What is your reason to stay alive user? , what makes it worth it?

What is your reason to stay alive user? , what makes it worth it?

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I have non. Getting very close to saying fuck it

Drugs help

Watching others suffer, you?

*shrug*

I'm gonna die either way if I just wait around. In the meantime I have a decent income, so there's a bunch of potentially enjoyable shit I can experience.

I’m just good at suffering

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Pic very much related

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Fear of death. Enjoyment of life. The hope of better things to come.

the large majority won't kill themselves for a reason, its instinctual. We are animals, we don't need a reason to live, wanting to live is reason enough. When someone kills themselves it tends to be intense in its emotions and reasons, not because of a lack of reasons to live.

As for me, I am having a hard time being just happy lately. Most activities just feel like a distraction. I'm happy with the right people though, I think I need to invest more time in that. I still have some stories I want to tell as well.

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*inserts penis in anons ass*

I'm gonna cum either way if I just wait around. In the meantime I have a decent amount of cum, so there's a bunch of potentially enjoyable shit I can experience.

tbh having a stable n steady relationship
life still sucks but I’m in coop mode

i use to believe that shit for years, after years of dbt and abusive exs, they tell me that is the most toxic selfish shit living for some one elses sake that makes you happy. shrug

Potential for a happy life. It’s not so good right now, sure. I was supposed to start HRT (FtM) this month, but COVID fucked that up for me. But I’m looking forward to having a shot at finally being able be at peace with my body. And yell how mentally ill I am all you want. I’m past giving a fuck about faggots who do that.

>abusive
Full stop. That is not healthy. Don't force yourself through any of that shit because of course it's going to make you depressed. Not only for yourself, but for everyone involved. Turn the fuck away, using one foot after the other, you walk away from that shit. Full stop.

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Basically this image I'm just hoping that things will get better one day but honestly I don't think that day's coming anymore

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I live to coom.

Coom material:
>Ero guro
>Water bondage
>Genitorture
>Verbal humiliation
>Total degradation
>Body suspension/play piercing
>Impact play

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Cool story bro

i libe because i like being me because im the greatest me of all people

I like that thought though, 'just in case'. I think it can be applied more interestingly than in your context though.

Zoloft and Klonopin helped me a lot my friend.

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...What warranted that?

What's a way to an hero that isn't too awful?

I live to flip the world the bird. Every day I find any happiness at all is a fuck you to the people who gave me shit. And if I ever make it, then it's the grandest fuck you of all!

If I die it won't get better. Got to play to win.

Just be glad that's what you got, bro. People can be bizzarrely preoccupied with transfolks and telling us we're mentally sick and mutilated.

FtM to FtM, keep on trucking bro.

>FtM

Why on this fucked up earth would a woman want to become a man? That’s like saying, “You know what? Life is way too easy. I want it to suck more. I want to have to work for everything harder, be ugly, and die younger and possibly in a more violent manner. Yeah, that sounds fun .”

News flash, being a woman fucking sucks too. Getting raped or assaulted can get chalked up to you just being a skank. Constant judgement and backstabbing by other women. A monthly bloodbath. Hormones fluctuating every 5 minutes. I could go on. I always felt more at home being around men, like they didn’t care about any of that superficial shit and just wanted genuine friendship. And on top of that, body insecurity doesn’t give a shit about any of that. I just wanna feel like I’m in a body I can accept and love, and I simply can’t this way. I’m sick of wanting to leap out of my own skin.

nothing

im too much of a pussy to do it

help me bite the bullet if you can

I have a dashboard with easily pressable pleasure buttons. I don't need a two way radio to god as well. Science has explained pretty well what needs to be done to get serotonin and dopamine kicks. I do those things purposefully and with the intent of reaping rewards. Has worked so far.

yeah i learned that the hard way, after 10 years together and shit, she goes to australia for a 6 month corse thing, then tells me she dosent want to be with me any more, loves me with all her heart, also heres some pics of the guy iv been fucking. also i want to move back in with you when i come back from australia, i waited way to long to learn she was insane

The hope that I'll eventually move back out of the country. Only this time, I'm going for good, hopefully starting a new life elsewhere.

Fuuck...

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Sauce on manga ?

Nothing
I'm 21 y/o ugly skinnyfat loser NEET
The only thing I legit enjoy anymore is eating
I secretly hate my friends and roommates and try to avoid them
I have no motivation
My mom sent me a box full of snacks because I live two hours away now and I cried for a bit because I haven't talked to any of my family since November