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It sounds like you need a divorce. You're openly shaming her for something that's not under her control by masturbating in front of her and telling it's her fault and it's either this or you fuck somebody else. You have no empathy, and it's sick that you're doing these mental gymnastics in your brain telling yourself that you're a good guy in this scenario. Get help and go to couples therapy and get help for your sex addiction. Or just get a divorce. Your choice caveman.

Also you know what else? There were times when we were younger when we were having kids she'd be all pregnant and horny and I'd come home from work all tired and shit and she would want to fuck and I'd say i was too tired then she would guilt trip the shit out of me saying i didn't find her attractive anymore and you know what I did? I reached deep down inside and summoned forth every last bit of strength i had to get a boner and plow her and if i couldn't i turned my hat backwards like slyvester fucking stalone and i ate that pussy. I did what i had to do because im a man a father and a husband. Now its her turn to reach deep down find some strength and stick her ass out and pretend she's somewhere else for 5 minutes until i tire myself out.

I dont masturbate in front of her you savage. I wait until she goes to sleep and go to the bathroom like a gentleman.

I've said my piece. You have a choice ahead of you, whatever it is you'll have to make it on your own. Hopefully you both find peace either way.

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Worst. Therapist. Ever.

>anime posters offering advice

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My new medication doesn't seem to be working. I've got an appointment soon to talk with the doc about changing meds or upping dosages.

I'm isolated because of this fucking virus, 2 of my friends died last year, one of which I was there for when he died after watching him battle cancer on and off for 3 years. My GF is a fat miserable cunt who is a shadow of her former self. She used to be a 10/10 before we had a kid and makes no effort to lose weight or get healthy leaving me unsatisfied and thinking I'll be our kids only parent by the time I hit 40-50. I have to get my own health insurance this year. I had my own for awhile but had to get back on my parent's when I switched jobs, now that time is running out as I'll be 26 in October. I'm in school and only working part time so figuring this shit out is going to be fun. Probably going to have 80% of my income going into cobra come October either that or quit school and try to find a job with good benefits (good fucking luck and probably a bad idea).My therapy and med appointments are paid for by their insurance and if I have to go on Medicaid or some less comprehensive insurance I'll have to find a new therapist after 4 years of working with the same one, and might not be able to afford one at all. The only thing that keeps me from putting a gun in my mouth is my son and my friends and I can't see any friends or go do anything right now. My son is great, his mother is an asshole and her cuntiness outweighs his brilliance so I don't even really get to enjoy chilling with him during this fucking virus bullshit because she's around.

i'm nearly 30 and everything is awful
still thinking of a woman i lost 10 years ago
fat, balding
every single day is just misery

He is allowed to be upset about the situation. Even if yeah maybe he should be more sensitive about it. I had a gf who hated me masturbating but refused sex or just made it awful. Relationship fell apart. Sexual intimacy is a big part of a relationship and if one party is having issues or losing interest it is a massive detriment to a relationship. I had to switch off an antidepressant that worked wonders just because it killed my sex drive and made orgasm impossible.

You're not a monster bro, but do try and be a bit understanding. Maybe sit down and have a real heart to heart about how it makes you feel when she doesn't return your sexual advances and explain you have needs still. You'll hit a point where you won't want it either eventually too so just remember love is more than just sex but explain to her it's been hard on you too but you want to be there for her.

I'm 25, fat, dark circles around my eyes due to insomnia and realizing I peaked 6 years ago and I'll never be happy again. I look like I'm 40. Wrinkles and the whole deal. I have high blood pressure and every day I wonder if it's going to be the day I finally have a brain aneurysm and put all this to bed. I understand your pain.

It will get better mate. Try doing something physical. Join a gym or just go for a walk it does amazing things for depression episodes for me. Also stay away from sad music or music from "the good times" associative memory is a dick for bringing back bad memories....or good memories that are now bad.

In all seriousness consider divorce. Staying together for the kid doesn't work. Also I'm literally in the exact same boat regarding insurance. I work full time though and dropped out or college this past semester to focus on work. There's a lot of trade jobs that kick ass I'm strongly considering, maybe you could too.

I should make it clear the way i talk to you homos is not how i talk to my wife. I am kind of blunt person but she would kick the shit out of me if i talked like that to her. We have sat down and talked about it but she feels a tremendous amount of guilt about it and it make discussing it real hard. Add to that the fact that her hormones are driving her nuts its real hard to just have a rational conversation. So i am bummed about it obviously but I think the only way to handle this properly is just to keep jerking off as secretly as possible and locking myself in the basment until this blows over. Kind of like a tornado

Kek, I see. I think I get where you're coming from. I feel bad for you man, it's definitely something every marriage faces eventually. She really needs to at least be understanding about the masturbating. Regardless of how much guilt and self doubt she has she can't project that onto you for having a wanna. That's just unfair and toxic control.

Also the bit about working hard and having to fuck anyway I really sympathize with. My girl always picks 5 hours past when we should've been asleep to get horny. Her excuse is she likes to be dicked to sleep. Love her to death but would an after lunch shag kill her?

Wank* phones man.

Congrats, pharmaceutical companies have you by the balls.

Never claimed to be.
>walked into an anime poster thread
>gets angry at anime posters
Antidepressants? That sucks I could swear these docs just guess what meds will work at random sometimes.

Also heads up to the normalfags with relationship issues. I give no fucks about your normie problems and will not reply to you. Just letting you know. There's plenty of other outlets for that and I can't and don't care to help you.

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How's that lol? You gonna med shame me for trying to feel better? You don't drink coffee or soda or eat anything with sugar or drink any drinks with high fructose corn syrup?

We all consume drugs

The funny thing is my doctor who is pretty cool basically said the same thing. Essentially there's no way of knowing which one will work so you kinda just have to keep trying different ones. My first med was amazing. Took all my pain and anxiety away. Life was a continuous blur of happiness. Problem was I couldn't get off. Wouldn't have minded if I was single but when you have a girl to please you can't go neutering yourself.

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No I fucking don't you degenerate.
I can enjoy coffee without lacing it with refined sucrose, unlike your nation of addicts.

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>I can't and don't care to help you
>implying you're helping anybody

Yes that's what I'm implying. You passed elementary school English congrats.

Pretty sure this is bait lol.

I have depersonalization, anxiety, an eating disorder, and depression. Ive had them my whole life and have been fighting since I was in 3rd grade when I got diagnosed and started therapy. But lately its just all been getting so much worse. I started having voices in my head a few months ago along with i keep thinking people are following me anywhere i go while screaming at myself in my head for being ridiculous. I’m a sane person trapped in a crazy persons brain and all they do is fight. Its been getting so much worse, and ive just been getting so tired. I tried to contact the suicide hotline but they took fourty minutes to finally be able to talk and then didnt really offer much for help. I fall down sometimes, but I always get back up. But this time I dont feel myself getting up and I’m scared.

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ifunny watermark lol.

life

‘Nuff said

You should definitely ask your doctor to up your prescription, or try to get them to try a new kind. As for coping I think a tupla may help. It's a companion you create in your mind to help you through stuff.
Just google how to create a tupla. It could be a life saver.

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Treat yourself. This is important now more than ever with several weeks of isolation coming for most of the world

I was:
>32, unemployed NEET
>No prospects, no income, no real friends or social meeting outside of once or twice a year
>Slept til 1pm, stayed up all night playing video games and wanking multiple times per day
I did a medical assessment and discovered I'd been depressed for likely more than a decade without knowing it. I read multiple studies on depression and set about treating myself with exercise, diet and other things and successfully treated myself within 1-2 months at most. I'm now 35 and
>Have launched and run two successful small businesse
>Attractive girlfriend
>The strongest guy in my gym
>Healthiest I've ever been
>Travel a lot, have hobbies and interests and things I'm working towards

What I learned:
>Depression, like obesity, is mostly the result of lifestyle. There are a small number of exceptions like recent trauma (like the loss of a loved one), hormonal damage, or medication but for people on Yas Forums I'd guess it's 90% lifestyle induced
>Depression is primarily a result of hormone interactions and imbalances. Hormones like Vitamin D, cortisol, dopamine and others all play a role
>Ergo it's also very easy to treat and in almost all cases is simply a matter of being fit and healthy- after all the brain is just another organ in the body and the CNS is just another part of the body- healthy mind, healthy body

The treatment for 97.5% of depression on Yas Forums is:
>Regular exercise
>Regular sunshine
>Regular social interaction with peers
>Good diet
>Good sleep hygeine
>Good management of stress

Almost all of these are synergistic, meaning it gets easier over time and if you think of it as a health pyramid, climbing up becomes easier as you get higher
Meditation also goes a long way as a short term way to manage yourself and your shitty habits

Good luck NEET fucks

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>bullshit the post
Life affirmer you have no power here. Nor do your lies.

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Holy fuck, now it thinks it's a pharmacist.
Just stop before you fucking kill somebody.

Got depressed because of job, then career went to shit, then I cancelled my engagement. Too much PTSD RN, but getting better. Thank you Yas Forumsros for being here. Niggers.

This isn't my first thread little boy. I also don't think pharmacist write prescriptions dumb dumb.
The only constant in a crazy world.

best of luck fren! hopefully things keep looking up for you!

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>he saved the thumbnails
lmao

Reducing your argument or criticism to denial and attack serves neither of us and essentially just gets you stuck in a loop of posting antagonistic stuff on Yas Forums indefinitely
Also unless you change your habits and actions your lifestyle and mental state will not change- that's simple rational fact
tl;dr even if you believe that shitposting doesn't help you
You're not just depressed, it sounds like you're also dealing with psychosis which could be from any number of underlying conditions
Seek medical advice and treatment
Also depersonalisation is scary as fuck, you have my empathy

>it clicked the images
RENT FREE

I just noticed the s at the end of the filenames unlike you newfag. lol
>arguing with a life affirmer
If I've learned anything in all my years on the internet, it's not to engage retards like you. You are walking meme that can't understand anything, but "just be happy bro, there's no excuse for sadness bro!!" Depress-a what? oh I had that one time, I just hit the gym and fucked some bitches bro."
It's like attempting to communicate with a brick wall.

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>If I've learned anything in all my years on the internet, it's not to engage retards like you.
You already did- you shitposted twice in response to me
> but "just be happy bro, there's no excuse for sadness bro!!" Depress-a what? oh I had that one time, I just hit the gym and fucked some bitches bro."
and if that's your takeaway from what I wrote you're clearly projecting because of personal issues rather than taking anything or anyone seriously
Again, shitposting helps neither of us because, ironically, it's like trying to communicate with a brick wall

>expecting non-shitpost answers to a shitpost
End yourself, last (you) get from me normalfag.

>My calling your post bullshit and acting edgy isn't shitposting, your life experiences and descriptive potential solution are shitposting are!
You do whatever mental gymnastics you need to to continue shitposting, but you're still shitposting

I'm completely alone. Everyone in my life who have had a choice whether to stay with me has decided to leave. My friends, my girlfriend. I have no one to turn to.