What do i do if god is following me around making my life hell? Yes its god and hes never fucking stopping
>just want to leave my shitty small town
>fucking the most depressing shit ever
>grow up poor as fuck like Kenny from South Park
>want to leave for fucking YEARS
>all i want to do is get a motorcycle, get my own car, meet a nice girl, do some drugs, move away from my shit hole
>finally made a ton of cash
>looking at everything i ever wanted
>motorcycles cars about to move to a big city
>looking at hotels flights and apartments in my fucking dream city i have wanted to move to since i was a kid
>i was even talking to a nice girl from that city i met online and it was going fucking perfect she was a nice girl didnt do anything crazy pretty good looking
>literally everything i ever wanted
>i was finally laughing and smiling for the first time in fucking years
And then BOOM god fucked me. God got me arrested i was fucked and sabotaged i dont ever even do anything bad at all. I fucking lost it all. Freedom, relationships, happiness, my life, drugs, car, fucking EVERYTHING gone before i even could smile one time. I was happy for fucking 2 months and it was already fucked and ruined before i could ever fucking be happy. I wasnt even happy during that time because i was scrambling my brain looking for apartments. Got the longest fucking probation sentence in the world despite being on good behavior the whole time and everything.
Fast forward to now i am mentally fucked in every way possible. I have done nothing but talk to sluts online. I fucking hate women now. I get off to weird depraved shit. I am constantly fucking alone. I never smile anymore. Every single girl ghosts me or cucks me after 2 days and it just all gets fucking worse. I just get fucking angrier and angrier every day while my life gets worse and worse with no way to fix it.
