Best platform to livestream suicide?

lmfao you people are beyond the pale of saving

i ruined my marriage and i don't deserve to be alive anymore. society is fucked. i want to go out in glory somehow

nigga you deserve to live- just take a few days to care for yourself. Talk with people about it even if your brain is telling you no one wants to listen. People care much more than you think they do.

blow bank/synagogue/other kosher place

if you blame yourself for ruining your marriage, then you aren't man enough to live.

distance yourself from the internet for a few days and do some workouts or some shit. cook food, idk. just stay away from the toxicity of this site. people aren't going to be on your side here.

i have nobody to talk to except for the person i married, and they are only communicating with me out of boredom. they hate me. i know people care, but i don't give a shit about anyone else's care but my partner's
promising

>dIsTaNcE yOuRsELf FrOm ThE inTeRnET
This guy wants to die, we're on his side. We're trying to be helpful, you're just being argumentative.

any reason you aren't trying to solve the problems that the relationship has tho? marriage counselling sounds like ass but it can seriously help.

kosher is always good but something black hasn't been done in a while.
dailystormer.su/black-sentenced-to-life-without-parole-for-rape-and-murder-of-white-woman/

i'm trying to help someone not die but if you want to chalk that up to me being a bad person then have at I guess lmao

If thats your situation, I'd say wait it out. Some of my greatest loves were borne from hatred and boredom.

the issues in my relationship were completely preventable and only happened because i was a fucking idiot. they would never go to counseling either.
working out or cooking food won't make me not want to kill myself or make my partner love me again lol

>dailystormer
back to Yas Forums JIDF

the love was already at its peak and i ruined it

>2020
>still imposing antiquated moralities on others
get woke, asshole

when was the last time a kosher was done?

then I'd say to distance yourself for a while from them and see if it makes either of you have any kind of epiphany or something. is actually kinda right- discuss the shit with them and they might see you as a person and not a fuck up

>if you blame yourself for ruining your marriage, then you aren't man enough to live.
We don't know the story. Perhaps OP is a closet fag who cheated on his wife by having other men copulate into his orifices and expose her to dreadful STDs

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is there any reason you can't just move on from it? otherwise than self-imposed barriers, I guess?

Poway?
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poway_synagogue_shooting

the reason i am who i am today is because of this person. we have only been together since november but they have changed my life in so many ways that i can't just go back from. without them, i can either go back to my old ways to occupy myself or live alone. there's no other way about it.

dude, november. come the fuck on. that's 6 months. unless you were in the worst place ever, you can revert back to who you were- might fucking suck being alone for a bit, even worse than your situation now, but at least you're giving yourself a chance

sure, but that doesn't mean its flatlined, particularly if she's still talking to you. It will never be what it was, but give it a month, she'll get drunk and lonely and text you at 2am for some dick. If you play it cool, she'll hit you up a couple weeks later for a midday quickie. Take her to coffee after. Keep it chill, don't talk about the past, talk about her and when she asks about you, don't be a mopey ass, but don't be a cocky ass either. You'll worm your way back in there, it will take time and effort and self-control, but she married you once, and after your first marriage, a second marriage seems pretty fuckin terrifying. Much easier to go back to the ex after you've given it some time and fucked around a bit.

that's the thing, i don't want to revert back to who i was. i was a fucking retard who couldn't control myself, and this person gave me morals. going back would mean that what they did for me meant nothing.

>livestream suicide?

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big yes to this.
also, deadass, call a suicide hotline. sounds like a bitch move, and hey, it is tbh, but they have sound af relationship advice for people in a place like this

being a fucking retard is better than being a fucking retard that killed themselves

I mean, that would be some pretty degenerate shit, but he shouldn't blame himself for that. Clearly she wasn't satisfying his deviance, otherwise he wouldn't be looking elsewhere.

nice picture,except a trump supporter wouldnt have a gun in his hand because they are just as anti gun as democrats

the republicans who support the 2nd ammendment hate trump just as much as the people you call snowflakes

>november
oh wait, you're 16

no, that won't happen. i didn't want to say this just because of how Yas Forums is, but i'm the wife. i'm the one who fucked everything up.

an heroing isn't "going out in glory"
at least take some degenerates with you

"whoever shall go before me to the afterlife, will serve me for eternity in hellfire"

in that case, tits or gtfo

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even better situation for you then. men are hella easy and willing to get back into good graces as long as you're willing to be upfront and honest with him. if he isn't, then at least you have a clear way to cut the relationship.

how? did you take a ride on the Tyrone Express, or was dinner late again?

>what they did
wait. you're talking about a faggot marriage, aren't you? If so, you should have done this long before your "marriage" anyway

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not when they're autistically morally grounded. i don't think i will ever be wanted again. i've done too much

these people aren't your friend, don't listen to them. hedonistic fucks who could care less about your situation.

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then find someone who isn't autisically morally grounded??? and you're being to vague. it legit isn't that hard to start over from an external standpoint. you seem to be internlizing things way too much, which isn't a bad thing, it shows you care about your significant other, but that's just harming both of you at that point

>but i'm the wife.
still haven't established if youre the faggot "wife" in a gay marriage. if you're a female, then you must be a whale. any good-looking girl can rebound from any guy instantly.

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sounds like you're a fat drunk slut, so if all else fails, I'll put a ring on it

go out in style, shoot up a hospital

still not on your side, don't listen to em, queen

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corona crusader? sounds fun

>i've done too much
burned the coal, eh?

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Smoke some weed have makeup sex and live on

caped corona crusader
lets keep it light

if you're asking if i fucked a nigger, no.
i want my morals to align with his. i am self destructive, and he has been keeping me in line. i fucked up though, and everything is ruined.

you're still not saying what happened and until you give me at least a vague statement there's not much that I can suggest otherwise than to say what said

Jessica?

cheated and lied to the point of completely isolating myself in my house and deleting all of my social media, and still fucking caved somehow

yet he's still with you. that means something. don't be a bitch and stone wall even harder than you already are. confront him about it otherwise it'll eat you both whole.