>be me
>25 year old virgin
>girl I haven't talked to in years messages me
>talking shit about one of my old friends
>start chatting more and more, actually like her
>end up sexting with her, first sexual contact i've ever had with a woman!
>exchange nudes
>go on a date with her, get way too drunk on our date
>go back to her place
>she tries to kiss me, I get really nervous and she asks why I'm so scared, so I tell her I'm a virgin and i've never kissed a woman
>she tries again and I pull away
>starts yelling at me and hitting me, not very hard, but still slapping me around
>sit there and do nothing
>get mom to pick me up from her house
>she messages me and apologizes, keeps talking to me
>go out with her again a week later and when I arrive she tells me she has a boyfriend now
>'lets just be friends user'
>sucker me is ok with it
>everythings good at first
>a month later
>she hooks up with random guys all the time now and tells me how big their penises are and if they are bigger than me
>refers to me as her gay friend
>put up with it because I don't really have any friends
>my brain won't let me block her because she's the only woman who ever gave me the time of day and I still am convinced she will let me sleep with her eventually
