>call veteran's suicide prevention hotline
>get connected to someone in kansas
>talk for 32 mins about life's difficulties
>bitch offers to give me phone numbers
>call first number
>dude answers, takes 18 mins to review my case
>nah dude our systems are down can't help you
>call second number
>"your call cannot be connected as dialed"
>I did 8 years in the military, separated after extreme physical disability. diagnosed with severe depressive disorder with negligible SRI effects (prozac and other shit are shown to be non-effective)
>I just want to fucking die but if i kill myself my parents will die of heartbreak and even though I hate life i can't stand the thought of them anguishing over my actions.
How the fuck do you assholes deal with this shit every fucking day for every fucking minute of your lives. its a constant state of misery and fuck-it-all. i just want to be fucking happy please god let me learn how to be happy
Call veteran's suicide prevention hotline
just look at this gator
Identify what's making you unhappy and change it.
That's literally all that's keeping me going--the prospect things will change and if I make them change they will change for the better.
Also, as a healthcare worker, I'm sorry you have to deal with the VA. I truly am.
hey listen just breathe find the things in life that makes you happy or fuck it just keep calling or maybe a therapist or just fuck the therapist talk to your parents about your problems
Don't kill your self user.
Do you have work?
OP may not be in a position to appreciate but that made me grin
Chill tho
You wanna see a real mother fucker ?
Spent 3 years in a pow camp in Berlin
Your ptsd is trivial compared to this man in pic related cunt
Get over yourself
He had 5 kids
3 boys 2 daughters and stayed married to the same woman till they both were in their 90s
Hey OP, what do you like doing? I'm sure you have something you enjoy. You can try immersing yourself completely in your hobby for now, and maybe you'll even grow a new skillset!
On top of all that he was shot down over France and was the ball turret gunner
Do you even realize the probability of surviving that shit ?
I’m literally a walking miracle because of this man
Whatever patrolling in the desert and getting shot at by haji did to your little brain is nothing in comparison
Get over yourself for real
Man the fuck up and get a day job
Your fault for being stupid enough to fight wars for rich jews. U deserve to die for your warcrimes
Rest In Peace grandpa
Thank you for your service
And fuck this retarded faggot op for bitching and complaining
What a retard. Because somebody else had it worse youre not allowed to feel bad? Dont be such a typical retarded cunt. Also lurk more.
Nigger kys lol
Your entire bloodline is not worth a fuck
id like to point out that different things effect people in different ways and that ptsd is not a pissing contest about who got treated the worst or experienced the worst things kill yourself
easy way: drugs, your choice really
hard way: actually devoting time to finding inner peace and becoming okay with nothing but your thoughts, building from there to have a meaningful life
i dont know anyone that has done the hard way yet but i keep getting told thats the right way
easy way is more fun and guaranteed
hard way is theoretical
thats how i see it anyways
The thing that gets me through the day is knowing that America will collapse in less than 5 years, and when it does, I will go on a rampage and get my revenge.
Read "Fate of Empires" by John Glubb. It's only like 30 pages.
Countries only last 250 years before they collapse.
Seriously. Start preparing to fuck over this whole society. I hate it.
Hey bud. My roommate was in the shit in afghanistanimation for 6 years, Marine Corps and he had many difficulties returning to civilian life.
Reach out to the ones that you’re closest to and friends/family. Hang in there OP. I got nothing but love for people like you.
Haha oh I’m sorry you had it made in the shade at some FOB and had exactly every possible scenario to protect yourself from goat herders and saddams ex military
Neck yourself
You’ll never convince me op went through even a cunt hair of what real soldiers go through
Imagine D-Day , and surviving that .
Can you even imagine jumping out of a plane behind enemy lines on nazi held territory ?
No you couldn’t , poor op got to walk around Afghanistan or Iraq fighting for some robokike for oil and poppy farms
Good job !
as a person in the military u end up blowing a fuse due to high stress makes you mentally numb and you cannot process the same shit other people are being fed, it seperates you from the rest of the "lawn clipping" free range sheep my dood, you need to dose yourself with painkillers not anti-depressants. what you do is drop that shit in with a drift pill so it goes around your shit softening it up then the real pill soaks into it. THE SHIT you feel without it is just mental scar tissue trying to heal my dood.
ILL NEVER FEEL BAD FOR ANYONE WHO FOUGHT IN THE OIL/HEROIN WARS FOR KIKES
ILL ONLY FEEL BAD FOR WW2 EUROPEAN THEATRE AND PACIFIC THEATRE VETS
YOU SIGNED UP , YOU CHOSE TO FIGHT FOR THE BUSH DYNASTY
I wish everything is going to be fine with your life and you get rid of negative thoughts
He looks like a pussy to me. I like the ones that weren’t captured.
George Juniors little bitch wants to lull himself
If you really were gonna kill yourself and not looking for a shoulder to cry on you’d have offed yourself already cunt
Go find somewhere else to cry about it
Or legit kys you fake ass bitch
Maybe go get a job and some fat skank to live off your GI bill you dumb ass
You’ll never be half the man my grandfather was and he isn’t the only WW2 veteran I have in my family either
I have tons of stories , my other grandpa was in the alps fight mountain warfare against the Nazi regime , you wanna talk about being in the SHIT lmfao
Your little tour in Afghanistan/Iraq just doesn’t compare
HAHAHA HE WOULD CHOP YOUR STUPID HEAD OFF WITH A SHOVEL KID EVEN AT 80 YEARS OLD HE WOULD FUCK YOU UP HAHAHAHAHA
hey there bro I have ptsd and depression from bullying when I was younger that culminated in me having to kill someone in self defense. I have troubles going into public because I constantly tell myself bad shit. My therapist is pretty much fucking useless but I keep dragging myself to it because dying is just a end and I would feel weak doing that I want to at least fight and try to push forward so I can work a job / talk to people. Every day is misery of feeling guilty for mooching off of my parents
I can't speak for someone disabled but I can imagine that being difficult to cope with
you have a very small world view or are a bad troll
K short stack , you like your daddy’s dick for sure
I’ll just cough in his face, that will finish the job.
Na I know that fags like you think we should feel sorry for Bush dynasty warriors
Lmfao I don’t !
OP here
>not going to get into the circumstances, every day is a fucking slog trying to reconcile reasons for living vs my family being absolutely devastated "how could he have done such a thing" fallout
I want to know how you fellow fagfucks deal with this shit. i'm so sick of shit. i'm so fucking sick of every day being a minuscule curve of the previous day. im not attractives, i've never had any sort of meaningful relationship in my life, fuck it all man
Hey Trump said it, not me.
He’s been dead and buried at a veterans cemetery you dumb fuck , you don’t know how to read he lived till he was 92 and was WAYYYY MORE SUCCESSFUL THAN YOULL EVER BE LMFAO
GO BACK TO MOMMYS TITTY NOW LITTLE BITCH HAHAH
fuck it i'll just end it tomorrow maybe i'll have one last wet dream to make my life feel like something happy
Prayer is the only thing that saved me went years and years of depression. GOD is the only way
And what exactly gives you power to pass judgement? Have you gone through depression? Have you tried to kill yourself? Not saying I have or anything but mental illness is not all black and white dudes. Its very complicated and if you can't even understand that, then i feel sorry for you.
Faggot.
Keep barking dumbass see if anyone's dumb enough to help you
Take it out on the people who made you this way
Kill your parents idiot then yourself
That way you don’t breed anymore pieces of shit
>Get coronavirus
>Die
>???
>Profit
DONT CARE ALL I SEE IS CRYING AND ENABLERS
fake vets arent on this incel site. if they are they should have caught a bullet from a towel nigger
If he’s so successful how come I don’t know nor care who he is? I’ve never seen someone get so triggered over their little dead granddaddy. Our president thinks your grandfather is a pussy bitch who got captured and so do I
My doctor gave me xanax but suggested a psychiatrist if I needed more medication. I suggest you go see one too
I’m in the army. Maybe I can help.
FAG ENABLERS THE THREAD
FEATURING
NEWFAGS
AND OP !
We're not pussies? You need Jesus man.
what
:)
I don’t GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THE PRESIDENT LMFAO
THATS WHY I DIDNT GET SUCKED INTO AN OIL/HEROIN WAR STRAIGHT OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL LMFAO
YOUR GRANDFATHER WAS A BITCH AND HIS GRANDFATHER BEFORE HIM
MINE WAS A WARRIOR !!!
Hahaha YOULL NEVER HAVE HIS BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH YOUR VIENS
IM GONNA TAKE A CLAW HAMMER TO THE TOP OF PEOPLE LIKE YOU SKULLS SOON BITCH JUST WAIT HAHAHA
dude, that gator is thick
Cool story bro. You definitely don’t seem triggered at all, my apologies for insinuating that.
cruz cntrl 4 cul
Just bide your time, OP. I'm also waiting for the day my mom isn't around to suffer the pain of my death. Once she's gone, so am I. I only continue to exist so I don't put her through the pain of losing me. Once she's not around to experience that pain, I'll have no hearts left that I could break.
Just get a job, find some meaningless, cheap hobby, masturbate a lot, and keep your mind busy. You can take solice in the knowledge that your pain is temporary, and, in fact, you are in control of it because you have the power and the fortitude to stop it at any time. And you will, on your terms, at your leisure, and when you feel the time is right.
The pain does not control you. The pain only exists because you allow it to. You'll end that motherfucker when you're good and damn ready.
No that's actually my grandfather , you're lying. I have proof.
WAAA WAAAA MY NONEXISTANT PTSD FROM HAJI SHOOTING BROKEN AK-47 AND MOTARS AT THE SAFETY OF MY STATE OF THE ART FOB IN THEIR COUNTRY TRYING TO STEAL ALL THEIR POPPY FIELDS AND OIL FIELDS
WAAAA
SHUT THE FUCK UP LOL
your granddad would be disappointed in you
Never, ever call a suicide hotline. Your experience is what you get if you're lucky. If you're not, they call you an ambulance and bill you for it.
YOUR GRANDFATHERS WERE BITCH MADE AND SO ARE YOU
GO PUT ON A DRESS BITCH
Hahahah holy shit I’d love to see this guy look like an even bigger assclown than he already does, if that’s even possible.
Please deliver
Leave and disappear. Your parents can't cry if they don't know where you're at.
HE CANT PROVE IT CAUSE HE WONT FIND THAT PICTURE ANYWHERE EXCEPT ON MY HD RETARDO
GO AHEAD AND REVERSE IMAGE SEARCH NIGGER YOU CANT LOL
just nut the fuck up. veterans are the biggest bunch of whiney welfare queens out there.
I do a lot of drugs. Alcohol is a good friend.
Haha he a flat boi.
Do a flip faggot.
But wait if that picture was my grandfather and also your grandfather that means we should both go put on dresses and fondle each other ;)
Sorry to disappoint, but It was bait. too easy to bait this dude and o am i laffin now. Retard probably wont see the second part of my post and keep entertaining us.
my grandfather was in HA(L)-3 if u wanna get in a pissing contest about that lol
ONLY TWO PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH HAVE ORIGINALS OF THOSE PHOTOS
ME AND ONE OTHER PERSON
HE CANT PROVE SHIT BITCH HAHAHA
Not any bigger than any niggers
IT ISNT THOUGH DUMB FUCK A ROO
Try harder cunt
Sorry bro, you knew what you were signing up for. You'll get no real support from this administration.
Lol!!!!
>you knew what you were signing up for
THANK YOU !! SOMEONE GETS IT !!!
Go get a job now at wallshart op
Being happy is just a change of your mind.
You don’t learn it. That would be weird.
What type of benefits were you separated with?
Do you still have your GI Bill?
Sounds like you don’t have anything to do.
Drink more water.
Clean your room.
Do your laundry.
Shave and brush your teeth.
Clean your shoes.
Do some pushups.
Start making some phone calls to take advantage of your service member benefits.
Get a tattoo.
Try not to drink or take drugs. That stuff brings you down eventually.
Do a support group.
Go to the beach.
I think the feeling of wanting to die, just means you want to change your life.
haha xd 111!!!111!!!!1
Does your granddad know he died so people like me could exist? Thanks!!!
I know what your going through OP I dealt with it for 2 months xanax is the only thing keeping me stable I believe. I am on depakote as well supposed to be taking Zyprexa but I'm not I guess I haven't had a trigger yet to start up my depression. I to called the suicide hotlines they're a waste of time I believe you just need someone to talk to when you're feeling alone. Sucks because depression for me was at night when I had no one I could call.
I Baker acted myself twice was a waste of time they had these lights that stayed on all night right above the bed.
Jesus saves
nice
SAME AS NIGGERS ANYONE WHO WAS OF AGE TO SEE THE TOWERS COLLAPSE AND THE BUSH DYNASTY KNOWS THAT ALL MILITARY SENT TO AFGHANISTAN OR IRAQ ARE MORONIC ZOGBOTS
OH SO YOU CAN STAY IN MUMS BASEMENT AND HAVE CROOKED TEETH AND SHITTY ACCENT AND LIVE AMONGST SAND NIGGERS ?
OF COURSE YOU BRITISH FUCKWIT LOL
Boohoo faggot I dont give a shit, thanks for the shitshow of an anecdote though.
video games especially single player so some other fucker doesn't piss me off. go for games that are more chill and doesn't get you mad or something.
GEORGE JUNIORS ZOGBOT ARMY MANs lol
TOO BAD HAJI DIDNT FUCKING BURY YOU OUT THERE IM THE MIDDLE EAST MORON HAHAHAA
You don’t have a choice where you are sent.
ALLUH AKBAR LELELELELELEELELELELE
CRY BITCH CRY
KYS FAGGOT HAHAHA KYS
Guys i'm pretty sure I recognize this dudes boyfriend or whatever
OH SO YOU WENT TO SOME GOAT HERDERS COUNTRY , YOU NEVER WENT ANYWHERE CIVILIZED THATS FOR SURE
SHOULD OF BEEN AN EASY WIN HUH ?
Oh WAIT , YOURE A BUNCH OF IDIOTS IN THE MODERN MILITARY THINKING ITS IRL MODERN WARFARE THE GAME
SEETHE FAG
Man if only you said something that was actually comprehensible