Secrets Thread

Secrets Thread

No LARPing Allowed Edition

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i haven't ejaculated in 45 days

I found out a pretty boy I have a crush on at work has no genitals.

I've dated (and eventually married) a single mother just to get close to her daughter.
Having her call me daddy is the best thing ever

I have pedophilic/ephebophilic attractions, but refuse to be the predator my father was and hurt kids. I remove myself from all media or situations involving potential exploitation of children. Chose my GF because she was the youngest I could legally be with, she's a very petite 4'11" to my 6'3", and her personality is cutesy/baby talk. She knows nothing about that part of me or that she is largely in my life as a sexual outlet. Not sure how I'll feel when she starts maturing, but I do know I will never touch, look at, or think about a child in appropriately. It is a daily struggle, but having a strong moral compass isn't difficult. Those who perpetuate or start cycles of sexual abuse should be drawn and quartered.

Everytime I try to go a week I have a wet dream. How have you fared?

LOL now that's some irony.

If your struggling with these thoughts and urges and your referencing your father doing these acts you should really try to get some help.Just for you own benefit brother, you don't have to live like that.

I am yet to have an emission, sometimes if i strain on the toilet some white fluid will leak out, that's all. I have had dreams of watching porn which i have resisted but no leakage.

My son (15) got his first girlfriend (12) a few months ago.
I can overhear them fuck every single time they are alone in his room

I have 4-5, 18-20 year olds lined up for an amateur photosession beginning of next week while wife is out of town.. i cant tell you how much i am looking forward to it.

is she a hottie ?

I move a lot, have lived in 9 different states in the past 10 years, picking up restaurant jobs as I go. Made it my life goal after being a kissless virgin through school to get as many blowjobs as possible. Started out as a domination type thing, but I quickly found out how generous women can be with their mouths in situations where they wouldn't be generous with their bodies. Taking an interest in their hobbies, being dependable, and learning to be funny will get you a surprising distance with a girl who doesn't find you completely repulsive. I've struck out with more than 55% of girls I've invested in, but the return has been more than enough. I've also probably scored with less than 25% of the girls I've gotten head from, but I've been experimenting with talking them into "returning the favor" and that has improved my success rate.

Turn around is seldom days, the investment end is usually weeks or months, but still worth it. This is literally my only aspiration or pursuit in life. I probably would have killed myself long ago if I didn't have this focus.

Met up with and dude off AFF about 7-8 years ago. Blew each other, freaked out after we came, told him to leave. Always wanted to do again

That';s what's up. Got a line of 18-18 year old super models lined up for amateur sex sessions beginning this week when my four wives go out of town.

any stories about girlfriend?

she's very cute but still got a child's body.
Shoulder-length dark hair, pale skinned, glasses, greenish eyes, very small frame

I am both obsessed and repulsed by sex porn and masturbation.

I was molested as an 8 year and forced to do things with 2 female cousins.

For years I had an unhealthy obsession with them. Though the 3 of us were abused, they seemed to have come out fine and live great lives.

I've never had trouble finding love and getting into relationships or getting laid. But I always inevitably reach a point where I no longer want to have sex with the women o date. Not because there is anything wrong with the sex, but because I start to feel disgusted with myself. I spiral into self loathing and daily masturbation. Then I hate myself more. It always ends with my GFs begging for sex or telling me they feel ugly because I never want to have sex. But it isn't them. It's my fucked up self hatred that males me feel undeserving of love and gratification.

i wear my sisters panties the wrong way around and fart in them. makes her scratch herself alot.

I am a sadist, and fetishist.
There's nothing more statisfiying than putting my wife in her latex suit with ballet boots and sensory deprivation mask locked on top, so she can't see, hear, speak, run away or even take a single piece of her equippment off.
Then beat her with various instruments, before opening her suit in her crotch and fucking her like this.
The best part is having her lay there completely exhausted and desoriented, the only thing she can and has to do is cuddle with me, until I decide to let her out.

You’re doing really well man, next step is to get some help from a therapist or group therapy so the thoughts can diminish. Best of luck

i only have 8 toes

I lost my senses of taste and smell when I was 8, with no hope of ever recovering them.
I've faked enjoying food since then. Everything taste the same to me now.

Had a close friend through HS go through chemotherapy for lymphoma. She was very popular and had a ton of people by her side in the beginning, but
they dropped like flies before too long. When she had to shave her head due to treatments, her boyfriend broke it off because he conveniently decided to
go out of state for school instead of the in-state he had planned on.

I went with her to every treatment appt, held her hand the night Brometheus left her, and eventually we started dating. I honestly had no interest in being
with her, one of those friends you'd normally drop after becoming an adult, but I was heartbroken at the number of likes on her FB posts about cancer but
the poor turnout when she actually needed help in person. I was determined to keep her spirits up through this process. It helped that even without hair she
was hot. The first night we fucked was because she was having a meltdown about how unfair things were. Held her until she stopped sobbing, asked her if
she was done throwing a pity party and she laughed and asked why I was still here through it all. Had a Notebook moment, told her it was because she was
worth it (no idea where that suave came from), and she kissed me. I refused to pity her, only motivate. After her treatments I'd make a big show of putting on
a condom (had to wear one for a few days after treatments) because I wasn't about to grow two dicks, which sounds harsh but she loved it. Mutant became
a term of endearment.

After a few years, the doctor informed her she was in complete remission. We celebrated a lot in the next few weeks. We had a messy break up a few months
later. I had slowly slipped into being a dickhead and am still not completely sure why. I think I started to realize that she wasn't the one I saw myself with and
my mission was done with her on the road to recovery, but of course I could never tell her that all of our intimacy was apart of her treatment.

We fucked one
more time, for me an attempt to make sure of my feelings and for her I think an attempt to save the relationship. I moved all my things out the next morning and
lived with my mom for a bit. Part of me occasionally wonders what could have been, but most of me knows she just wanted the perfect love story out of me.
Either way it hurts to think about.

Thank you for the kind words and advice. I need to get back with a therapist, but have been putting it off because it's so hard to find one who is a good fit. I have a tendency to be stubborn and think that the onus is on me to solve this problem. I know that everyone needs help sometimes though. I'll start seriously looking into it.

I'm going through a cp court case. Lucky for me there has been no media coverage because what the found was such an incredibly small amount and my lawyer is going to try and get shit dropped.

My absolute biggest secret by far and because of the lack of media coverage, I haven't had to really tell anyone.

What did you do?

Posession of less than 10 images

because they didnt find them all? or because its someone you know?

No that's all there was to find. They looked through multiple devices, hard drives, USBs et but still laid the charge. Since it involves such little material, were hoping we can beat it.

best of luck to you user!
also how did you get caught?

is it like explicit kid stuff or more questionable teen stuff youd see on Yas Forums?

The girl I like won't so much as read the messages I send her. I really want to get high and not think about things.

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Why do you think you'll get off?
Does the nature of the images factor in? Like what level of exploitation were your images?
Does the manner of attaining them matter? Like if you just happened across them as opposed to paying a fellow predator for them?

I knew a predator that severely physically beat and sexually abused young children for years and got 42 days in prison because justice isn't about justice. It's about peace of mind for those that have to deal with the victim's whining. I'm sure you'll be fine.

If I'd known the potential for blowing up the lives of creeps that think they can keep fucked up shit under the radar, I would have gone to law school. Discreetly leak info to employers, family, and community members while the retard pays me. Also, what's your preferred method for odffing yourself soon? If you haven't thought about it, do me a solid and LARP for me.

Solidarity amongst pathetic creeps is endearing.

not exactly a secret but something i want to let out
i wrote a suicide note when i was at the age of 6 which my mom found and blamed me for it back then. I decided to go on with my life. Started cutting around the age of 12. Stopped that after my brother noticed it and blamed for that. Around the age of 17 i started taking some drugs like alcohole and thc just to numb myself or feel something good. Now i'm 22 stopped all of it and all i feel is pure sadness as a everyday struggle. never had a girlfriend just because of beeing too shy or because of my low self-esteem. i don't really know exactly why i live anymore i just don't kill myself because i get these blamings from my mom and my brother in my head as soon as i start to think about that. Oh and i got some epilepsy which interacts with my depression as my therapist said. Good guy btw.: sent me to a neurologist and psychiatrist some miles away (that's not even the best but the nearest). I lost all hope but suffering is the only option for me because that idea of hurting other people by killing myself has been planted in my head since i was a kid. altough i guess that all i need is a little push.
excuse my bad english - it's not my mother tongue.

Statutory rape. He's going to get Yas Forumsanned

If you're that girl I snitched on topkek for getting caught

not USA. He's gonna be totally fine.

the world is your oyster bro, take it by the balls and make yourself happy

have you had the dont cum inside talk with him?

I had the "don't cum inside unprotected talk with him", and the "who will pay for condoms" talk with the girl's parents

solid work user

to be fair, I talked to my son with heavy undertones of "I know you're fucking, and tone it down, you're too loud". Still hear them all the time and even caught them fucking in the living room.

As for the girl's parents... well we talked at their request, since they also caught them doing the naughty. I'm quite glad that they're cool with it though

thank you bro. appreciate it.

well, i pulled the equivalent of about 4k usd in local currency from the bank, so i have cash to pay them with. You believe what you want user..
They are all sugarbabes

I've been saving all the porn I've made with girls since I was 14

When I bought a new computer two years ago, I gave my old one to my little niece, after installing the necessary spywares and keyloggers on it.
Didn't take long to get lot of stuff

I am currently fucking my mother in law, she might be the hottest milf I have ever seen. About a year into my marriage my wife's father died, he had cancer and just couldnt get past it. 3 years later and my mother in law has went from grieving widow to outgoing slut. All of their children are over 18 and she just went buck wild.

I went out with some friends for a bachelor party and met her at a bar, we talked and she exposed a bunch of information to me. Basically we hit it off and started texting each other following that night. Wasn't soon after that I was taking lunch breaks with her and then lying to my wife about having to stay late at the office. Now we are regularly fucking and it's the best. My wife is a solid 8/10 with a 10/10 personality but my mother in law is 10/10 all around.

nice dubs

how old?

11 then, 13 now

How did you lose it?

Surgery in the ear area, and the nerves for taste got cut in the process.
Since it was brain endangering, I had no choice but to go with it, or I would have been deaf at best and brain damaged at worst

I sucked and was sucked by a male friend of mine multiple times in middle school. Kinda made me hate myself I won't lie. I'm way too easily convinced with peer pressure to do anything.

is the milf who wants to fuck her son here? how did it go?

I had to help my 11yo niece bathe several times and it was honestly pretty fun

why did you have to help? by 11 i would expect they could manage by themselves?

She had a cast on one arm and a brace thing on on her other wrist so she couldn't physically do it herself

ohh, awesome, youre such a nice uncle

Years ago, when I was 15 I found out my older bro was gay or had gay sex at least once. I never told him but I saw him get plowed by one of his guy friends in our basement one night. He has a gf now but I still see him hanging out with this guy in groups and alone.

She was really cool about it, I was definitely much more nervous than she was the first time.

>victim's whining
castrate yourself with a plastic knife faggot

>Still hear them all the time
what are her moans like? does your son have a big dick or no?

I huff my older brothers' cum socks when I do their laundry. If they're still wet I lick them.