Anybody else feeling the pressure to off themselves more than fucking ever recently...

Calling people idiots for being bored is for idiots. Boredom should inspire you to take action though. Nothing wrong with learning or doing something.

how about not being able to put the effort in to do anything new

Work out. It's the boredom and extra energy.

Learn how to draw naked women and masturbate more

This.

I don't want to kill myself, but then I never have. I want to kill someone else. I saw a documentary one time about some research that in war, something approaching 90% of soldiers don't aim when firing into a group of the enemy. They just aren't cut out to kill. And the other 10% are OK with it. And they tested these 10% and the majority of them are sociopaths, they're just ordinary guys. But totally OK with offing some cunt that deperately deserves it. I feel like that. And more so recently. I'm generally OK with the situation, but the background stress is growing, people are getting fucked up.

Id rather see a dry face than ance

fuck it. *aren't* sociopaths

Try it out then.

that's the plan but im too fuckin lazy

Do you like animals?
Do you enjoy sex?
Are you just being edgy?