Hey Yas Forums. Im gonna kill myself tonight. Help me think of a way i can do this without my family finding me

Where you from? Plenty of anons would be down to coronavirus and chill with you I'm sure.

>being this thirsty

i googled how i feel and i guess its something called harm OCD. i have already started carrying out a plan for murdering someone around me. its a feeling that i cant shake and it gets stronger and stronger every day. Im so afraid of losing control that i want to kill myself in order to prevent that

What’s your kik? It seems that everyone in this tread wants you to get through this and feel better

yes play Animal crossing you'll very quickly forget who you are and the meaningless world outside

Bro I will fuck anything, everyone deserves love. I would fuck you too, don't get it twisted.

You can definitely get help for those kinds of feelings. You don't need to hurt yourself or anyone else, but you do need help from a professional not Google.

id like the authorities to find me so my family can at least have peace of mind. i was thinking maybe i could take down a few cops in the process but itd be way more satisfying for me if i killed someone i know in real life and i genuinely feel deserves to die

Nigger shes gonna fuckin kill you, you fuckin idiot dumbass mother fuck

Have you spoken with a professional? I get the stigma and the fear behind not wanting to, if that's your case but I can tell you it helps. Might not be all you need or exactly what you want, but I really don't think it could hurt to try. If you feel a compulsion to harm someone around you, that's very serious and dangerous but it would be a shame to simply stop living when there is help out there. Like I said, not sure how that would look for you as I don't suffer from those feelings, but I'd prefer not to see someone lose the struggle.

*that i genuinely feel deserves to die

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No, love conquers all. I am not afraid of anyone, or anything in this world.

OP needs love and guidance.

Move to some cold place where theres native people like green land ull be just fine seriously

Agreed

A smooth sea never made a skilled sailor, user.

My friend lives in a lower wage part of town, had an abusive dad, and is still one of the happiest people I know. Why? Because she actively makes an effort to be.
I know it sounds a bit plebbit, but attitude really counts. Just at least try a bit.

You will dump a load and hit the road because you know she will off her self before getting prego

Sadly not nearby in the slightest, but I'm sure someone out there would be into meeting up and eating your ass. Don't fret.

Nooooo, Boxxy, NNNOOOOOOo. YOu're our original queen and we need you!!

i have a therapist. Im afraid that if i tell her my true feelings she will pink slip me. Ive been through that whole process about 3 times now, and it never did me any good. Just enhances my hatred for people. I was never able to connect with any counselors or doctors or other patients there. it made me feel just as alone and misunderstood as i do in my daily life

Not at all my style, man.
That is not too far from me, are you living at home or what is your situation?

Do you have kik? We could make a group chat and actually talk about it in a more private space

are you streaming it?

I've been in similar situations due to self-harm and suicidal ideations, so I get the fear of really saying how you feel. There were countless times I said I didn't have a plan or that I wasn't committed while I did and I was. I'll ask the next big and obvious question but one that's very vital. Are you prescribed any medication, and if so, do you take it as prescribed?

yeah, i had to move back from kent because crona

Yeah but you've never mentioned this harm ideation before so you were never able to be diagnosed properly. Ultimately, you most likely don't need therapy as much as you need medication.

no point, you can start over, change expectations/perspectives, and live a totally different life

with your genetics/looks you are mostly stuck, but there's even plastic surgery for that

start today by not giving a fuck

Lick doorknobs

i would if i had a gun, could perhaps film myself in the tub, but again, i dont want to do it in my parents house

For God's sake, newfags, get her to do the Boxxy face one more time before she dies

I agree with user. I struggle with depression, bipolar 2 and PTSD and meds help a lot. Therapy can only do so much but medication is very effective

You should drop a Kik here or something like that soon because you may end up getting banned from Yas Forums due to this dumb April Fool's Corona thing.

Listen Yas Forums is toxic as fuck and a few people are trying to help even here people aren't that bad

what kind of medication? im already on a large dose of zoloft and buspiron to supplement it. Im afraid i have some sort of condition that antidepressants might be making worse

If you're killing yourself anyway...get naked and give us a show...might boost your self esteem

Fuck you, what do you need a fucking hug??

huh? i havent been on here in a while so i dont know about any of that

As someone who's been on both, as far I know and have experienced, they aren't going to help with you thoughts of harming others. What you're experiencing most likely can be treated with proper medication but without a proper diagnosis, they cannot administer the right medication to really help you out.

My kik is linussextips. Message me what you would need medications for I can look at the merk index and some of the stuff at work

I'm an older user who has thought about suicide for a very long time now. I've long thought about self-imposing the rule you're thinking about, that my family or anyone close to me, shouldn't find my body in their lifetimes. My plan, if and when I carry it out in that manner, would be to shave my hair off in secret and make myself as unrecognizable to any recent photos of myself. I'd then take a taxi many miles from home in the evening hours and have myself dropped off in some other county near a house to make it looked like I lived there. I'd pay in cash (no cards to trace), and the cabbie would be none the wiser. Then I'd hike up into the wilderness into undeveloped land that I'd have first looked over on Google Earth and find a nice, place miles from a surrounding town. Then I'd dig a shallow grave with a small tool I'd have taken with me in my backpack, and disperse the dirt outward so not to leave a telltale marker for anyone. Then it's just a matter of hauling some debris and topsoil over myself and putting a bullet into my forehead with my small caliber handgun. The soil cover would muffle the sound of the deed being done and, hopefully, death would be instant and no one would ever be the wiser. I suppose a knife would be quieter, though it'd hurt up to the end. I'd simply disappear from everyone's life, not too far removed from my day to day life, but I digress. Anyway, whatever you choose to do is your call. It's your life to use or lose, but every action we make in life has incomprehensible butterfly effects on the world around us. Even our deaths.

im self conscious, my boobs are weird and ive gained a lot of weight recently

Oh your that one weird teen bitch

With all your screen shots and shit

All these green accounts. It's a dumb coronavirus infection simulation thing. Most people who got infected "died" (meaning they got banned), but some of us survived but can still spread the illness. If your posts start turning green, you may be in trouble.

tell me more

You seem cute though. Let's see some butt if you're insecure about your boobs (though boobs would be nice too).

Dont worry just get a shit ton of plastic surgery and become famous for becoming a ugly retarded whore then earn 100k some how

elaborate

Nah bro thats yucks

We like chubby girls and you're cute:)

only because im lonely and suicidal

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Mmmm. Yeah I'd eat that ass like it was the groceries.

I've offered some advice but if you want to talk more, I'll drop my kik. I know exactly what it's like to alone and want to die. It's throwawayy223 and I hope whatever you do, you find some happiness.

I'd smash. You dtf?

Getting me hard. Take those panties off and I'll start stroking.

You're a cutie. Don't worry about that.

depends how old you are

Yup it is...

What ages are you cool with?

please let me fuck you first
afterwards, travel to Japan. They have a whole forrest there where you can hang yourself and it could take weeks or months before they find you.

My dark places:
Small boat with an outboard motor. Go out from shore til you've run out of fuel. Weight your body as best you can. Take gun and shoot as many rounds as you can in boat, less one. Shot to head, let tide and time do the rest.

Literall join the military
You’ll die fighting and assuming that you care enough about you family to consider them not fining this out, if you die in battle they’ll get money

Box of rape

Thicc ass

You like older guys?

tell me tell me tell me pleaase

As far as I can see, that's art femanon. It gets better. Find someone you can be brutally honest with and work through your problems. You can do it. give it another try.

im very interested

I'm contemplating the same thing. Best of luck and Godspeed, user.
I sincerely hope it gets better for you.

Don’t kill yourself post more of your ass thank you

I'd kms too if i had a demon watching me

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