Can we get a feels thread Yas Forumsros?
Can we get a feels thread Yas Forumsros?
Wyatt Price
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Alexander Nguyen
I've lost all my feels thread shit long ago, but i can still chat. How you doing OP?
Caleb Jones
Thanks user. I feel like shit in all honestly. What about you? Hope you are in a far better situation than me.
Chase Garcia
I have no feels left
Benjamin Rogers
Im sorry man. I know the feeling. Im okay i guess. Been battling depression and anxiety, but my hallucinations are under control. I just dont have quality of life with all theses meds, but if i come off of them i have no place to live. I feel trapped.
Isaiah Adams
Depression and anxiety suck. Depression literally sucks the life out of you. What used to bring me joy is now just a chore to me. I hope that one day you won't be needing any meds whatsoever. Wish I could get some meds myself tbh
Jason Gonzalez
I feel this, i realized a couple weeks ago that im turning 25 this year and i havent done shit, cant even relate to coworkers because theyve experienced so much mode than me. Im not sure what to do, i just know i dont want to like this anymore.
David Price
Yes it does. The only thing that brings me joy now'adays are vidya. More than likely with my dx'd i'll always been on medication to level myself out. Whats stopping you from going to get on an anti-depressants ?
Chase Brooks
Wasted my entire childhood indoors, 6th grade dropout, lowest point in my life was when I was 15 and realized I wasn’t going anywhere, still not & am still at my lowest. Physically unable to talk to anyone on a personal level if it involves myself, been lying about things about myself for so long I often forget what’s real, and I’m too fucking lazy to fix myself, I’ve had DVT for a while and pretty bad atrophy in my legs. Every night I go to sleep I wonder if I’ll wake up, and anytime I try to go out and enjoy myself (I used to like biking, went out maybe September didn’t go out anymore until mid February) it always ends up with me getting pissed and barely being able to stand and walk. Feels like my mom abandoned me in every way but physically, I’d never get anything I absolutely needed (dentist trips, checkups) and my parents divorced at 16. Sometimes I feel like my crackhead father loves me more than my mom because he’s the only person who wakes up at 6am and texts me, and he’s the only person who’s bought me a genuine Christmas gift recently (got me a new cpu and 2 games). It’s hard to feel happy anymore, the thing that’s distracted me from all the fucked up shit only helps me think about what’s been going on. I nearly had a breakdown out of nowhere from playing fucking guitar hero this afternoon
Alexander Gomez
Bumping a wholesome thread.
It's nice to see a change around this hellhole
Personally I don't even want to get into my life.
That sounds fucking harsh man. I've been abandoned by a lot of people due to alcoholism since I'm just self medicating for my anxiety.
Rough past.
Nolan Thompson
Yeah. I was thinking about at what I've done and realized that I accomplished fuck all so far which is depressing
I love vidya. Only specific games get me joy nowadays. There's a huge stigma where I live on depression. The majority here believe that it's something that you can shake off with food or like socializing.
What makes you unable to talk to anyone on a personal level if it involves yourself? user take good care of yourself
Kayden Thompson
Of all the bad feels I get, the worst is when I think about my long gone pets.
...I was going to type out a story, but just thinking about it made me want to binge drink.
So just think of something along the lines of Fry's dog waiting for him until he died.
Jaxon Gonzalez
>Personally I don't even want to get into my life.
Why so user
That Fry dog scene fucked me up. Sorry you had to go through something like that user
Alexander Adams
Yeah right now ive been playing "Escape from tarkov" and "ffxiv". I understand that, it took so long to show people you cant just pray away or wish away schizophrenia. Some people in my family still call me to pray for me and shit. Its like if it was that easy i wouldnt be dealing with it right now. People are so ignorant.
Evan Gutierrez
I wasted my entire life taking care of my narcissistic parents. My reward is unceasing criticism and disappointed comments.
Parker Lee
How good is EFT? I'm kinda interested in it but I've heard that it's hard to get into. I played the demo of FFXIV which made me buy the full game and all dlc only to not even touch it once. The world really could use way more mental health awareness.
Jaxson Bell
It is fun with friends. I play with a few guys and its fun with people. I am talking to my bestfriend right now and playing with him. Other friend's got work tomorrow so its just us. If you like super hardcore punishing games you'll like it. EFT is an experience and its not forgiving.
Julian Nelson
It’s just kind of the way it’s been. I’ve never talked about my feelings with anyone in person. I’m a super sensitive person, just getting yelled at makes me cry sometimes, I’ll cry over the dumbest shit. As a kid whenever I was visibly upset and was asked what’s wrong I’d never talk, and with my mom being the only person asking she’d always get annoyed with me not talking so I guess that’s what did it for me. I’ve never opened up with someone in person, only with people online
Alexander Rogers
>Why don't I want to get into my life
Trauma. wasn'teveninnam.jpg
Nathaniel White
You are good person for taking care of your parents but you should also take care of yourself. You still have plenty of time in your life
I played Arma 3 milsim, how does that compare to it?
Maybe you should then? I'm a person who keep all the shit to himself and I'm telling you that it's killing me. You should get things off your chest or at least try. There's nothing wrong with being super sensitive or crying
>Trauma. wasn'teveninnam.jpg
Wouldn't it help to talk about it?
Thomas Richardson
I've lost a friend to Overwatch.
We all used to play it, but OW fucking suck, yet he won't play anything else now.
I can understand him moving on because of life, work, gf/wife, but a fucking shitty game... I just don't get it.
It makes me so angery.
Xavier Cruz
Its much harder imo. It's better to me aswell but its all a matter of perspective.
Benjamin Hughes
Im too depressed to even play vidya or watch anime. Nothing gives me pleasure anymore and I find porn increasingly disgusting. Wont kill myself though, but Its funny how many guys out there are in my situation too
Charles Barnes
What's that
I hear ya. I lost a friend over football
Ah I see.
Have you tried new games? New genres?
Landon Murphy
Alexander James
Last game I played was some Age of empires 2 vs AI probably in like 2015, I just spend my free time lurking the shithole of plebbit and here. I do keep up with the news so I know new games look amazing though, but I guess I need to sort my shit out first, its not like they are going anywhere anyway
Easton Butler
Fuck
How about sandbox games? Really enjoyed the no strings attached games where I can fuck around and do my own thing whenever I want.
Ian Williams
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Ian Roberts
I’ve tried, and it’s awkward as hell. I met someone on discord who was comfortable with personal shit, we talked for a year and the more we talked the less comfortable I got with talking, I’d just become more careless with what I’d say, be more rude, honest etc. after I was comfortable with hopping in voice chat it just got worse. Any time I was asked something that conflicted with my depressive thinking I’d Just stop talking and leave. It just doesn’t work and helps no one
Christopher Phillips
Matthew Evans
4, guest starring content from Yas Forums, my homeland
Jackson Bell
You mean stuff like Minecraft and shit. Idk bro I got bored after 5 minutes. I used to play the Sierra city building games, do you remember them. Pharaoh, Ceasar, Emperor etc etc.
Anthony Howard
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Noah Lopez
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Ayden Wood
>Any time I was asked something that conflicted with my depressive thinking I’d Just stop talking and leave.
Could you elaborate on that -not that user
Angel Morris
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Andrew Martin
Jason Martin
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Samuel Morales
>be me
>hot summer day
>dog goes on road, big truck gets him
>he dies, everyone sad
>dad gets puppy to make us happy
>puppy is cute but miss old boy
>having sex with puppy one night
>feeling good since the accident
>need more puppies
Nathan Martinez
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Jackson Foster
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Grayson Jones
I hate how I want to see more of these
What about talking to a shrink?
Think I've seen those games but I don't think I've played them. Ever tried Euro truck simulator 2?
John Long
Jeremiah Lewis
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Will do
Joseph Wilson
12
A personal favourite
Cameron Lopez
>Euro truck simulator 2
Looks comfy, will add it to the list. ty
Cooper Perez
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Connor Lewis
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Gavin Edwards
It’s hard to describe any other way, just any deep rooted questions I physically could not answer. Heart rate would jump and I’d start thinking it through in my head, what to say and end up just shit talking myself to try and force myself to speak. I just couldn’t say anything
Joshua Wood
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Gavin Rivera
It really is. If you like multiplayer then check out the Truckers MP mod for it. Hope you enjoy it user
Luke Perry
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Xavier Gray
Gabriel Nguyen
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Logan James
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Alright boys that's enough for now.
Jaxon Diaz
Thanks a lot user. Appreciate it
Wyatt Johnson
I’ve gone to 2 different therapists and it was when I stopped going to school, the first was a guy, I don’t remember his name but he just didn’t seem genuine. Second was a woman, name was Alex and I remember her office was off the edge of some beautiful forest, small building with that sort of rough carpeting you see in waiting rooms, lots of hardwood. I stuck with her for maybe 4-5 sessions, I honestly don’t remember. At the start the only question I answered was if I was suicidal or not, which I wasn’t at the time. After that I stopped talking, til the last couple sessions. She brought out a board game, it’s kind of a blur from there but she implemented some way of talking that just ticked. I don’t remember what I was asked, but she brought up the fact my dad stopped smoking for me when I was born, and that’s when I felt comfortable enough to talk, even then it was barely anything, and I ended up not going anymore and haven’t been to therapy since. I doubt it’d help anymore since I’m more shut in than ever
Kevin Rivera
The most feels I have ever read.
Tyler King
Ha ha
Weak
Try having that feeling when you’re 40. I wish I was 23 and could feel that again
Jacob Gonzalez
Love people like you who think ages matters. Life can be shit for anyone no matter the age. Likes like me telling someone that i have it bad because im schizophrenic at 28 apposed to someone whose 17 dealing with it. Life can suck for anyone no matter the age bro.