Not attracted to anything and only happy when high on several drugs. Ttramodol, alcohol are the mix for me to be happy...

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Watch those kpins man. Stop taking those after a couple months and you'll have seizure after seizure

yes

You think that's bad, in the past 30 hours I smoked 6 grams of crack.

I was told that. I have a few but i havent taken them for a minute. life is crazy

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ive done coke and yes addicted but no way of getting more it was at a friends. 2 dumb 2 attempt socialization. diphenhydramine just kicked in, i took 350 for a small buzz to make me laugh and actually open

All drugs users are fags...

What the fuck do you even go outside? If your brain is excellent normally then by all means abstain from drugs

If you have pain in your life then wtf are you doing avoiding drugs? You’re wasting your life shithead. Just don’t get greedy and go for some heroin or meth or some shit and you’re good. It’s really easy to see where you’re fucking up if you just practice common sense and avoid those.

Coke ain't shit compared to crack as far as the high goes.
Idk man I honestly believe doing drugs is a choice and not an addiction.
I say I make the choice to smoke crack. There's times I go a couple days without smoking and it doesn't affect me at all. No mood swings no sickness.
It's all in your head

i'm in the same boat. sell something, get some drugs and listen to a 15 minute drum solo.

you'll be right as rain.

Its most certainly a choice, one i took myself

I do drugs in the comfort of my own home. Never go outside while high.
Like I said it's a choice I choose to make. If I don't do drugs I'm still the same person.

The withdrawal is going to kill you with a slow agonizing pace just an hero. Faggot

yes i am aware of that. dont care for meth or heroin but i was prescribed legal meth. also, i do go outside for drugs and happyand soon ill live there too

So so withdrawals come with a certain drug or all drugs?

im not the same person, that's why suicide is an option on the table for me.

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So you DO do drugs.

And when you say legal meth do you mean desoxyn which is actually 5mg methamphetamine tablets for obesity

Or are you just calling your adderall meth. Cause they are close but not the same. Meth has serotonin added like mdma

every drug i taken has cause d withdrawed from/

I was on meth, weed, and lsd. I went into a panicked state after I tried to quit, did nothing for 10 days and ended up in a mental institute. I was diagnosed with secondary psychotic disorder due to substances. Take it easy

It's all in your head man. If you can't be the same way you normally are because you haven't done drugs, it's a mind game.

Yes, i do drugs. i am gone rn, yet i can read okay. I took adderall and snorted it too. yummy days

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its all a game, also i got in on one of the fiftys after my benadryl incident.

Not all.
Heroin and prescription painkillers.
Cocaine.
Methamphetamine & Crystal Meth.
Benzodiazepines.
Nicotine.
Alcohol.

Weed does NOT. Its psychological.

I smoked crack every day for 5 years, by choice. I had to stop for 82 days.
Not once did I have any bad thoughts. Bad behavior. No mood swings. No cravings. None of that.
So why didn't I have these withdrawals you speak about?

My wife went through some crazy withdrawals from tramadol. Like being unable to wake from a dream, screaming for help while still sleeping- that kind of bad. She was prescribed it for like 2 years, didnt abuse it.

So yeah have fun with that

you need to stop blaming all your problems on other people and stop taking drugs, maybe move back with your parents and brother so that you don't have to pay money for shit again. Then you'll be fine, bro.

Theres other factors. Quality, quantity of use, maybe your full of shit. Willful ignorance.

i am a completely different person than you youre the strongest though.

legit story ?

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A gram a day minimum, 7grams at least twice a week.
Tell me that's not a heavy user

i actually have sleep paralysis so im surprised they prescribed me it and wow, they still supply me too.

I know this the internet and people lie, but guess what I'm doing in between these messages.
That's right smoking fucking crack

Coke and meth have more of a crash. Ive heard some meth heads refer to the crash as withdrawal but ive gone several months and just crashed really hard and felt weird for a couple weeks. Not like heroin where if i didnt have it i wud be physically sick and pain in my bones.

well youre superman

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Me again
Here's proof this a dub I get 3 of em for $50 which amounts to a gram

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that pain is one of the reasons i stopped vanlafaxine, took too much on a joke and didnt get high, but my pupils were huge and my bones ached.

It is. Its one of my answers

Careful going cold turkey off the trams man they are ssri and opiates they double fuck u in withdrawal, can be dangerous. If youve been on them for a long time go to the hospital

She would go into an extremely deep sleep, snore like crazy, the grab the sheets and start to mumble and just barely be able to get the words out "wake me up". Would be soaked in sweat.it was pretty freaky. Lasted for like 2 weeks.

This how I smoke it in a blunt wrap with tobacco.
Notice the yellow on my fingers that's from smoking 6 grams in 30 hours.
I'm on my last gram right now

a superhero defined by his own addiction, much like myself. except... im a giant sperg

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Not an addiction, it's a choice

>addicted to weed

Bitch please.

Also, stop being such a fucking pussy.

i have had some strange dreams. I saw 25 dollar bill, i chased it into a garage which closed. i open the garage to find nothing, i look down the street and a woman on the phone in what looks like a dress is walking away. it is snowing

what makes you special?

it indeed is a choice.

Keep in mind gang that it has a lot to do with your overall health. although its very rare, there are people who somehow manage to have a healthy diet, sleep correct amount, and have a healthy fitness level, in addition to being an opioid/barbiturate/alcohol etc addict. Very rare though. Its these cases that fuck it all up and make people think that you can be “regular” or collected or whatever and also be on them.

Haha it looks like an Easter Island statue shoopt on a guy's body.

I can tell by your pride in your drug habits how young you are

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just someone i used to know.

It has to do with the serotonin effects

It’s like micro dosing molly with your opioid high. Fucks up the brain chemistry a lot more. Now you know!

not pride, regret. but yes, i am young.

Best we not forget this part:

The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

Formerly depressed here, man outlasting all the bullshit feels fucking great user I can't even explain how fucking great it feels it's like seeing everything as grey for your entire life then seeing colour for the first time, during the worst of my depression I tried to kill myself twice like the pathetic little coward I was and fuck am I glad I survived so I can look back on those memories and swing my 6 and a half inch cock in their face, I hadn't properly laughed at something in years it was all just fake laughing in front of people, when the depression lifted it came back gradually then one day I remember rolling around in my bed in pain and with tears in my eyes I was laughing so hard at a shit post on here it felt fucking amazing, the rest of my emotions are slowly returning as well, I since gave up cigs and cocaine as I just felt I didn't need those crutches anymore, outlast this bullshit user, I had to change the thing in my life that was causing me misery and yes I didn't like it and it caused me a lot of conflict to begin with but I am fucking glad I did, the loneliness I felt in those times was fucking crazy but I confronted all of my demons user and now it's your turn, don't be a pathetic faggot like I was user everything in life is fixable, get out there bend life over and make it squeal like the dirty little bitch it is.

I'm addicted to weed because i thought drugs were an answer. Therapy is best.

Well sounds like you still have a chance then, try to make a single plan in your life you can be proud of and go from there

>addicted to weed

Haha good one m8. I’m addicted to coffee, too. It’s caused a lot of suffering

Weed isn't addictive and I'm not on here bitching about my shit. You already know what you have to do and it involves no suicide or drugs.

Drugs help take the edge off. But you can't take the edge all the way off that's impossible. That's why you feel like you're fumbling around. There aren't any more edges to hold on to.

Tell me something my man. Drugs are good because life is hard. How fucking hard is it right now? I guarantee you it's a lot harder for you right now than it would be if you weren't using.

Like I said. You already know the answers to everything. I'm not being sarcastic. Think about it. You know what you need to do. You just have to want it bad enough to move you to change.

Now stop being a fucking pussy.

In all srs though if you’re looking for “answers” you gotta take either psychedelics or dissociatives.

And the “answers” you get won’t be about staying high all the time and living a gangster life, they will just help you reframe reality into something that feels less unnerving. And that’s it. That’s the prize possession from doing drugs

like many, i ignore valuable advice given. i can be like "yaa i can do this" and third day in im googling where to find the pills i flushed

>Haha good one m8. I’m addicted to coffee, too. It’s caused a lot of suffering
Weed maybe not bur when you already have bpd, then everything can be addictive.

>That stuff only adds layers. I could do all that stuff and still be depressed. The more you know, normie
>Being sober except for weed and lil bumps of k here and there feels a lot better than doing rando handfuls of pills for long periods of time, though. Can tell you that.
Well, have you attempted being sober? Doesn't sound to me like you have.
I believe I've heard this one before:
>haha bro I can quit any time don't worry bro

diphenhydramine will kill you if you are not careful you will have instant respiratory failure if you dose more than once. clonazepram is be okay just dont mix with booze or you will just die.

You dipshit. I'm not the guy you replied to but coffee is caffeine and it is actually addictive. You even have withdrawals.

>Caffeine can become addictive through changes it causes in your brain.

First line from the google machine.

Somehow you just thought that addictive is synonymous with bad and harmful?