Be me

>be me
>25 year old virgin
>girl I haven't talked to in years messages me
>talking shit about one of my old friends
>start chatting more and more, actually like her
>end up sexting with her, first sexual contact i've ever had with a woman!
>exchange nudes
>go on a date with her, get way too drunk on our date
>go back to her place
>she tries to kiss me, I get really nervous and she asks why I'm so scared, so I tell her I'm a virgin and i've never kissed a woman
>she tries again and I pull away
>starts yelling at me and hitting me, not very hard, but still slapping me around
>sit there and do nothing
>get mom to pick me up from her house


>she messages me and apologizes, keeps talking to me
>go out with her again a week later and when I arrive she tells me she has a boyfriend now
>'lets just be friends user'
>sucker me is ok with it
>everythings good at first

>a month later
>she hooks up with random guys all the time now and tells me how big their penises are and if they are bigger than me
>refers to me as her gay friend
>put up with it because I don't really have any friends
>my brain won't let me block her because she's the only woman who ever gave me the time of day and I still am convinced she will let me sleep with her eventually

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she won’t, and bro next time a bad kiss is better than no kiss. how do you think you get better at kissing? Just don’t slobber on her face and you’ll be fine

Go pay and fuck an escort, lose your virginity.

I have no idea how to make that happen

I know that now. I don’t even know what came over me in that situation

bump

Not sure if it'll be available in your area, but leolist has good escorts from what I have read. Only way you'll get over your anxiety is by losing your virginity.

I looked it up and it seems pretty sketchy.

think of it the other way, you try and kiss a girl you like and she freezes up and refuses to kiss you. If it were me id feel like she shut me the fuck down.

I dont know if saying all this is any good, in the middle of the moment my mind goes to mush.

yeah I honestly don't remember much tbh

You missed your chance. She's going to keep you around and torment you by telling you about all the men she screws. Better to drop her and not even talk to her again. You will find another woman some time. This one is bad news.

>get mom to pick me up from her house
Lol

well she isn't so bad half the time. If I block her I'll have legit nobody to text/talk with. Idk what to do.

>I'm perfectly capable of sending a woman a picture of my dick
>Kissing is a nope
Yeah, you're the problem OP.

Lost so hard my kidney scar hurts.

she basically pressured me into it by sending me unsolicited nudes and then telling me she wants to see me and making it out like I won't have any chance if I don't.

You're gonna be sending her money and listening to her get railed by random guys on the phone in no time. Confidence in yourself is key. Would a successful confident man put up with that behaviour? The answer is no.
Even if you're not a real man at least try faking it. Now show us her tits or the chat so we can see if you're a larper.

it's not funny you guys, i'm doomed to be a 40 year old virgin

it was over Snapchat so I never got to save anything.

Sounds like you're kinda into getting bossed around by this slut.

My dude!!! It’s all about confidence and when you have none you need to take it until you have it. First off she hit you, wrong girl leave her and if she asks it’s because she’s violent. Second, if you’re going to pull the virgin move whether you’re now or not later you have to execute and go for the kiss regardless of how shit you’re about it. Third when you’re kissing use mostly lips to lips and play with her tongue with yours but don’t go far past your lips, keep it classy. Forth if a pitch slaps you you sternly tell her if you do that again I swear to god I will slap you ten times harder. If she does leave Or deck her. Fifth you’ve gone passed the point of no return. She knows she is higher positioned that you. She’s isn’t better but she has more social clout which is a house of cards anyways. Sixth, she is throwing what she’s does with dudes at you because you’re letting her. She’s is loving how she controls you but she yearns to be controlled.
Lose her she is a learning lesson. Start dating ugly hoes to learn how to talk to women. The skills Nessesary to get ugly ass is the same as getting hot ass

I can't stop laughing.. chief of Beta

I am kind of a submissive type. I always jerk off to femdom porn

Amen. Unless you wanna spend the rest of your life being more emotionally an sexually confused leave this whore. I'd get her drunk and fuck her, very unlikely she will fuck you sober now she's completely emasculated you. She needs to be facefucked and taught a lesson and I'm afraid you aren't the fella for that.

Tell her that, and proceed with this fucked Up dynamic

Lol, sounds like you missed your chance from your own decision. Weird that you are convinced she will sleep with you after rejecting her twice. How would you feel in her situation?

Why don’t you just accept reality and financially support her as a friend?

Ever sucked a cock user? She'll have you holding the camera and licking the cum out of her in no time. Thank fuck you won't breed.

I did tell her that when we were sexting before
she drinks pretty often, she probably has a way higher tolerance than me
I have tinder and bumble but I legit suck at those. I don't know how to hold a conversation, I always get too nervous and fuck p. I was talking to some woman and she called me boring and blocked me.

You truly are the king of simps.

I'm not that big of a loser
I'm not gay