Vent your feelings Thread

Maybe it was just random curiosity that drove you here. It's what keeps me coming back again to /b throughtout the years despite all the shit people post nowadays.

Go to bed Mark

Im thinking after all this corona bullshit is over I'm gonna go to monastery. For the past 3 years I've felt nothing but inner turmoil. I want to have inner peace. Never been much of an religious but supposedly people that have journeyed to this monastery named Ostrog in Montenegro and have felt peace after returning home.

Why do you feel inner turmoil, user?

you're a faggot. go date homos. problem solved.

so elequent

pedo

I don't feel like you and I have ever had a genuine conversation. How am I, your son, supposed to be comfortable talking to somebody who's job is to emotionally manipulate people under the guise of therapy and social work? Every time I try to talk to you about something serious all you did was spin it into something about you and what you want me to be. I know you hate me for not being like my sister but for fucks sake I don't want to be a fucking doctor, I want to do something I'm actually passionate about. I know you hate that I'm making a way for myself because all you ever wanted me to do was fail, but fuck you fuck you and FUCK YOU. I hate talking to this character you play whenever other people are around. I know what the real you looks like and she's an awful, ugly person full of just as much anger as me, but you act like you're some perfect little angel of a mother all the fucking time and I'm sick of it. Also, dad deserves better than your bullshit, and my half sister told me all about that shit you did between having her and getting married.

I will never love you, because I have no idea who you are. I don't think you do either.

I just realized I've been practicing my whole life on how to save lives through playing video games all day. I only forgot because being an adult is hard and time consuming. I just spent literally... 12 hours on PS4. I haven't put those numbers in since I was 16.

It's not so bad... but life used to be better. I used to have a routine, you know? Dolores would be around... she'd want to go... out on a Saturday. She'd want to take the paper and go read it in the park. And now that Dolores isn't around I... I can still do that but it's just... sometimes it's hard to convince myself to go outside... so I decide to stay in. And it's not bad! I have one of those recorders that records the channels on the TV... so I can watch all my favorite shows and I never have to worry about missing any of them, which is wonderful. But... yeah, no, like... I... I can't lie. I can't lie and say I don't miss Dolores every once and a while. But, yeah, it's mostly just the little things, it's like when you're eating dinner and you look across the table and you expect your wife to be there but then you remember that she's dead. That's tough. That kind of stuff is tough. I remember, eh... she would always, eh... eh... put the mustard on my... on my sandwiches for me. And, uh, the other day I made a sandwich and I forgot to put the mustard on and, uh, I took a bite into it and I was like "why isn't there any mustard?" And then it was... I remembered - because Dolores is dead... and I cried for hours... just hours mourning my wife... again. It was like she... it was like the old wound was just opened right up again. Eh... and I was crying for... for hours probably... just hours... uh... you know... which was fine. It was fine... that's... that's just part of life... you know?

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Realize that you have the tools now. Those monks can only show you how to use them. For example: you can juggle. Just not well. You can go to a group of circus performers and they can teach you how to do it better.

You just cry for hours because your soulmate is gone and she's never coming back. And... you know... that's not... that doesn't depress me. That doesn't depress me at all. Eh... eh... you know. You know, and sometimes, the neighbors come... knocking on my door... and they tell me that I've been screaming in my... in my sleep. I've just been screaming out "DOLORES, DOLORES, I WANNA KILL MYSELF WITHOUT YOU!" But... eh... listen. Those people used to throw the loudest parties... you know? And if I can't make a little noise myself then, uh heh, that's just fair. It's just fair that I get to make a little noise myself. And it's fine, you know. You know. I don't rem- I don't... I don't know... I don't remember the dreams when I wake up but I'd imagine it's just me dreaming about my wife... and how great life was when, uh, we were still... both alive. How my life had more of a purpose those days. And... you know, I, eh... I look at her picture a lot. And it's just... I look at her picture a lot. Because it's right there, you know, on the bedside and... you wake up and you go to bed and you're starting your day and ending your day with Dolores... it's hard not to look at the picture... she looks... so beautiful in that picture. But it's fine... that's fine, that's just... eh, it's a part of life, you know? That's part of how life goes. I miss you, sweetie. I miss you so much. I, eh... I'm gonna do it.

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busted... ol faker.

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jeez, man. That's harsh. Good on you for stopping drinking and doing drugs. That only worsens problems. I know this is a cliche what I'm about o say, but you're young. And you've been through enough to be able to get wise. But, please. Get wiser. Don't go on a religious quest to find peace. Invest on yourself. Invest on your life, careeer, well being. Find something you love and spend your thoughts in it. Explore and find yourself a healthy catharsis. If your life is shitty, make it your mission to get better. be patient and make sacrifices. It will be much more rewarding in the end. Even if it takes too long. I wish you the best

get grindr and have safe fun at night

This virus

Deep regrets from my gay experience
It was like the deer in headlights shit.
0/10 would do again

my boyfriend is constantly abusing me emotionally but im too lonely to let him go

are there trannys on there, can I suck off a qt traps peepee?

Thank you anom for this kind advice. I will seriously consider this. How are you?

My dad is having a nervous break down because of the virus scare.

He is just walking around. And speaking gibberish.

He lost his mind.
It happened 16 yrs ago when he lost his job.

He us 66 now. He might not recover anymore.

This could be our last year with him. If mind is corrupted his body will be next

I've got lung and health complications and I have to work with the public. I've been feeling slightly under the weather and the thought of being isolated in a hospital room hoping to make it out and not die alone is slowly eating at me. Everyone I know is in good health and doesn't seem to take it very seriously.

I'm upset that I lost my chance at having a nice life with a 9/10 or 10/10 wife. I had multiple girls I cheated with that were 10. Instead, I'm stuck here dating a 7/10 who is twice my age who lives in a giant mansion.

I guess it's not all that bad. I get to have 6 acres all to myself. I have old junk I can store here. I have an entire barn to use as my workshop. I have countless computers with endless amounts of porn I recorded of myself fucking countless women including some I cheated with...

I'm sad that I didn't get to see The Prodigy in concert when Keith Flint was still alive.

I'm mad at myself for not investing in Bitcoin back when Yas Forums was talking about it and it was still worth only pennies.

I'm upset that I didn't take Katie up on the offer to sleep in her room when she offered.

I'm sad that I lost my virginity to a 10/10 in my late 20s instead of multiple 6/10s in my teens.

I can't believe I actually fell for Mormonism and got baptized. I never should have done that. I was stupid. What a stupid religion.

I should have never told Lori I had chlamydia and instead cured her like I did my other girlfriend I cheated with. I simply should have given her 1000 mg of erythromycin. I did that with my current gf when I cheated and got chlamydia. I gave her the pills and said they were calcium pills and it worked. It would have saved me so much heartache. In fact, I'll never tell a girl again if I ever get another STD, it's simply not worth it.

I regret not recording all my encounters with this dude that caused me so much trouble. If i had had the recording I could have saved myself some heartache then too.

lmfao

you should try life as a brown person for a change.

i grew up hoping for the white american dream for some reason... my dad is white, but no girl ever ever liked me.

this started in elementary school to this day... all i can get are old hags and fat women.

cheating on me? I'm glad I even get to stick my dick in something.

You're too fucking spoiled, rich white kid.

there's actually a lot of them if you're in a city. You can filter to only see trans. You can be user and send a pic in a message. Try it

Every time I need to take a shit, I go into the bomb cold storage room where my PC is, take off all my clothes, roll out toilet paper on the ground and shit on the toilet paper, then roll it up and throw it in the toilet.

I don't know why I do this... I don't like going in the toilet..

on top of that, if i DO have to go in the toilet, i also strip naked, and squat on the toilet seat.

Jeeeezus. I tried that once, it was awful. It was actually Manhunt and not Grindr tho. Conversations were something like this.
>hey. How are you.
>ASP (age, size, preference (roughly translate from my language)
>20's, you'll see later. Prefer to talk first.
>user went offline

Oher guy
>Hey. How are you?
>Show me a picture of your dick
>This is why chivary is dead I guess
> wht? Man, u thk u fnny. i dnt do fnny. whnt to c naw.
> couldnt understant a single word.
> I've got a car. When can we fuck?

Never again

>My supervisor has told me all of last week and yesterday not to come in because of 'low work volume.' I'm worried that it's actually their way of getting ready to let me go, because no one at that job likes me anyway, and many would be willing to give up their paychecks to watch me get escorted out in handcuffs or a body-bag.
>I'm most concerned for my parents' health. I don't care if I live or die, but I don't want them to die from it while I live.
>After 9 years, I'm just about ready to give up my dream of living and working in Japan. I've failed the JLPT N3 3 times as of January, and I've been rejected by every job I was qualified for as regards working in Japan or at least for a Japanese company, *including* teaching English with JET, ECC, and even NOVA. Maybe I should just focus on Korea and studying Korean instead, or maybe even Mandarin.
>I hope I can make something out of this new pursuit in coding. I like Python, but since I wasn't smart enough to major STEM while in university, it's going to be an uphill battle in an already saturated market. Still, I can't allow myself to be stuck doing this job for the next 30+ years of what's left of my life.
>Glad it seems those upstairs neighbors are finally moving out. Actually, a lot of apartments in this complex are empty as compared to when I first moved in a couple of years ago, and that's a bit concerning.
>I never should have come back to this country in 2012. I should have just stayed my ass over there.
>Lately, I've been feeling particularly regretful that I'm permanently disqualified from military service. I would have liked, I guess, to served in the Navy.
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Fine. Feeling a bit unfullfilled with my life, but trying to be patient. I left my job as an archaologist to pursue my dream of becoming a chef. I've had amazing grades in cookery school, but somehow I feel I'm not good enough. Maybe it's a psychological thing. I still during the day and always feel tired. I feel that I'm doing well for my future career, but my social and love life is very limited. I'm 30 and I'm feeling I dont have a chance to share my life with someone. And I dont have time to date since I work and study at the same time. I dont want to be a souless workhaholic like my father. But I feel I'm becoming one. Thank you for your concern. I feel better now that I wrote this

Emotional abuse is the most common type of abuse. My father emotionally abuses me. I'm sure I do it to others. I don't try to but it happens. I think purposeful abuse is worse. I don't blame you for being lonely. But my two cents of advice is to either let him go or try to communicate. Communication can help smooth a lot of things over. Just remember that it's a two way street.

But if nothing else, know that I hear you and I empathize with you.

I'm sorry that you're losing your father. But all good things come to an end. Earlier today I had a gun pointed at me and realized that it could be my last day. I had things I wanted to do but I accepted my fate. Death is just the destination to this journey we call life.

Well the hospital might be able to save you. It's definitely worth the shot. But also you could just enjoy the time you have being free. Not the best advice, I know.

Op is gay AF

Sounds like you're living a full life, user. I'm envious.

no matter how much i communicate with him it feels like it never gets to him and i feel like i have to give him a pass because hes autistic but also i just really love him but im so tired of feeling like i dont matter to him

also yeah my mother treats me like absolute shit and has abused me physically and emotionally for years im sorry thats something you have to go through

I’ve loved this girl for about 2 years no
I’ve already confessed my feelings but she fucking friend zoned me, we both pretend like nothing ever happened between us but I hate having to pretend. Just being around her makes me happy and I get a sudden burst of euphoria. She’s smart she’s pretty and she’s out of my league unlike the filthy thots at my school and recently she’s been inactive online according to her friends she’s always busy but I feel like she’s just avoiding me, we’re all staying at home 24/7 because of the pandemic yet somehow she’s leaving me on delivered for 3 days straight I just wish I could just get a taste of what it feels like to be with her

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My emotional abuse from my father isn't that bad. I just ignore him. Literally won't talk to him for months. Which is bad because he's 60... But I just love myself too much to let someone obviously emotionally abuse me and stress me out.

middle school is for that shit, not college. i still remember the first load i blew in someone was a kid i played hockey with who played on my bantam AAA selects team during a tourney

maybe shes just taking time for herself while stuck at home for the pandemic, but if you’re serious about her try and ask her some questions to ease ur mind maybe?

It's never too late for finding love. It will happen. It's just that this thing called life is catching up with us and we feel like we have less time. I hope one day you get everything you want from life user. Sorry for not writing something more meaningful I'm drunk after a long time.

Mmm, I remember when I was that optimistic. I got that beaten out of me. I say keep going and learn from the pain that's going to come. Don't take 4 years of cognitive dissonance, being cheated on, and wasting your life doing a 16 hour drive to meet the girl you've been dating and wanting to be intimate with for her to say "oh let's wait, not yet..". When she said that, I knew it was over between us. It literally broke my heart.

The lesson is that pussy is overrated. Focus on emotional connection or some shit.

I've been in your shoes, man. Its not worth it. You'll damage yourself even more. Women do this lots of time. Even if you think she's too good to have a whiff of malice, she will use you for whatever shit she wants and forget about you eventually without appreciating your efforts for her. I know it's emotionally harsh but think about your self esteem and mental health. Forget about her. It will take long and require patience but will be the best for you. Other women will enter your life soon enough. It's not a sin to put yourself first sometimes if it means it will be best for you.

lol I'm drunk too. XD

I don't know why I feel like I constantly have to prove my worth. It's only myself who is insecure about my worth, others have their own ideas of what I'm worth to them and to the world at large, still I feel this yearning to prove myself to myself. Maybe I just have too high expectations or something, I mean my mother did praise me a lot maybe it's just the fact that it got to my head and now I'm reaching too far

You're not ideal but you do have worth. You don't fit a mold but the mold you make is good itself.

Bro, are you me? I feel the same. Except for the fact that my mother did the exact opposite. she would compare me to anyone and convince me I was worse than every single being in this world. Made a huge dent on my mental healthy. I've been trying to prove my worth to myself ever since. But I never feel fullfilled and feel I try to reach to far.

I posted a girl I knew and she found out cause some faggot knew her and messaged her. She didnt know it was me but I got spooked bad

Feel like my mom is a controlling and manipulative bitch who brings my dad in when she can’t win an argument

I'm sorry about that. I would give you advice but idk what's going on. So instead, I hear you and hope for better days.

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IM FUCKING TIRED OF POEPLE THINKING THEYRE STUPID BASED FUCKING OPINIONS JESUS FUCKING CHRIST IGNORANCE NEEDS TO BE FUCKING PURGED IM FUCKING SEETHING IM TIRED OF ALL YOU FUCKERS IVE HAD IT WITH THESE MTOHERFUCKING SNAKES ON THSI MOTHERFUCKIG PLANE JUST SHUT THE FUCK UPO OMG YOUR NOT SPECIAL YOU STUPID FCJING BITCH I H

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It's never too late, friend. Don't go to your grave regretting something like this, which is not even a big deal. Cock tastes good.

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