Yes, I already has lost my nights...I don't sleep anymore...I don't eat right anymore...at this rate I will die eventually of malnurishment.
I get you user, this is the worst thing that can happen to anybody...not being able to just look in the eyes of the person you love and then knowing such person is giving everything to someobody else, everything he didn't want to give you and didn't want to do for you...
It's a daily death that dries you inside...You have to smile but inside you don't feel anything at all, you have to fake being happy, because it gets fucking annoying to listen to people around you complaining what a pussy you are or how ridiculous you are because you can't let go of someone you really love...A piece of me dies every night and I can't deal with this anymore...
