Straight fag with a cock fetish here

>”I’m not gay, I just wish a man would fuck me in my ass and cum inside me”

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Almost met a couple of guys on grindr before the quarantine but chickened out

You want Aki's BBC, sissy?

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What’s holding you back? Kids, family, friends at that point of it why wouldn’t you act on it

Just saying. I'm 41 years old and I've only ever been with women. I don't even know why I crave cock. I just do.

Is that yours?

just nervous about doing it i guess

Who is we friend??

sadly no lol

It’s hard for guys like us honestly. We have to resort to sneaky side apps like grinder, I think that deep down all men have a slight hint of attraction to other men whatever it may be we are just too prideful to act upon it

Complete and brutal honesty? I'm afraid of AIDS and other STD's. I don't sleep around for that very reason. Any guy can say "yeah, i'm clean" but then give you AIDS and you die for acting out a fantasy. Just not worth it to me. That's the biggest reason I don't just seek this out. That, and I don't want just some random hook up online. I really want to befriend a guy and have this be a regular thing. Would also like the guy to only fuck me. I would happily please him any time he wants to cum. So yeah, what I want doesn't exist. Most people aren't loyal to one person and I doubt I could ever meet someone that would want to be my friend and act these fantasies out.

I’m sure the other guy would be too but that’s for you both to experience. Life’s too short to not try it at least

Ok triple dubs, here's your winnings

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Because you’re gay. That’s what being gay is. If “I crave cock” isn’t gay, then what is being gay? Just be gay man, it’s okay.

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That would take some digging and true trust in one another, although I’m sure you could accomplish it. Maybe push your luck with some long term friends if you feel it appropriate; you might be surprised by the results

I find penises to be very attractive, but not men. I think it’s similar to you. The only way I think I could suck a cock is through a glory hole or a trans girl. Men do not turn me on at all, and I think if I was sucking a dude and heard the deep voice talking to me I’d quit. Just the penis!

Just admit that you crave Purple Aki.

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But isn't the very definition of being gay "Being attracted to the opposite sex"...? I'm NOT! That's the thing, masculinity is a TURN OFF to me. Guys do nothing for me. I just happen to think about cock. I wouldn't say I'm gay because i'm not into guys. Just not sure why cock turns me on. It just does.

The kind of guys i'm friends with would be like "Fuck off, faggot" if I ever said something like "Hey, mind if I suck you off?" or something like that. It would never work with any of the guys i'm currently friends with. This is why I said if I ever went down this path, i'd need to befriend someone (someone NEW) and go from there.

This! Same for me!

I don’t think liking cock is gay if your not attracted to men in a sexual way. Men crave testosterone, between two men create a mass amount it’s logical and it’s normal yet dismissed by society as gay

You guys are just closet gays

Aki's gonna drill your ass, sissy.

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See that's me. I'm very attracted to cock, but NOT men. Guys have never done anything for me. I'm not sexually turned on by guys. But the thought of cocks? That's what gets me going. It's why I never knew how to explain what I am. I LOVE women, only ever dated women, only ever fucked women, but I have some EXTREMELY gay fantasies. (Sucking dick, swallowing cum, being fucked by dick, having a guy cum in my ass). I just get off to the thought of LOSING my own masculinity. It's fucking weird. I know most people in society would say "Faggot!" or "Yeah, you're gay!" but I'm NOT into guys. To be gay you have to be attracted to men and i'm not.

That’s always a possibility; if I were your friend I’d gladly indulge in fantasies with you. You say your friends would not but if your in-tuned at reading people you’ll see someone of them might want the same as you. You can try to find new friends but choose wisely avoid Grindr and meet people naturally. Look at body language and interpret interests. If you want results you’ll have to push buttons that may very well be outside your comfort bubble, but as I said you’ll find results I promise you that

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ITT: gay men that aren’t comfortable admitting they’re gay

Wish we could be friends. Would be nice to live out these fantasies. I honestly would never risk it with current friends, I just know they're not into it. You can just tell. Like you said, body language.

Totally makes sense and that doesn’t make you gay, thought most in society will label you as that but you aren’t. I dwell within the same thoughts and have acted on them in the past and there’s no homo involved. Perfectly straight guys can have non-traditional desires and act on them without being gay. There’s no question about it.

As do I user; You don’t have to despair though. Try out some local bars and search for what your looking for, ask abstract questions and as we said read body language. You will find many other people that closet the same desires we hold.

I wish more people thought the way you do. I agree with you completely. I know i'm not gay, I just happen to be very turned on by cock.

nice

Nigga, you gay.

I’m the same way, as are you. There are more of us out there just afraid of the social consequences that might follow our actions. That should not stop you from fulfilling desires though, it’s only human to go after what we want. And it’s beyond us to understand what we want, we just want it. But I assure you there are many out there like you and I; it’s just a matter of finding them

To be gay you have to be attracted to men. Which I am not.

No no, you’re right. You’re not attracted to men, you’re just attracted to the thing that makes a man a man. Not gay at all.

I believe you're right about there being more of us out there but just afraid to act on it. The hard part is finding them! Even if you meet someone like us and this topic gets brought up? Most people would be like "Fuck that, I'm not gay!" or put up SOME kind of protest or act disgusted about it. It's fucked up that society has made people the way they are.

For me even wanting this in the first place it really comes down to the want and need to be emasculated. I've always had to play the role of "alpha" and I really don't want to. I'd like to be the submissive for once.

Hey, I'm not saying my thoughts are "straight". Obviously, they're not. All I am saying is that while I fantasize about cock, AT THE SAME TIME... men disgust me. I am not turned on by men in the least. I would swear on a Bible and take a lie detector test to prove it. Men honestly turn me off. I don't know why cock turns me on, it just does.

I don't really know if this is true. I've jerked off to horrific shit I've seen on the internet. Pretty much all of the old shock sites, meatspin, eel girl, bathtub girl, etc etc.
I've jerked off to pretty much everything I've seen on the internet but I'd never in a million years do it or participate in it in real life.

I don't think OP is gay for thinking about or looking at dicks, just like I'm not really into Asian women even though I've jerked off to a fountain of orange goodness erupting from a puckered little gook butt at least twice in my life.

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That's either a hefty cock or a tiny hand.
Given the proportions, I'm guessing the latter.

Scratch that. Three times. Still not into Asian chicks though.

That’s why I say ask abstract questions, ask things that will trigger a curiosity or interest in what you are looking for. People will always have barriers built to uphold their reputation and maintain the societal norm, yet the back door is always open. If you can figure a means of finding it.

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If anybody wants to show off their cocks, Wickr justsomeperv114

or ya know, post em here

That works too, but I can't check the thread when I'm busy again soon. Just hoping to get a present or two to open later, lol

you're bi you just don't know it yet

i'm well aware

Hefty hefty. I wear a hefty bag as a condom because choad.

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