it hurts to live. it fucking hurts. being able to know what normality is for a change and being able to look at depression from a distance and then falling right back into it, but exponentially worse, for the better part of a year now fucking kills me. i’m fucking useless. it’s hopeless. there is no point in continuing.
depression feels thread.
It hurts to live. it fucking hurts...
Camden Gomez
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Tyler Hernandez
is that really you op? Also you have depression, depression doesn't have you
Robert Rivera
Sell your computer. Sell your house. Sell everything you own. Collect all your money and leave everything you have behind. Go do something completely different because damn OP. The shit you've been doing really ain't working out buddy. Leave wherever the fuck you are now and go somewhere completely randomly. Just experience something different dude. There's a whole world out there.
Sebastian Jackson
no, not me. she’s gorgeous tho. sorry to disappoint
and thank you user
William Smith
shut up..
my depression wah blah blah i didnt even read it. get the fuck over yourself egoist nobody cares about your whining. it hurts. move on and feel good. millions have died
Matthew Moore
might take u up on that
shut up rat, you’re on Yas Forums on a monday night. don’t act high and mighty.
Robert Murphy
stop being a lazy peice of shit. stop making excuses. live good. stop being a whining egoist. its that easy. say its not. just whine some more
Cooper Powell
Life sucks and then you die, but it's all we have before we are gone from existence forever so either suck it up or just die, nothing matters anyways
Jason Brown
not making excuses, i don’t have to. it’s my life. no one is hurt but me and i don’t fucking care. “live good” i’d love to user
precisely
Ryan Price
This is exactly how I see it too, user.
Good mentality to have imo.
Also fuck religion. Don't believe that there's a second life. Focus on this one and don't be a sheep thinking "gods gonna watch over you"
Watch over yourself, OP
Joseph Cruz
thank you, user. i’ll try.
life is meaningless... both a comforting reality and disturbing one.
Camden Myers
she's cute (I love goth bitches) but she's too skinny
Henry Brown
not acting high and mighty at all. i just conqured my depression. beat it. im not against you. i just had to change my entire fucking life down to the core. ditched friends of 30 years. forced myself out of depression. burned my most sacred belonging. ditched the users. quit weed. porn. booze. forced myself out of it user and i want you to be strong too. im sorry for being a dick but i do care but its the only way i can explain. i had to kick my own ass out of depression. even moved from some abusive mentally ill landlord. before i almost murdered them. now i have 4000$ and no depression but i still get sad 2 days ago i felt like total shit and cried in a feild that i had no girlfriend and messaged my only friend that i wasnt coming back. be strong
William White
OP. Goodluck that's all I want to say. I hope you get things turned around for yourself bud. I've gone through it myself.
Charles Gomez
life does NOT suck if you grab a fucking hold of it and force yourself to. sure it sucks but its changeable. and you can be strong like me. tho i dont feel strong alot
Alexander Moore
You need to eat... At a Chinese buffet... Like you need to live at No. 1 Chinese Buffet for a month. Goddamn...
Bentley Clark
Welcome to the clan. I plan to end it all this Summer.
Charles Watson
that’s the beauty of her
youtu.be
well fuck. i’m sorry for lashing out. being edgy is amusing for me when online i suppose
thank you user. i’m very proud you managed to make it out. i believe i can as well. bipolar runs in my family. my mom had it (she was abusive and alcoholic, died from alcoholism when i was 15) and i suspect i may have it (not trying to self diagnose but my dad keeps telling me he thinks so) i have phases where i barely eat, sleep maybe 3 hours, clean everything, do everything, the expected. then, in periods like now, i binge eat every day. sleep for longer than i should, never leave the house, shower once a week, fail classes (which cost me $$$) etc. it’s maddening.
thank you for listening user. i appreciate it
Jordan Morris
stop the negitive reinforcments!! life is meaningless life sucks. it does not. in nihilism. if life has no meaning. MAKE the meaning. FORCE yourself to change. mental illness is simply thinking negitive, thats all. i dunno im depressed as fuck. just trying to help dude. if i didnt have four thousand dollars right now id have killed myself because of this FUCKING covid news bullshit and no kids or wife at 35 fuck my life
Gabriel Cooper
Yo user same here brother.
I think it's great that we were able to overcome those deep pits that we all have in our lives, so I completely agree with you that sometimes we need to completely throw out a lot of comfortable stuff and start picking yourself up and face life head on.
But I also think that "Just get over it" is terrible advice to give to depressed-fags.
Honestly OP. It feels good to get out of depression. It felt like ecstasy to me. It still feels good going a year strong, personally.
Wait for that feeling. It'll be good. Things will get better.
In a year you'll look back and think you're stupid for wanting to end the journey back here.
Luis Rivera
thank you so much user.
i will try.
:( nothing i can say can stop you. i’m sorry. i hope you find the light of life again
Easton Allen
i will user, thank you
Ayden Fisher
sorry dude i didnt mean to sound extreme. just stop the 'im useless its hopeless theres no point, stop saying sorry! i cant change, life sucks is meaningless, ect. listen to that! your beating yourself up so bad. fucking stop it! if life is meaningless why say such self hurtful things. i dont know you but i care about you. im sorry i sound so messed up but i have depression too. i dont want you to suffer. i tell myself these tough words like get over it ,ect but i dont feel very tough when im depressed. i just mean, think positive ok. if life sucks negitive reinforcements are not nessasary
Camden Lee
thank you user and no need to apologize!! i’m understand tough love. i need to face it.
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Jose Jones
yea im kind of a crazy weird guy at 35, but i hope i helped in some way. i lost my kidney at 14 and shattered my spine at 17. im lucky to walk. ive had an extremely unusual life both very bleak and profoundly wonderful. i mite be bi polar for that or maybe thats just lifes ups and downs. anyways i wish you luck user. this post has helped me think alot too. take care and stay positive
Isaiah Cooper
you too user!! bless you
Julian Lopez
>nothing matters anyways
This, except God and family
Logan Cox
I think your bigger problem is your borderline personality disorder OP. Sorry to break that to you. Maybe you only have depression and I'm wrong though.
Andrew Flores
>borderline personality disorder
Wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy.