I want to die

Hey there iam also a big guy here 380lbs 6'4" and I hate my self like this, but food is an emotional outlet for me. I'd give my life to be some skinny kid !!!!!!!

you fundamentally misunderstand dysmorphia

I had a GF like you once. She thought she was fugly because she had narrow hips and wide shoulders. I told her that I didn't think that that is what determines if someone is feminine or not, and that even if it did make her unfeminine, it didn't matter one shit to me because in my eyes she was feminine. The male brain isn't objective when it comes to this. But even if being attractive to someone isn't your issue, the hard truth is that holding on to this will just hurt you.

I'm old, so maybe my opinion doesn't count for shit. But that up there is not an old body, or if it is then it looks remarkably young. And if you are young, you do not have time to waste on this shit user. Life will teach you what I'm going to tell you whether you like the lesson or not. The sooner you learn this, the easier life will be for you.

Reality doesn't give a flying fuck about what we want, and it cares even less about what we deserve. Justice is only a thing between human beings. Between you and reality, it's reality calling the shots every time.

I know you can't just shake this off like it's nothing. I know my ex couldn't. But if you can't do it on your lonesome, then you have to find help to shake this idea that you're not feminine, or that you need to be feminine in order to have value. Trying to change what you can't change will fucking kill your soul. You see it all the time. Dudes who can't get over their exes. Girls who can't get pregnant. I can't understand what you must be feeling, because I have never felt like that. But I do know from experience that banging your head against solid rock will only give you brain injuries. It will not harm the rock. Everything in life can be regained. Lose friends? You can get new ones. Lose your BF? You can get a new one. Lose money? You can earn new ones.

But you cannot regain time. Time is the only resource you have that is absolutely finite. Only spend it on things that make you happy.

This isn't it.

>biological females
that's the only kind of females numb nuts.

ok boomer

you all are simps and should kill yourselves

the simpsons is a great show i love it

Imagine being so retarded you've deluded yourself into thinking your trap gf is an actual woman xD