Be me

>be me
>19 y/o studentfag
>home alone all day due to corona
>get bored
>visit chat site
>start talking with an older man
>he is pretty fun and we talk almost every day
>corona is on the retreat in my country
>invites me over to have some beers to celebrate
>drink a few beers with him
>start talking about women and how I can't get them
>tells me he is gay
>tells me he thinks I'm also gay
>tell him I'm 100% heterosexual
>'just try it user if you don't enjoy it we'll stop'
>he didn't stop

Mfw I got fucked in the ass by some random 52-year old.

Mfw I realize my life will never be the same.

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Lmao. Fag

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Didn’t see that one coming or what retard?

It's ok man... we're all isolated and kinda desperate for human contact. Plus you're young and it's the perfect time to experiment. You've also gained a kinky story to tell your future gf if she's into kinky stuff

...also: I'm more worried about your feeling alone. You need someone to talk to regularly, family or friends or neighbors... keep your mind healthy (don't worry about that sexual experience)

He seemed like a cool guy.
I don't want a wife that's okay with me getting fucked by random people. No one in my life will ever know about this.

Meh if you liked it you liked it, I you didn't you didn't. Just know that gay men are the horniest people out there, and you will never ever have a dry patch if you swing that way

I technically am not completely alone. There are two more girls still in the student house, but they're roasties.
I didn't.

Then you're ok. UNLESS YOU'VE GOT AIDS NOW LOLOLOL!!!!11!!! MORE PARANOIA TO YOU HEHEHEHEH No seriously, you're fine. Or not.

It just feels really weird that I let a man make use of me and not in a good way.

Funny how you will be masturbating to your shame soon enough. And sooner or later you will be back on those "chat sites".
And don't worry know that your cherry has been popped your anus has become looser permanently.
Was he nice afterwards and did he cum inside of you ?

It's a pride thing then... do you feel like you're now different in some sort of way?

If you let a man fuck you so easily then you are gay. On the surface you may think you didn't like it but deep within ;) you enjoyed it. Kys faggot

I literally did not enjoy it. Also it's not a gay site or anything. Most people there are either looking for a casual chat or a girl to fuck and yes he came in me. He was also nice afterwards, but I left really quick.

I don't know I guess so. It's not like I'm a different person, but things feel different.
You speaking out of experience?

how does your butthole feel today?

>casual chat
Dude that is a hook up place and it doesn't really happen that you make casual friend with a 52 year old. There is no shame in what you did but I think you went out of your comfort zone got scared and are now a bit overreacting/dramatic

It hurt for like an hour afterwards, but it's fine now
So what should I do now? I'm scared this will somehow haunt me

Jesus man. This is sad lmao

It doesn't take experience to tell someone is a faggot.

Try to figure out why you feel different. It may help you find out what's making you uncomfortable. Just know that if the guy took advantage of you, or if you were feeling unsure of what was going on during the act... well then it's perfectly normal to feel bad about it. Most women eventually experience that during their life, and it's one of the reasons they are super cautious around men they don't trust... again, new informations you acquired that may help you with women in the future

So either report him to the cops and tell them he didn’t stop OR just stfu and learn from this because you obviously let some predator talk to into doing shit. Man you’re young at 19 so honestly you’re probably still a dumb mother fucker but again you’re 19 dude... you’re not 13. You’re perfectly capable of being a grown ass man and taking care of yourself. You didn’t fuck the dude up for not listening? All homo aside no means no and that guy would have definitely got the beating of his life after that. What would he do? Report you for beating him up after he raped you?

I just feel different and I'll be more careful from now on.

That's gay

This can only danger you if you give it that power. You, an adult, and another adult had sex. That is literally all that happened. You are 100% still the same person. Was it interesting, cool do it again maybe with somebody that looks better and is younger. You really didn't like it cool never do it again no one will care. The only important thing is that you do what you want and that you are not ashamed of your own choices. You have to stand by your choices and definitely not get hung up on people's opinion on fucking Yas Forums.

Get fucked

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Alright, thanks for the support user. I'll just move on and try to forget it.

Was it painful?

Yes, but mildly painful

Take it as you didn't sleep on your back, that Night.

This was just the beginning, you'll indulge in cocksucking ever more frequently.