Spinel Appreciation thread

Spinel Appreciation thread
Discuss and write about Spinel


I will drop fanfics/continue FF in this thread, I suggest you guys do the same.


>Who's Spinel?
A cartoon character
>Why the love?
Why not?
>Weird
Oh well, move along.

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Here's the beginning for those that haven't seen this
I'll update with more later.

"Hold me" she whispers into my ear as I slowly start to embrace her
She never acted this way before, we've always been close but lately we're connecting in a way I never thought I could
"user, do you love me?" She coos, the words echo like a scream of painful adulation in my mind at the fear of having to tell her
"Spinel, I.. I love you"
She appears shocked at first, like she couldn't believe that I had said it, but I could see in her eyes as the tears welled up that it's what shes been so desperately wanting to hear
As she begins to cry, through the tears I hear her mumble
"I... I love you too user"

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I m crying now, almost sobbing in her arms, inconsolable.
Ive never wept like this, but I feel like I can with her.
"How can you... Love me?? I don't dese-"
She snaps out of her tears, near instantly and instead is bearing the grimace of someone who's not to be trifled with, she puts her hands on both sides of my head and forces me to make eye contact with her kaleidoscope eyes
"user, I don't just say things, okay? Regardless of how you feel about it, I love you and that's that. "
I pull her tighter into my chest, hoping she can feel just how much I love her through the strength of my hug

We start walking home, she had mentioned that she wanted to show me something and the night was getting cold.
As we're walking, she turns to me and smiles,
"user, how long have we known each other?"
"Uhh... Maybe 4 months right? "
" It's been 114 days user, 114 of the best days of my life"
She's stopped now, staring intently at me, I worry about what to say
"Mine too" is all I manage before she's upon me
UGH I grunt as she playfully yet forcefully pushes me to the ground and kneels over me
"user your love is all I've ever needed, all I've ever wanted... Now that we're here, together, our fates will always be merged"
She's slowly moving her face to mine, my heart is racing... Is she truly going to kiss?
Our lips interlock, like a lock and key

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What up user!

It's SFF user.

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Hey man
Just hanging out and smoking, how's your day been going?
Up for posting some of what you got tonight?

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I played tennis with a 3d girl (friend) today. It reminded me of playing tennis with my ex, down to the yoga pants and workout shirt.

I can post if you think it's not gonna get mixed up with yours. You thinking stuff I've already got or fresh stuff?

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>agricultural soil
and there seemed to be several grins underground

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Post either if you want, I'll label mine from now on so they don't get mixed up
I'm just posting the old as a way to warm me up for more oc lol but tryna keep it on a slow drip so the thread isn't walls of text that everyone's already seen.
Tennis sounds fun, I never had quite the body control to be any good at it though. You got any sports teams you like?
I'm a Raiders fan myself

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And I have a question, answer it at your leisure and don't if it's too personal;

Were your relationship (s) like the fanfiction that you write?

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I'm not into sportsball. I enjoy Motorsports though. BMW is my favorite manufacturer.

Sexy FF: here is where I last left off

I start to think of foreplay strategies for when we get in the shower, but as soon as we make it through the front door she jumps me, pushing me up against the wall and pinning me there.

She has a familiar, crazed look in her eyes.

"Spinel, darling, I'm all sweaty"

"I don't care" she whispers, through heavy breath.

She bites my neck and sucks gently. She knows that when she does this, she has complete control over me.

Rough kissing escalates into a passionate tussle as we frantically tear off each other's clothes.

With a pathway of clothes and underwear left in our wake, we end up at least near the shower, and she allows me to pull her in.

My wet body pressed against hers as the steam builds and I caress her waist and hips.

She's had my cock erect since the moment she pinned me against the wall, but now... Now its sliding up between her wet thighs.

I slide down onto my knees with my hands around her hips. I take a little bit if her favorite soap and start to wash her neat pretty bush, and then the folds of her labia, the whole time her running her fingers through my hair.

After rinsing her off I start to kiss her hips, lower, and lower, and lower. Then her thighs.

She can't wait much longer, she lifts one leg up and rests it on my shoulder, spreading her pussy in front of my face.

I love her sexy little pussy. I take a moment to inhale deeply, then bury my face into her. I start by separating her lips with my tounge, then sucking gently with my lips, and slowly working my way to her clitoris.

When she cant stand it any longer, she reaches down and starts to pull me up.

I fully intend to put myself inside of her, but she has other plans; dropping to her knees instantaneously, she begins washing my cock, stroking it slowly and gently, and then my balls, caressing them.

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After she rinses me off, she takes me into her mouth.

Her hair is drenched, the shower runs water down both if our bodies as she slowly slides my shaft in and out of her mouth, twisting her head a little bit as her head bobs forward and backward. She slurps gently and wraps her tounge around the bottom of my cock.

It's my turn to pull her up. I need to be inside her, now. I kiss her hard, tounge on tounge.

"Oh my God user, your dick was just in my mouth"

"I don't care"

She lifts a leg and I hook an arm behind her knee. I briefly remember a statistic about injuries from attempting sex in the shower. The thought evaporates as my cock slides into her cervix.

I lose all control. My arms wrap around her back. Her nails dig into mine. I sink my teeth into her neck. She gasps and moans as I thrust into her.

"user!" she screams, trembling.

I hold her up so she doesn't collapse in the shower, her breath loud and heavy as she clings onto me for support.

She looks drowsy, and satisfied, as she limps out of the shower, falling to her knees on the bath mat. I take a fresh towel and dry her off, and shower her with little kisses. She smiles slyly.

I pick her up and carry her to the bedroom. Eyes already closed, I think she's ready for sleep when she whispers, pleading, "round two?"

"I thought you were all tuckered out"

"Pleeeeeeaaaaaase user"

I lay her down onto the bed gently, and climb in on top of her, kissing her gently.

"Not so rough" she says, "I'm a little sore"

I rub my tip up and down outside her slit.

"Not so rough you say?"

"Ye..."

I don't let her finish what she was saying, forcing my cock all the way into her as hard as I can.

She screams. I drag my cock out of her slowly, enjoying feeling every little fold inside her. I can feel that she is a little puffy from round one in the shower.

When I reach the tip, I repeat this, driving my cock as deep into her as I can, hard, and fast.

"AHHH!"

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Yes, I base my fan fiction on my longest relationship which I remember most fondly.

Lots of cute stuff, lots of fiery passionate sex.

And I drag it back out again slowly, her moaning and gasping the whole way.

I can tell by the look on her face this is tormenting her. She grabs my ass, trying to pull me back into her, but I want to tease her, I want to torment her, I want to make her suffer with uncontrollable desire.

I pound her again. Slow stroke out, over, and over, and over, until she gets that crazed look in her eyes again.

She gets really rough with me all of a sudden.

"I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE"

she tosses me off if her, down onto the bed, and climbs on top of me.

She uses one hand to guide my rock hard cock into her, then, digging her nails into my chest throws her head back. I throb inside her, transfixed by the way her hair is thrown back, and she begins grinding her hips on me. I reach up and cup her breasts. Perfectly sized to fit in my hand, firm, and with just the slightest bounce as her circular grinding motion slowly becomes a bounce on top of me.

She's fucking so hard now that I'm breifly concerned she may hurt me. I want her to come again though.

She grabs my neck. I've only ever tried this once before, I wasn't on the receiving end, and didn't even get very serious about it anyway. She's choking me pretty hard now. I can still breath just enough to not pass out though.

"AH, AH, AH, AH, AH" she screams on too of me, as she goes harder and faster.

"user, user, user, AHHHHHHHHHHH"

I feel her vagina contract around me, and a sudden rush of wetness flowing from her. I didn't think I was close to coming, but this brings me right to the edge and pushes me over it in an instant as I pump her full of come until it's dripping out of her.

She falls into me, resting in my chest and breathing a sigh of relief. "Ohhhh, user, I looooove you"

I have trouble speaking through my labored breath, but I manage to say "I love you Spinel" between breaths.

We fall asleep wrapped up in each other, a sweaty mess covered in each other's come. There is no place I would rather be.

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You lucky fucking dog! XD
I can see why you're so attached to Spinel lol
Loving what you're posting, it's hot man.

Forgot to label the last few, still sexy FF user


I wake up to Spinels beautiful face, still sleeping peacefully next to mine. I suppose it's my turn to put breakfast together again.

I leave her a quick note so she doesn't panic when she wakes up and I'm not there.

I throw some vinyl on, Sebastian tellier, as I get to work in the kitchen.

About halfway done, and my sleepy Spinel wanders into the kitchen

"Good morning my love"

"Gmornie", she mumbles, rubbing her eyes. She hugs me, resting her head on my shoulder as I continue to cook. "I love you user"

I give her five little kisses on her forehead.

"Thank you for the note user."

I take a break from paying attention to breakfast to hug her back, rubbing my nose back and forth in her hair. She giggles.

With breakfast and tea, she wakes up a bit.

"What would you like to do today Spinel?"

"Wellllllll...."

She deflects her eyes towards the ground. I'm transfixed by the cute expression on her face

"I was wondering if we could go to the dog shelter." Before I can respond she frantically explains, "we don't have to get one yet! I just want to look! And okay with the dogs!"

At the shelter we played with a bunch of dogs. I could tell she loved playing with the pups, and honestly I did too, maybe even more than her. I think adopting would be really good for us, we both need the love to heal us and even though we love each other to the end of the universe and back it wouldn't hurt to have an extra little family member running around the house. Plus, were not really sure if we can have children or not, but given how much I've come inside her it doesn't seem like we can. But we both seem a little apprehensive about it for now though, but we agreed to sign up as volunteers. We'll be back again next week.

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EFF user

I feel her tongue, greedily push past my teeth, inside my mouth with a ferocity I haven't known from a woman.
As I begin to make pace with her, she begins to softly moan as if the mere act of kissing could bring her to climax
I pull away, her hunting for my lips as I speak
"Please, im not ready hun, I just want to be held Spinel"
Without missing a beat, she puts her lips to the inside of my neck and whispers
"Okay user... Okay. I trust you. Our lives are becoming one user, our love; incorruptible. So long as the gleam in your heart for me burns we can't go astray"
I'm genuinely moved by this, who is this new Spinel?
Shes talking less and less like a friend and more and more like a lover.

EFF user

We get up from laying on the ground, as I'm knocking the grass from my jeans I watch her face intently as she waxes poetic about the chemical reactions that cause love
"Spinel, I love to hear your voice but nows not the time. It's getting late and we need to get inside before it gets too cold"
At first she looked at me with a contemptuous eye, angry for interrupting her. It slowly turns into that wry grin that ensnared me hopelessly so few precious months ago
"Yeah user... It is gonna get cold soon, we should make it back"
She breaks out in a sprint, I'm not horribly out of shape but I simply can't keep up
As she leaves my view, I slow to give myself time to register what just occurred
We had been close for a while, but today was like nothing before
Holding her.. Feeling our hearts beat as one.. Her taffy-like tongue borderline gagging me with it's length.. what are we now? Friends? Lovers?
As make my way onto her patio, I can hear her inside playing guitar and singing with that painful melancholy voice
"Goin to California with an aching... In my heart... Lalalalala"
I spark a cigarette and breathe in the cool night air as I ponder what I'm going to say when I go inside

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Yes, I've addressed it in the threads before.

We met each other both on heartbreaks from recent breakups, and at first we kind of made each other feel better. But it wasn't long before we were in love. We did everything together. We went out to eat, socialized, exercised, went to zoos and aquariums and shit, hiked. I was happy whenever I was with her, and we had passionate sex daily. We couldn't even keep of off each other on her period. It was all so romantic, better than any movie I've ever seen.

After she left me I had a hard time believing I was deserving of love. I waited a year to date again, had another cute romantic relationship that ended with her running away (pregnant) and dating someone else who beat her until she miscarried.

After that, I tried casual sex because I was afraid of emotional attachment, so I wanted to keep people emotionally at distance, but quickly learned that sex ehich didn't have the emotional part was rather bland. And then I stopped trying all together. For the first year I was kind of lonely, but after that I really wanted to be alone.

This is when my drinking got really bad. I used it to just block out the memories and emotions.

Spinel has been the first time I've felt anything resembling love and sexual desire in years.

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>I feel her tongue, greedily push past my teeth, inside my mouth with a ferocity I haven't known from a woman.
>As I begin to make pace with her, she begins to softly moan as if the mere act of kissing could bring her to climax

I love the way this is written. Makes me diamonds every time

Ayyy you're still alive.
Keep up with the therapy and feel free to drop a disc if you want to bullshit with someone else who's a bit fucked in the head.

:) Thanks user.

Bully for you man, you deserve to be happy.
EFF user

As I step through the door she continues playing with her back to me, I stay quiet so I can listen. I pick up on that she's getting emotional and that she's hurting; her voice begins to waver
"To find a queen without a king.. they say she plays guitar and cries, and sings... Lalalala"
"Side a white mare in the footste-"
"Hey Spinel?" I say as softly as I dare
She immediately stops, looks back to me with tears running down her beautiful cheeks
"Yes, user?"
"Can I play with you? I don't think I ever told you but I play... "
I'm casually trying to get her to open up this hidden side of her to me. She's never expresses herself musically to me before and her voice, her voice... reverberating through my heart like the pluck of a harpstring, has shaken me to my core.

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Wrong user
I don't do therapy
EFF user


user.. don't worry about it.... You don't need to do that" she mumbles like the funeral dirge of someone that's been thrown by the wayside one too many times
"Spinel I want to, please?"
As I say this, I walk over to where she is seated and lean down to grab her guitar
She's watching me, transfixed as a deer that's been caught in headlights, but as I begin to lean back up she takes her arms around my waist and pulls me to her
"user, I need to finish what I was saying to you earlier.." she says, putting her lips to my forehead as she rises
" I.. I don't know how else to say this but here goes nothing... user I need you in my heart. These last few months have truly healed my aching soul, and I want you to know that you're the love of my life"
Shock. I feel as if someone is ringing a giant Bell in my head as I wrap my arms around her and pull her to me, placing my head onto her shoulder we're both standing in a complete embrace
As she continues, she begins to full on sob in-between words in such a painful manner that it makes me want to vanquish the pain from this woman's heart.. forever if I could..
"I need you user!" She's beginning to shake with the intensity of her sobs
"Spinel, I need you more than you could ever know, you are my heart, it beats for you and no other"
As I say this she slowly pulls her head back until we're looking into each other's eyes close enough to smell the gum she was chewing earlier, close enough to see the intoxication of love in her eyes and I know she can see it in mine

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After the shelter, we've still got a few hours before sunset.

"Whatcha wanna do, sexy?"

"Let's go play tennis at the courts by the house!"

Yus. Tennis is fun, and honestly I'm excited to see her jumping around in workout clothes. I'm not even ashamed of it. Every time we exercise together she always wears the cutest, form fitting outfits that show off her slim, sexy figure. I want to adore each and every curve of her body.

We go home to change. I'm already in running shorts and shoes, so I wait in anticipation for her to come out of the room so I can see which outfit she's chosen. I start to get a little aroused thinking of it, and have to adjust my shorts.

She paces sheepisly out of the room wearing black yoga pants and a workout shirt with adorable shirt sleeves showing off her skinny arms. I can see just enough of an outline of her nipples and cameltoe to set my imagination ablaze.

She must have seen the way my eyes lit up when I saw her, because her face brightens. "I'm ready!"

The combination of endorphins released from the exercise, and from being with her, and from watching her bounce around the court in her sexy outfit put me on a natural high. The sun shines on us, and life is a dream.

She's actually pretty good, and we have some competitive volleys. When we're tired out, we sit against the fence to cool down, leaning on each other.

"Are you hungry darling?"

"Yus"

"Where would you like to go?"

"I don't know, you pick"

I'm not in the mood for fucking around with this game today.

"That pizza place/bookstore downtown?"

"Yes!"

Today is going splendidly. Now I just have to cross my fingers to get good parking downtown.

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I mainly drink/smoke/pills to keep my subconscious quiet.
I envy your relationship user I'm not gonna lie, I get all the casual sex in the world but I can't keep a woman around.
I'm not weird or anything, I just don't grow attached to them and flit around between casual encounters.
I want more, but I just can't do it.
Spinel is the first thing/woman I've truly loved in a very long time as well user, I feel that.

Never watched much Motorsports, do you race or anything?

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Thanks user! Had a therapy sesh today. Focused on my adrenaline seeking behaviors, and also my partying streak and that casual sex with girls that were too young for me :/ I'll keep at it. I don't have a discord though.

And thank you too user. This reinforces my cognitive behavioral therapy.

Going to keep this intentionally vague to ensure it stays anonymous, but yes. Done some autocross with the SCCA, some other stuff that's too specific for me to mention comfortably, some track days, and street racing (which is bad)

m444433333nnn i rrilly rilly lobs this threads
tnks all i lob u bbs

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Hi user, I've been lurking in most of your threads. I hope you're well.

Np man. And that's cool, don't end up like Paul Walker lmao

EFF user

I break eye contact with her, and she pounces
"user.. I hurt SO fucking BAD"
Her voice is as shrill as a trains brakes, scratching my ears as she begins to wail
" Why.. why did this have to happen user??"
"Spinel I-"
" WHY WONT YOU LOVE ME?!?!"
Her embrace suddenly becomes a vice around my waist, and in a moment I'm lying on the ground ontop of what was her coffee table
"Spinel stop!! What are you talking about??? I said I love you how could you forget so soon?
"LIAR"
She grabs me by my ankle and slams me into the wall with the force of an angered goddess
I'm slowly losing consciousness from the attack, but as I slip into black I see her crying over me repeating fervently
"Oh God oh God oh God I'm sorry user, please wake up.... Wake up..... wake up... wake....... up...."

Ofc man thanks. It's a group effort fs

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How the fuck can you be sane and still sleep around? Jesus christ.
Also not even questioning the fact that you sleep around with girls too young for you.
Stay classy Yas Forums.

EFF user

>the next morning

I awaken to the light breaths of Spinel, deep in slumber.
I'm in her arms, her grip is too tight for me to get out of without waking her.
I decide to try and clear the fog of what happened yesterday, my head pounding the entire time
"She.. loves me? But, why would she... hit me?"
As Im thinking, listening to the rhythmic sounds of her inhalation, I decide to wake her up
"Hey, Spinel, wake up hu-"
Her eyes flash open, almost as if she's been awake this entire time and feigning sleep.
"Good mornings user, how are you feeling lovey?"
Slightly irritated at the question, I remain silent
" Ohh cmon now user, so I got a little carried away last night... Why are you looking at me like that?"
My countenance shifted from what was mild irritation to full anger, but knowing I'm still wrapped in her arms I dare not provoke her
"Spinel, love, you really hurt me last night... Why would you hurt me? How could you...? "
Her eyes soften into a teary mess of emotion
" user, I hurt.. when you looked away, it put me right back to where I was before I met you. I thought I had lost you. "
" Spinel, you can't start hurting me like that over little things otherwise you're going to kill me. I love you, wholly, but if you can't control your anger I'll be dead before the end of the week"
The prospect of losing me seemed to snap sense back into her, her face shifts to one of regretful sadness
"user... I'm sorry..."
"It's okay hun"
As she begins nuzzling into the crick of my neck, I sigh a sigh of relief

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I mean, after what you said you went through, I can respect how it would be hard to.

For me, when I took the alcohol out of the equation I had to face the emotions again head on.

I remember you said you're not ready for therapy yet, but I believe that if you keep working on yourself someday you will be ready for that relationship you want.

>You'll loveagain
>You just need to find someone
>Someone who treats you better
>Someone who wants you around
>Someday
>Somewhere
>Somehow
>You're gonna feel found

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Witnessed
EFF user

She slowly puts her hand onto the back of my head and begins nudging my face twords hers
In a flash, she's inside of me again
As I feel her tongue slowly make it's rounds inside my mouth, I can feel her other hand slowly work its way down my back, slowly caressing my sore muscles in a way only a lover could
We unlock lips, she grins her wide, silly grin and says
"Are you ready for me now user?"
I can see the glimmer in her eyes, I know what she wants and as I wonder if I even have a choice she begins to massage my groin through my underwear
"Ohhh, Spinel" I let out a cry of love as she slowly works her tentacle-like fingers around my genitals
"Ohh user" she repeats coyly, never breaking eye contact with me
We start back on kissing, all the while I'm being stroked by her rubber-like hand on my dick
I feel my orgasm coming
"Ohhhh god Spinel..." I moan as I let out my seed all into her waiting hand
"Oh God is right, user" she says with a wry smile, I watch her slowly rub the semen into her mouth, still smiling that big silly smile.
She swallows, a comically large gulp and then whispers into my ear
"user, let's go out again today, I want to show you something
Confused, but anxious to get our day going, I agree with her
"Where are you taking me Spinel?"
"I'm taking you to my heart user, you'll see."

Thank you user.
You know, some days are harder than others
I've lived so far, I'll live.
Thank you for the words of confidence, I love that sort of thing (if you can't tell already lol) and it really does help to hear it from someone else, genuinely it does.
I'm just not ready to say that stuff un-anonymously, it's a giant wall and I can't get over it yanno?

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I don't think I was quite sane, but didn't realize it yet. I was in college, partying multiple times a week with kids 5 years younger than me, and street racing.

I almost have, multiple times. Which is why part of my therapy is addressing my risk seeking behaviors.

>"Are you ready for me now user?"
>I can see the glimmer in her eyes, I know what she wants and as I wonder if I even have a choice she begins to massage my groin through my underwear
>"Ohhh, Spinel"

YYYEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!

YESYESYESYESYES

Kek
EFF user

The morning is crisp and dewey, cooler than usual. But we have the flames in our hearts to tide us by.
As we make our way to a small creek, she sits on a rotten log and dips her toes gingerly into the water
As I watch her contemplating the temperature, she looks up to me and with the midmorning sun gleaming in her eyes she says
"user, have a seat with me"
As I sit down I can feel the warmth of her body radiating like a furnace
She slowly looks to me
"user, ever since what happened... What happened with Steven and his friends I just don't know who I am anymore."
As she looks away from me and up to the sky she begins to weep
"user, Ive been broken, my heart shattered, and I need to know if you can be the glue that puts it back together"
I feel my heart jump in into my throat, she honestly wants me to be with her? Permanently?
"My life has been shit, user, I don't need hurt again. I need to know that you're mine. That you'll be here with me, always"
I say, with the utmost compassion and calm that I can muster with my fluttering heart
"You're my life hun, I could never do anything to hurt you. I'm yours, and you're my present and future, what happened has happened Spinel and that's that. The past. It doesn't exist Spinel, don't let what doesn't exist ruin what's happening in your life in the present"
As I finish my sentence, she turns to me and with a weak laugh she blurts
"Are you ready to see my heart user? "
" Spinel, every choice I've made has led me to you. Of course I'm ready."

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Fuck this bitch off. This is OG Spinal

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I feel like I kinda behave recklessly, but it's more of a "drink a fifth and do 4 oxys" and fast women kind of reckless, I'm not cool enough to be racing homies out on the street lol.
I guess I'm just content with wasting myself inside than putting my life directly on the line like that

And there's been SO many digits in this thread I'm half tempted to make it a get thread lmao

EFF user

Spinel rises from her seat, towering above me like an ancient sentinel, forgotten by all and found by me.
She turns her back to me, and in a strained whisper says
"Okay user, I'm gonna do it.. I'll start."

She spontaneously breaks out into song, as she begins she starts to turn my way.
"Suddenly, my love, is standing beside me.."
" He don't give me orders.. don't condescend"
Wait... I know this song!
As she continues to sing, staring into my eyes like a hypnotist and his study, I think of the time to jump in with her.
"Sweet understanding... Our love doesn't end.."
I sidle close to her, and as I wrap my arms around her broken soul I begin to sing
"Tell me this feeling, lasts till Forever"
"Tell me the bad times, are clear washed away! "
Smiling with the recognition that I picked up what she was singing, she belts with the intensity of a siren;
"Please understand that.. it's so strange and frightening.. for losers like I've been it's so hard to say.. "
We begin to duet, both of us sing/sobbing without any shame for we know that we were meant for each other
"Suddenly, my love, has purified me... Suddenly my love.. has shown me I can... Learn how to be more... The love that's inside me... With sweet understanding... Our love never ends. "
As we finish, we stare into each other's hearts with the intent of one that wants to love forever.
(Sung to the tune of "Suddenly, Seymour")

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SFF user

We manage to get parking downtown that's not too far, but not close either. This is good, because we get to walk downtown together, hand in hand. I'm not usually about objectifying women, but it feels good to be seen in public holding hands with her. I feel like I'm yelling to the whole world "WE'RE IN LOVE! AND IM THE HAPPIEST MAN IN THE WORLD!"

Plus then we got to eat pizza in the out door brick patio of the restaurant, with lianas growing up lattice on the walls and strand lighting hanging from the ceiling. Then we perused the bookstore before strolling back to the car at dusk, hand in hand, her head on my shoulder, the sky a watercolor of blues and oranges.

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EFF user

As she takes a breath from exertion, we break our embrace and begin to hold hands.
"user... I never thought.. I never thought I would be worth the love that I've always wanted. But you... You make me feel like I deserve your love.. does that make any sense? "
" Spinel, love doesn't have to make sense... It's love, my love! "
I say this with the strongest smile I can muster, and she giggled back
"Well if love is love then let's make love!"
"Wait Spinel n-"
OOF
She shoves me to the ground, and begins to ravage my body with the fervor of an addict surfing carpet for her fix
"Spinel, please love no-"
She puts her finger to my mouth and whispers lovingly
"Love, this is mine now. Don't deny me your love. Now hush my pet"
As we begin to kiss, my heart wonders how long it can take beating this hard.

This is as far as I've gotten, I'm currently writing the next 3 posts.
I will post them as I finish
Should take about~15 minutes each from here on out
God I fucking love that! Love it!!!

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Bruh. Chill on the oxy if you haven't yet.
Once again, I'm not even going to question your sex habits.
I know what It's like to lose your fucking mind. I'm clean now and it took awhile. (Mostly clean)

EFF user

We make quick, but it was a conflagration of tears and sweat as we both, still compromised from what just happened, begin to pound each other into oblivion with the vigor of an angry bull.
She takes every inch of my love today, I'm not an inexperienced lover, but she is definitely the one that is leading the way when we make love.
As I feel her body rasp with orgasm, I feel the euphoria of my own coming and going as I'm buried deep within her.
As we begin to unravel from our lovemaking, I hear her say slowly as she makes her way to the creek to clean herself
"user... What's the most you've ever done for someone?"
Hmm. Definitely wasn't expecting this, especially after fucking.
"I... Umm..Give me a moment Spinel and I'll answer that"
As I go to dig a cigarette from my pack, she turns back and giggles
"Filthy smoker"
Fuck.

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Thanks user!

Also, this is honestly what I've been waiting for since last night. I'm dying to know what happens next.

Also, I'm not the oxy user, I was fucking with drinking.

I cant, I've tried but I just can't.
I don't wanna sound like a bitch, so I'll just stop there lol.

One day you can do it.
You either cut that shit out or get sick as hell to the point where you can't lift your head off a pillow. and decide it isn't worth it anymore.
You've got this.

EFF user
As I drag on my cigarette, I watch her slowly dip into the crystalline water. I listen to the sound of the water meandering as I consider the question she had posed.
I honestly can't think of an answer.
"Spinel, I don't think I can answer you" I say in a singsong voice to try and mitigate that Ive been caught off guard
"Why not?" She says with a smile, mimicking my voice.
But I can tell the smile hasnt met her eyes
I can feel the shame of disappointing her welling in my chest, taking up more and more space in my mind as I scramble for an answer
My face, having stayed contently cool this entire time, breaks into joy when I find my answer
"Well, of course it's giving my heart away. There's nothing more dangerous than that, after all"
The smile reaches her eyes
Right answer.
"And... who would that be?" She asks as if she doesn't already know the answer.
I blush the deep, burlesque red of a rose and say gingerly
"You, my love you."

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Thank you user.
Thank you.

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Hey, I'm glad other people like it!
Definitely makes me feel less weird about writing it, especially since you post yours as well. I don't feel so alone.

Yeah, this guy is right. I know some people who got into that, and one who died.

You have to stop one way or another, by stopping or by ceasing to be alive. It's going to suck either way, but the longer you wait the more it sucks.

Also, the longer you go the more your body adapts to it and the more you need.

Don't mean to be a Debbie downer, back to Spinel now!

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With these kind of shit in your mind you will be alone forever Op... time to wash your mind

I'm content with going to sleep and not waking up. Sounds peaceful desu.
But yeah, less depression, more Spinel!
God I fucking love her

Kek

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I'm the user you were responding to.
I know of a lot of people who died from abuse.
You've both got this.
Ya'll muthafuckas need to cheer the fuck up. Please continue to enjoy your Spinel threads.

I like reading your fanfics.

If Spinel were real and mine, I wouldn't want you near her.

Plenty of Anons have waifus, Spinel is mine.

I know it's not normal, but I love her.

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curiouscat.club/SHM4YU

I get jealous too lol
I can't STAND the Steven-Spinel stuff, I can't do it lmao
Don't like the show enough, love Spinel too much to imagine anyone else but me with her.

I'm in rehab for the drinking now. My best friend died from it, only 30 years old.

I have been happier than I used to be lately now that I'm sober again and back on meds and going to therapy and doing normie things with sober people.

I will continue to work on it, and love Spinel!

Good luck man. Stay strong.

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You watch stevemre1989?
I think you'll like it
He eats really fucking old MREs
youtu.be/562nQKR3_3M

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