Hello, everyone. My name is Ross Himes...

Why do you think these people have saved copies of the thread?

Also, I've looked on your Facebook page and it's really hard for me to figure out what's going on. Do you have a blog or something where you lay out the whole story?

Your brother is just one of your personalities Ross. You raped yourself.

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Retard, you forgot to actually tell anyone what it is you’re fake begging for here

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This thread is coronavirus

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Basically I was molested and repressed it and my family actively encouraged me to lose my memory. They actually caused immense damage to my psyche by lying and now I've recovered from my amnesia and they're still lying. That's pretty much it in a nutshell.

My Facebook is where I've been telling short tidbits about my life and giving more details.

Attention, duh

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Lol I'm not taking anything. I honestly take this a compliment, because my life sounds SO shitty to you people, that I've got to be faking it

I used my real name and came to fucking Yas Forums. I'm not making this story up.

How old were you when the abuse happened? How old were you when the memories came back?

Who is Nickolas and Jeremy?

What sorts of lies are your family telling you?

You sound like you really need someone to talk to and try to help you. Do you have discord or something so I can talk to you and try to help?

It happened in 2005, when I was five years old and my brother Nickolas, was 10. My family didn't lie to me at first because it was impossible, but they used the fact that I had a child brain to tell me lies and distort my reality. It actually worked.

I have 5 brothers total. One of them is my twin, Ryan, who also has amnesia and won't believe me because he hasn't snapped out of it yet

Jeremy is the third child and an actual fucking demon. He tortured my entire childhood and actually gave me hearing damage. Jeremy is 27.

"Your brother is just one of your personalities Ross. You raped yourself" it's funny you say that because I honestly feel like I've raped myself before while being in a split personality.

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shit that sucks
did jeremy hurt u too

Ugh

Jeremy has abused me more than anyone.

My family is such shit that my favorite person in the entire fucking family is the person that molested me. Nickolas.

Jeremy was assaulting me but I think even he's too smart to do that now that I have Facebook and Yas Forums as a place to expose him if he assaults me.

I believe you were abused and have dissosiative identity disorder. I think this is also a very dangerous time for you right now so I'm going to give you some advice about what you need to do right now so that people will believe you.

The first and most important thing right now is to make sure you are safe.

The best thing to do right now to make sure you are safe and get people to believe you is to go to a hospital and tell them that you have dissosiative identity disorder, you are hearing voices, and you have been having thoughts about killing yourself.

The hospital will keep you safe from your family and they will give you medication to get under control emotionally, and you can then tell the doctors about the abuse you suffered and you can tell the police. If you tell the police about what is happening when you are taking medication they are more likely to believe you.

I was in the hospital from the 27th to March 10th and the doctors didn't help me at all. The mental hospitals are basically like jail and I've already been hospitalized multiple times and know what they're gonna tell me.

I just want the thread Nick made so I can prove without a doubt how right I am. I wonder if the family will still ignore me then?

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Hey man. Families are shit. You can find a new family. Families are just people you happen to share genetics with. Fuck them for doing that to you, they don't deserve your time. You need to get out of there after showing what theyve done to you, and you need to cut all contact with them. It doesnt matter if you are out on the streets, with a good head on your shoulders you will be able to get away from the people that have done this to you. I had DID at a very low point in my life, and strangely to say, once I got out of that situation and never looked back, the DID sort of faded and we all became one person. I still kinda miss my personalities though, in a strange way. Its nice to have someone watching your back. Anyway buddy, You seem clear about this and I don't doubt anything of what you're saying, and you need to get out of there and treat them like they are LITERALLY dirt beneath you. Inanimate and worthless, they are worse than rats and the pests beneath our feet.

Ok. I will try to help you find that old Yas Forums thread. Tell me everything you know about that post.

Also, what were you diagnosed with in the hospital? What meditation did they give you and are you still taking it?

Thought op was fucking around
dudes legit
only thing he will accomplish is making himself a target

maybe he just wants the attention

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Also, is your family doing anything abusive to you right now?

Why do you care if they believe you? If any of its true than fuck those people. Get on with your life.

go be a faggot somewhere else, faggot.

NYPA homo, go eat another dick

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I tried to make a clean break from them on the 27th but the hospital kept me on suicide watch (they must've assumed I was suicidal) and I had a full stay at Rawson Neal, a mental hospital. The doctors believed my story but there was nothing they could do for me in terms of getting me a clean break. The only people I have in my life are my family. I've actually alienated one of my only friends since going public on Facebook. so my options are to stay with my current family or move in with my grandparents (who are like middle class instead of impoverished" but my grandma is a lying cunt and I don't wanna be around her.

I'm looking for a thread people. Jfc.

So you cant live by yourself? You cant work or get neetBucks? Sounds like a whole lot of laziness tbh. If it's all so terrible why not just live on the streets? At least you'd be free. Seems like you like the misery

Also how does you're family give you AND your twin brother amnesia?

Listen, I'm currently looking for a job. But I'm trying to get the Yas Forums thread so I have complete evidence because I want to see if they'll still lie, even at that point.

It's not about laziness. I've gone to the cops and talked to dozens of people. (some of which have confirmed my story)

I'm sharing my story for the thread that my brother Nick made. If I get some recognition in the mean time, whatever. But that's not my goal.

Traumatic memories work like this. When I was child just accessing the memory of my molestation would cause me to throw up, so I tried not to think about it. This was on top of the fact that my family was actively discouraging me from remembering. I have a one of a kind family. Trust me.

If my entire family keeps lying (after I've gotten a copy of Nick's thread) I'm probably gonna go to the news and expose them for the pieces of filth they are.

I will help you find it but I'm also trying to figure out what is going on to see if there is a way to get away from your family.

Could you tell me how you ended up in the hospital and what you were diagnosed with and what meds you are on now? Also, what is your family doing to abuse you right now?

Also tell me everything you can about that thread and what was in it. Also do you know what month it was posted?

If you can tell me all that I promise you I will do my best to help you find a saved version of that thread.

Also is there a private way for us to talk so I can try to help you find that thread? It's hard to do just over Yas Forums.

I was only professionally diagnosed with major depressive disorder by my doctor, but that isn't because she doesn't believe me, she just didn't have enough time to get to know me well enough to give me a DiD diagnosis.

I'm currently taking vistiril, and rameron. Nothing antipsychotic because I am not detached from reality. I also self medicate with a little bit of weed, which was amazingly helpful in recovering my memory.

You can add me on Facebook if you want. I'm using my full name so there's no reason you can't add me using your full name. I won't point out who you are or anything. Don't worry

I'm not comfortable sharing my name, I'm sorry. I'll do my best to help you here.

Do you know the month and year of that Yas Forums post? What was in it? Do you know any specific words or phrases that showed up in the thread? Tell me if you do, there are archival websites I can try to search.

My memory is foggy but my best bet is that the thread would take place sometime in May, because that's the anniversary of the event. Nick left these breadcrumbs for me to follow once he was gone so I could solve this.

Ok. What info did he leave behind? Do you know any key words or phrases in the post so I can try to do a word search?

Look for "May 11th" because that was around the anniversary. I think he might be made the post on the advice board also if you wanna check there.

But to what ends? They'll either continue to lie or they will come clean. Both outcomes remain the same In the fact that it will change nothing. There are people here genuinely trying to help you, there are assholes tryna be edgy but overall it seems like you don't care. You want a copy of a thread from 6yrs ago just to confirm something you already know? How does any of this help you?
Even if they're exposed on national TV, it doesn't change anything. They were probably really shitty people, but there was is and will be far worse. What do you want out of all this?

Also look for references to him slicing his throat. He sliced his throat on may 11th, 2016 (11 year anniversary) in order to jog my memory. My split personality and him made a plan to jog my memory and to jog my memory I convinced Nick to slice his throat. There's actual police records of this event too, in case you guys think I'm lying.

What can you guys do other than give me the thread? If you guys wanna give me 5 grand to move away from my family, I'll gladly take it. I just don't know what else you guys can offer me.

Finding old threads is hard because it means going through a lot of different archival websites most of which don't have good search features so it could take a while. What kinds of things should I be looking for? Do you know what image he posted to start the thread?

The question wasn't what do you want from us. We know that.
The question is, if a copy of this thread found it's way to you what would you do with it? How will this help you?

Listen, I had amnesia. I know it's gonna be hard finding the thread but my family members, like my cousin,April Himes, have a copy of the thread that Nick wanted me to have but my family is ignoring me instead of helping me.

It will give me closure. Also I don't know if you've been raped, but when people deny it when they know it's true and sympathize more with the person who committed the offense, it makes me want to freak out. I need the thread for closure, okay. I'm also gonna post it on my Facebook as 100% proof that my story is legit. You guys can't really help me emotionally. I don't feel that much emotion anymore because of how badly I was abused.

I have recently discovered i have did and i was a similar age docs thought i had schizophrenia because of the voices but now im starting to remember some alters memories, i tried meds and they fucked me up so atm im trying essential oils meditation and trying to keep away from triggers which is hard because my daughter is a trigger fir one of my alters and he is trouble

Confirmation will not give you closure, it's just something you're fixated on. You wouldnt be able to pursue them legally and no offense but you don't strike me as the type to have a huge following on Facebook to really generate anything socially. Why cant you just accept that sometimes the world is shit and you have to move on? I cant claim rape as a trauma I've experienced but millions of others can and just as many have not let it define them

bruh just kys and stop annoying us with this shit

>I was molested by my brother, Nickolas, in 2005
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lmao white people

I'm curious as to how many personalities you have knowledge of, and when they became known to you.
Typically did patients are largely unaware of their alters. When were you diagnosed? How old are you now?

"I cant claim rape as a trauma I've experienced but millions of others can and just as many have not let it define them" lmao have you ever heard of the #metoo movement. I'm not just defined by my sexual assault. If you'd look at my Facebook you'd also see that I've been incredibly emotionally and physically abused on top of my molestation. I legitimately have an Elizabeth Smart kind of story

>Your brother is just one of your personalities Ross. You raped yourself.
>mfw

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I believe I have 3 main personalities (which control my intentions) and I have reactionary side personalities that come out depending on the variables. One of my alters is me at five, and I have another that's a girl. I think actually filmed my female alter ego and posted it to Yas Forums.

I started to recover my memory in May 2019, and ever since then I've been remembering new things on a daily basis. I basically have to feel myself switch personalities and then I can access that personality's memories.

wake up, neo

Im aware of three, i got diagnosed about a year ago and with time have come aware of when im going to switch, my wife says she can tell the difference and that it makes much more sense now, i am now 46

I feel incredibly lucky to know myself this well at 20. I think it's because I have so many memories growling up, where people would tell me I'd have a split personality (which would cause me to split)

Honestly you're Facebook page is irrelevant to me, my sibling rants and raves on hers 24/7 about imagined slights from her cats so...
And it's cool that you can cite the #metoo movement but they really don't have groups for people that have moved past their trials like adults so I apologize that I cant hashtag something too.
It really just sounds like you like to talk about yourself

new diagnosis: you are a self-involved narcissist.

stop fucking thinking about yourself and plug into the matrix and enjoy the ride

Listen asshole. Before two weeks ago I never used my Facebook. The entire fucking reason I'm in this position is because I never talked about myself. Quit being a douchebag

Do you feel you have any control on your alters, one of mine used to be my protector alter but has become destructive especially when it comes to my daughter and he tries very hard to come through when i am with her

Yeah. I used to not have control and let them tell me what to do (before May last year) but now I feel myself slip and go with the ride now. I can feel my preferences change and stuff as it happens and it's usually after I faint and collapse.