my thoughts, and, again, without friends or a good sense of direction.
I miss my friends.
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At least you have friends faggot
I feel sad too. The gal that I love left me earlier today and I thought we were going well too. She left me feel sad
My girlfriend left me too q couple of weeks ago and I have developed a massive depression I'm so inestable that can be laughing while talking with my friends and then estart feeling incredibly bad because of her out of nowhere.
Close friends are the best those you now are for real. Safely life is full of people you will probably never commit to know or even care for each other. Yes I'm kinda autistic.
i miss these threads, can we please let this one stay alive? just post images if there's no story.
Thanks for your support. I haven't seen any in a while and it doesn't help that Yas Forums has become more porn than anything else so I figured I'd dilute it a bit. I miss these threads too.
been feeling that too man.
I made a Telegram group few years ago, being getting people from these threads in there, on and off, but even that group is pretty quiet.
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I don’t have friends but for once in my life I want to ask this girl out (never had a gf) and got ducked by corona haven’t seen her since a fucking month ago I want to end myself I don’t know when I’ll get anothrr chance to ask for her number and it’s hard when I think about her every godamn day FUCKING HATE MYSELF
Feels to you, bros.
My girl of a few months decided to drop me right before my birthday. Then the quarantine kicked in so I couldn't even do anything but sit at home.
This has been a shitty couple months... but it gets better. Probably.
I haven't had friends for 2 years now. Of course I do want friends, but I feel like I keep misplacing my trust and integrity onto people who won't return them. I know you're just going to get angry and blame me for my own problems... I am alone by choice. I keep experiencing disappointment in trusting others. I am tired of listening and not being listened to. I am tired of being reliable, yet not being able to reply on others. I am tired of all the talk, tired of listening. I enjoy the silence too much.
I feel ashamed and degenerate for kinda falling in love with my half sister. She is insanely hot and geniuenly cares about me since we first met in our 20s. The thought of never actually being able to be with her kills me
i had about 3 close friends from school and College. one went abroad for work, the other 2 decided to fuck me over when we planned a holiday trip.. they cancelled at the last minute and since i had made all bookings, i lost the deposit (flight +hotel cost paid upfront) didn't have enough charcter to refund me their shares even. so i stopped talking to them.
found a girl 3 years ago, fell in love, and now she won't commit, and we're inches away from a break-up.
am i this terrible
trips of truth.
feelsbadman.
there is hope though. After this corona stuff I'm taking my check out on the town, and I'm gonna party and meet people. I'm gonna force myself to party. Even though I know that I'm gonna hate myself for it. I'm just gonna force myself to not give a shit, (probably with aid of weed, since my drinking habits are shit too) and just take a risk. if I don't end up with a friend from it I'll at least have had a good fucking time.
I fell in love with my cousin when i was a kid. Didn't help that we were secretly kissing and showing eachother privates at age 5-9. she grew up into a beautiful young woman too... but she's married now so ya know. she was also a bitch to me in her teens.
you're not terrible bro. bad things happen to good people. Shit's fucked. I have like, 2 friends, and one of them is my long distance girlfriend who I've never met in person, and the other one i barely speak to.
I feel stressed because I have 10k in credit card debt, and almost 100k in loan debt. I'll be able to pay the credit down soon, but it just sucks that I'll be spending the next 2-10 years paying these fucking loans off. I know it's my fault. I should've just gone to a more cost-effective school. Feels like a dark cloud over my head.
I know that feel bro
>browsing Yas Forums with coffee at 6 PM
Anybody else get comfy feels from this? Despite all the bullshit in life it's actually really nice to carve out at least an hour to just enjoy some coffee and laugh at dumb shit online.
it is somewhat comforting, if unhealthy. it is pretty comfy tho
Why is it so hard to fall asleep at night? Lol
An overwhelming sense of loneliness. Right before the wuhan virus hit, my best friend, who also happened to be my only friend and first person to ever even treat my like a human being, broke things off over a stupid misunderstanding that spiraled out of control. I'd do anything to have them back. It's been even harder not having college classes anymore because now I'm just alone with my thoughts.
For me its more like 6am.
Getting up really early while the sun just comes up with a cup of nice coffee is the fucking best.
Everything is still kinda asleep and quiet and you can feel the best feels
well you're not alone.
we're here.
Yas Forums is here.
we may be a broken shitty family...
but we're still a family.
as long as these threads stand we are gonna ride these feels to glory.
I feel that way when I wake up before noon. lol
I believe the term is, alone together.
Thank you very much for saying that. You're a kind soul
Gf woke up in bed with me one morning and said with a straight face: "I don't need you". Found out she was cheating with friend and dumped her because I convinced myself I'd have 0 dignity if I didn't. Been cheated on by every partner I had. Everyone I knew started to drift apart from me after and found out a lot of people I considered friends really weren't. Had chances with other chicks who liked me that were botched by people that simply didn't like me or used me as the social punching bag. The few women I've met just wanted to fuck and then completely shut me out after.
Had always smoked pot but it became a crutch. The only people I spoke to for years after were randos on the internet or my immediate family members. Brother developed severe mental problems: isn't the sane person. Took up arts but eventually gave up because I knew I was just trying to cope. Lost driver's licence and worked shit wagie jobs back to back. Mostly just to indulge in meaningless material gain. I'm still young (early 20s) but it's no good if i will spend it being a doomer. Can't explain these things to boomer parents because they lived in a generation where everything had a quick fix and society hadn't degenerated to this point.
Sometimes I lurk on social media of people I used to hang out with and see them happy and successful. Can't even look at a picture of myself years ago without tearing up. Stuck in hometown now with 0 savings because I had to rush to secure shit I needed when the Wu Flu hit.
Kinda wanna kms but I get disgusted at the thought of anyone showing up to the funeral with crocodile tears. To think that would be the end after misery is grave enough to think. I guess we really are here to suffer. What do?
What about contacting her through her social media acc....Don't end yourself over that bro/sis
I'm just stuck here in my mom's house with my 9 year old sister and my stepdad and my mom. My room is a NEET ass broom closet. I don't get natural sunlight unless I go outside. I already suffer from depression, and the living condition is really getting worse when this is all i see. fuck my walls aren't even insulated. I only come out for showering and dinner every day. I spend most of my day avoiding everyone like the plauge. it sucks, but I have to bare it.
I'm thinking of just ending it all, but who's gonna take care of my dog?
stay alive for doggo
"all of life is suffering." Bhuddah
Honestly, Nothing much is going on right now. Alhough this Covid 19 shit has had me on lockdown, I'm just kinda lowkey depressed. I feel fucking invisible man. Everytime I hop into my friend's group chats, even when everyone is typing, I send 1 message and everyone leaves. I can't take this shit no more man. I don't like being invisible to fucking everyone.
I know that feel.
feelsbadman.
I know that feel... I'm in a ton of furry chats just as a means to escape the dredges.
I try. :)
i don't know what i'm doing this life thing for. i'm ginger and no joke i feel empty, disconnected, and soulless.
i can't remember having a soul either. as far back as i can remember, my interaction has never felt fulfilling. i've often felt like i'm in a room and everything around me is getting father and farther away. even as a kid wondering about the world and my life and all that i can recall experiencing this horrible vertigo effect when in conscious contemplation of it all. i don't look back on anything and remember people. nothing is held close to my heart. i'm emotionally and mentally broken that way.
i have 'friends' but whatever friends feel like to other people is obviously not what it feels like to me. i don't interact with other people the same way other people interact with one another. as long as i can remember i've been living out of obligation to other people and their expectations. any inkling of living for myself is always crushed by what the rest of the world wants out of me.
so today i'm in my 30s, a "recovered addict" who has been homeless (including some nights sleeping on the streets and time spent in homeless shelters) having completed a certification and working in the IT industry, i still feel like i'm not meant to be part of this world. i don't know why i should keep going on. staying alive so i don't hurt my parents/brothers/families feelings is just another example of how i feel about everything; like i have only ever been something someone had to deal with out of obligation and that i am expected to behaving in such a way that i am obligated to meet other peoples expectations.
left to my own devices today: i'd fire up some hard drugs and blow my brains out because i'm not sure why this is worth doing i just know that being homeless is a miserable way to have to live. i did the AA thing for 1.5 years including the steps, but fuck those dry drunks. they're all so miserable. there's nothing there for me now that i'm sober.
The only thing that I can even take pride in is that I'm not an incel. I'm sort of good looking, maybe a 7 out of 10? But Because I'm actually on the asd spectrum people can always tell there is something off about me and it makes me wanna shoot myself. But if I did then who is going to take care of my dog? I might have people who love me, but no one truly cares about who I am as a person.