My wife of 2 years found a shit ton of gay porn on my phone, including kik chats with anons where I sent pics and videos of my ass, received dick pics, and wrote lewd things about what I'd do. I'm 27 and have been utterly addicted to porn since I was 11, at first watching only straight porn but eventually moving on to more unusual things for the novelty and "shock factor." I'm not romantically attracted to men whatsoever, and I love my wife. I apologized profusely, explained that it is a severe addiction that led me to this point and does not reflect my true nature, and promised to cut porn out of my life for good. She has not forgiven me, but she is cautiously agreeing to carry on in our marriage. I feel like absolute shit, and I don't know how to recover from this. I feel like she can't even look me in the eye now, and I don't blame her. What the fuck do I do? Posting here because /adv/ was useless, as usual.
My wife of 2 years found a shit ton of gay porn on my phone...
Divorce and get a bf
Time will work it out user. Just be good to your wife and talk with her about it in some days. Say you just need help and other stupid shit and you dandy.
nigga you gay
How will u make it up to her
yoooo no cap negro this nigga a little ass gay boy
ur basically gay, famalam
To cure your porn addition get a castration
GET THERAPY i was addicted literally EXACTLY like your story except im 29. i sucked cock, never would ever consider getting a boyfriend romantically. my wife and i went to therapy i went to sex addict anonymous 2 years later, we have never been better,, best move ever made good luck bro
Looks like this is the best advice. You hit rock bottom and can only go forward from this user
lmao faggot
Thank you, guys.
Damn, Yas Forums is so much better than /adv/. Those faggots are always super negative and close-minded.
God bless you. I was literally feeling suicidal before I read your posts
You might feel like shit now but in a year it will pass. Not really a massive deal if you think about it
But lol, How did she get hold of your phone and why wasn't you deleting your history
Why... Why would you go the gay route? There's all sorts of directions you can deviate towards, like squids, and bestiality and shit, literally. But no, you chose to get attracted by gay porn?
That's fine, I did the same thing only now I love seeing images of lolis, mmm love those lolis. not a pedo though, nooo way, only lolis. cus they look like little girls lmao.
tl;dr >you gay
>But lol, How did she get hold of your phone and why wasn't you deleting your history
I fapped until 5 AM and crawled into bed with my phone in my pocket. She woke up before me and took it. I used to delete my history religiously, but I got lazy over the years (stupidly). I even thought to myself before falling asleep that I should go hide my phone or something, but I got lazy and careless. I guess it was only a matter of time until this happened. I wish i could go back in time and not be a fucking idiot, but what's done is done now.
Kill her and go be a faggot, you faggot
Yas Forums corrupted you
Definitely. I have been using Yas Forums since I was 13. I'm 27 now.
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Out of the closet with you faggot
Fuck i know exactly what you mean. I used to be completly straight but porn killed me.
I think it's hilarious. You get no sympathy from me. Because of the progressive nature of sex addiction, in a couple years you'd be sucking cocks at glory holes, or be fucking your wifes BFFs husband Jeff when they go out for girls night. I don't care about fags, but people who live double lives are fucking twisted and deserve to get caught. Heres a rule for marriage, if you won't show the wife, don't do it. My grandma taught me that years ago, by saying "never read a book that you'd be embarrassed to be found dead with it in your lap." I still think it's pretty good advice. Come clean with your creepy shit or quit it.
>not telling her you are bysexual, and although you watch porn you would never cheat on her irl with a person of either sex.
You should have come to us before talking to her.
I say that because I started being comfortable with watching gay porn. Probably happened after so much exposure to trans porn. I'm hardcore straight, but I feel like I've been conditioned to want to bang a trap after years of Yas Forums browsing.
In the past the slightest look at gay porn would make me cringe in disgust.
Damn dude I have a password on mine. I have a gf but I do all sorts of degenerate shit
Don't feel bad or guilty, we are men and we have our needs. The only bad thing you did is get caught
>not having your phone password-protected
why user
I recently had a similar issue with my woman, wouldn’t let her see my phone. It was basically clean enough but I wasn’t sure. The shit storm started from there. Because you look guilty as hell denying your significant other your phone. But it’s better than getting caught, that’s for sure
Just go with the “I don’t want us to be that kind of couple” route early on. Works like a charm and if she persists she’s being possessive no matter the case
I too would be in the same boat , she’s never seen my phone contents, but been busted on pc .
I'm gay so I don't know what it's like to be in a relationship with a woman, but are they really this ridiculous about guys getting off to anything that isn't them? I can understand if you all are literally speaking with other people as that's scratching the surface of infidelity, but if you're just watching porn what's the issue?
Once the trust is broken, there’s little you can do. It wasn’t the first time I denied her my phone. She rarely says anything but I know she’ll never truly trust me even if she’s never seen anything, and for the record I’ve never done anything irl
This is my worst fear with my wife, especially with the shit I look at on Yas Forums and other sites. Just started deleting history again due to a close call.
Give it a year and if OP's marriage is still alive, he's getting pegged in the process
If you’re on mobile, make sure you check any usage, storage, bug reports, screen time etc. there is almost certainly something that will get you caught
I think part of why I'm scared to enter into a serious relationship is that I know I'd have to give up looking at shit. It's not just a matter of getting caught, if your significant other needs your phone or laptop for some reason or asks you to just give them the password instead of entering it for them, then they automatically know there's something you don't want them to see/find. It just wouldn't be worth the stress, even though I'm not someone who would ever be unfaithful.