Dudes I'm fucking depressed. What's the fucking point of this existence? What am I even doing...

Dudes I'm fucking depressed. What's the fucking point of this existence? What am I even doing? Shoving food down into my digestive sack to keep my cranial nerves alive. What's the fucking point?

Anyone want to talk?

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there is no point, sometimes your brain is stupid and he be sad
sometimes he be happy
simetimes youll waste a full day on jacking off
welcome to the reality of being a human, worst animal ever

Any ideas for something fun to do before I die?
Last time, I stole a bunch of money and took a trip around the world. Pills didn't take, so I'm still here. Something like that would be good, but I'm open to suggestions.

the point is to recognize what you are

to uncover who you are

ill give you a clue..... EVERYTHING outside of yourself is filtered through YOU.

EVERYTHING COMES THROUGH YOU.

recognize.

I'm well past that, but thank you.

stole from who?

Took out a few credit cards and a personal loan under another name.
... so Jews, I guess?

i agree there isnt really a point to it. religionfags like to say that life does have meaning, and you know what good for them.
i would have killed myself if nobody gave a fuck about me. my good nature is working against me and i couldnt bear the thought that people in my life will suffer if i died. so thats just a fancy way of saying that im too much of a faggot to do it.
i guess i could spare some of my time. judging by your post you seem to be pretty young.

Oh no. Smith got you to incriminate yourself..

What country are you from where it's so easy?
And did you get a fake id or something?

Huh? I just finished probation the other day. Time served.

28... 29 in a couple months.

Man, find something you enjoy (for you maybe travel) and fucking put all of your effort into doing it. Get any job, suffer through it and then spend a month or so in Thailand fucking hookers. Your will to live may return.

US.

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Phew..

I've been thinking about becoming a long-distance truck driver. Just need some cash to be able to move out west and get schooling.
I've tried conventional jobs, but something about seeing the same people every-day and going to the same place every day has driven me down some really self-destructive depressive cycles.

Yup. 3 years. I still owe about $7k in restitution though.

youre acting like a shitty person then youre surprised when you feel shitty?
nice going dumb shit

Not surprised. Just need something to take my mind off if for a bit.

Yh I get that, conventional jobs are shit. I wouldn't be able to keep one long-term without having a future career to work towards with it. I'm in a similar situation, going through expensive pilot training, not sure how long I can pull it before having to get a loan or something to complete it.
Life is shit, but there is nothing better afterwards. Best case scenario- there is nothing, worse case scenario- you go to hell. I'd rather suffer here.

i have no intention to help someone like you, the only solution is being a good person, once youll be a good person youll start feeling better.

>good person
Define this.

I've just eaten a massive chocolate easter egg and now feel sick.
Anyway... you need a purpose in life, for some people its family, a career, a hobby, pets etc..
You need to find that purpose.

the only way to actually know it is meeting someone like that or getting to that level of a person, cant define it

Done. My purpose in life is to fuck. I've known that for a while. I just can't stay motivated enough on the parts (like work, physical fitness etc) that make that happen.
How do you stay motivated?

Life has no meaning that's the beauty of it, you can give it meaning if you want to. I used to be a fat, suicidal, lazy fuck with no ambition. Only after taking lots of shrooms and realizing that this life is better than no life I decided to give myself purpose and meaning. I lost 100 lbs in 11 months and went to school for something I loved to do, not something that makes me money. You only have this one shot so do what gives you the most satisfaction and get in touch with what makes you happy. Psychedelics and music definitely helps lmao

How many have you fucked already?

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20, plus some extraneous BJs/HJs here and there. Always craving more.

>I lost 100 lbs in 11 months
Tips?

It's all about discipline rather than motivation.
Sometimes you have to force yourself to workout, force yourself to sit down and finish the college assignment.
Rather than being indifferent become angry, force yourself out of the rut.

I used to be hella depressed, and then I meditated for like 4 hours a day, a month straight. No lie. Follow the source of your unhappiness and eliminate it.

Also, I’m a counselor IRL, and that’s the most pragmatic advice I have. Sitting and thinking forces you to acknowledge what’s around you.

The purpose of any creation is to serve it's creator. God made you, follow Jesus to serve Him.