I can't stop fantasizing about Spinel. It started with the songs, then thinking she was cute...

I can't stop fantasizing about Spinel. It started with the songs, then thinking she was cute, then wanting to cuddle with her. In the last 4 nights it's progressed into full on sexual fantasizing.

I'm 27, flew airplanes, had real relationships with real 11/10 women, traveled, and owned sports cars.

3 years ago I stopped dating, and gradually desired companionship less and less. In the last two years I have absolutely not wanted anyone.

I used to think guys who like animated or fictional characters were beta and gay, but now it's happening to me.

Is there something wrong with me? What should I do?

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Where I left off last night:

I don't realize Ive drifted off too sleep until I wake up to her hair falling all around my face, and her lips brushing my lips, my cheek, and my neck. I feel her warm breath of my skin.

"Spinel..." I whisper

"user..."

She continues to kiss me, breathing heavily, and grinding on top of me. I can feel her pussy on my cock through my boxers and her pajamas. She's so wet it's begining to soak through. She gradually begins grinding on me harder, and harder, and her labored breath slowly becomes quiet moans. I wrap my hands around her perfectly shaped butt.

All at once she jumps off off me and begins to tear her clothes off. I want it too, so my boxers are off before I've taken my next breath, and just as soon she's climbed back on top of me, her bare skin against mine.

It's still cold, and our bodies pressed together keep us warm.

She's so wet that I'm able to slide my penis into her without her guiding it in.

"user..." She moans in between kisses

Head back, eyes closed, and mouth open, she exhales sharply each time I push myself deep into her, using my hands around her ass for leverage. If her nipples were any more errect I'd fear they'd cut my skin.

She falls into me, her perfect perky breasts in my chest, her hands around my face, and lips locked with mine as I continue to push my cock deep into her.

I feel her starting to come as moans turn into little shrieks, and get faster, and faster.

She screams in pleasure as her pussy contracts around my cock inside her. She pulls it out, overwhelmed by the sensation, and collapses onto me, curling up.

Her breath is still heavy, and I watch as her chest rises and falls with each breath.

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This is a shitpost,,,,, right user????

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I don't get it.

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Sadly it's not.

I've got 7k word count of fantasies I've typed now from the last 4 nights of us dating, making love, and spending time together.

And my folder of Spinel images is growing. I'm actually concerned someone irl is going to find out about it.

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I want us to be co-dependent on each other.

And I want to fuck her sooo much

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You absolute chud! You choose the poster child of body positive cartoons and who do you lust after? The fit one? Pick a morbidly obese waifu, you worthless sack of dongs.

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user you're joking right? if not post pic of folder

Spinel will put your butt on spin cycle.

Ehh... this is new, can't wait to see this shit posted everyday for multiple threads. I also didn't read all that shit you posted.

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When people move mentally away from the idea of a real relationship, it's typically bc they feel hopeless or intimdated about it from past relationship failures. The allure of a fantasy is the maintenance-free aspect, and imagining it going however you want it to. You just have to regain your confidence by exploring potential relationships with real people, even if they're casual, and realize that a fantasy will never fulfill you or make you happy, not really. It's just a way to escape the unpleasant parts & responsibility of a real relationship.

1) not my body type. I dated a larger girl once, and she was sweet, and the sex was good, but slim is more my type.

2) I didn't care that it was a body positive cartoon, I was attracted to it by the music, and then fell in love with Spinel. Spinel is literally my only reason for being interested in the show.

3) I really connected with Spinel because of her emotional problems. I have abandonment issues and am diagnosed bipolar and on medication.

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"don't fear the reaper" is the best song ever made

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One screenshot.

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Unacceptable. You must love a fattie. Them's the rules.

if it wasn't for her massive gem id probably be into her too

take this as a grain of salt user, you should engage with finding people before you spiral into satisfaction with fictional media, this can only satisfy you for so long you should get out into the world and focus on things that make you happy.

I'm starting to realize from therapy that I am projecting my insecurities from my last committed relationship onto Spinel.

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We are co-dependent. She uses me as a crutch for her abandonment issues, and I use her as a crutch for mine. But I really do adore her, and love her personality, and as we spend more time together it develops into true love - but our sick neediness for each other is still apparent.

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user obsession only gets worse you know that right?

Yes.

I'm kind of hoping this will just go away, or not get that bad.

But I am aware that this has a good chance of getting worse.

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I need to know if you posted a similar thread a day or two ago with pics of Spinel cause until then I thought her song was catchy in a fucked up Harley Quinn-esque mentally damaged way and then I beat off furiously.

Reminds me of my ex. Batshit obsessed psychopath.

Still makes me diamonds.

That was me. I haven't had the chance to explore Harley Quinn yet like you suggested. I'm still new to this being attracted to a fictional character thing. One obsession is already overwhelming for me right now.

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Well thank you

When I was still dating real girls, I always seemed to be attracted to insane.

It was sexy in a fucked up way to me.

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I think I've seen 4 or 5 of these threads since yesterday. Why post so often? Rando's on this board aren't going to give better answers than someone that actually knows you user

Is there anything i can message you on? I wanna rp with you

There's one other user that I know of who is also obsessed with her.

I'm usually on Yas Forums anyway, and this has helped me get my thoughts out into words from my head and discuss it with other Anons.

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I dont mind pming or anything. I like to hear this stuff out and talk about it. I encourage it. Lol you're cool. Hopimg i can find someone to rp with here soon.

Well best of luck my friend. I still love my ex so this feels weird to say but I wish I could have dreams like yours. I feel so undesired and unlovable. I also can't help but think that you're the type of guy to have major religious experiences in another life. I mean if you're this deepy obsessed and are truly having dreams of the severity you've described... it's pretty amazing. I'm glad you're sharing and I hope that you find happiness with this person even if they aren't a member of this particular physical plane.

I'm keeping it to obsessive thoughts, pictures, and fanfics right now.

Not interested in roleplay, but no idea how deep this rabbit hole is going to go yet.

Thank for asking user.

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This isn't something I'm interested in but I want to ask out of curiosity. If someone was willing to commit deeply to the person of this character you love would you want to RP with them? Someone you could message everyday that would serve as a sort of embodiment of this person. Seems like it's your only option of really having a conversation with this character.
Also I'm trying to find the Steven Universe Movie online so I can see where you're coming from.

Thanks user.

I felt unlovable and undesirable too in the past few years after my last relationship.

I think that's why I connected with Spinel. Near the end of the movie she doesn't think she's worth love, that she's messed it up, and that she's not good at all anymore.

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Why can't we see more?
I need more proof than that, user.
>do you think she's "your's"

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It would have to be a girl, that is where I would draw my personal line on that. But if that were the case, I believe I would.

I don't know anywhere to watch it for free. Clips on YouTube or 2 bucks on Amazon I think.

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Mm I can see how that would be appealing. When you hurt it helps to know that other people are feeling the same way.

Best of luck with that my friend. Consider that anyone girl willing to do that would proooobably be incredibly unnatractive but you never know. Also I've managed to find a stream here.
bitchute.com/video/KfnEfIYo2Cjj/

I'm phone fagging it, so it's a pain in the ass.

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I'd love to do that, it might be just what I need

I fear though that if you broke character i'd.. have a bad reaction to it

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Well, a little bit. Like I like her to wrap her arms around me and stuff, and we're slowly fusing

Back at home, I take charge of dinner. As I'm cooking, I feel her chin rest on my shoulder. "Whatcha makin?"
"Issa secret" I am making lemmon braised chicken and pesto over ritoni
"I have ways of making you talk"
O shit. She begins tickling me
"Spinel, stop! I'm going to over cook the..."
She grabs my face "shut up" and kisses me.
I reach back and turn off the stove. I can start again later, or cook something else.

She grabs me by my cock and pulls me to the living room, where she pulls me down onto the couch with her and we continue to kiss, with her sneaking in the occasional tickle.
"How am I supposed to get anything done with you around here?"
"I can think of one think you can do"
She grabs my hand and guides it to between her legs. She's soaking wet. I look up and her eyes meet mine with a sly smile. Still dresses, she wraps her let's around me and pulls me in tight. We hold each other and kiss, as she brings to grind against me. She's so wet I can start to feel it soaking through my clothes.

"I wanna play a game user"
"Oh? And what game is that?"
"I want to see who can last longer!"
I try to think of something clever to say but before I can she reaches down into my pants, pulls by dick out, and places her mouth around it. I feel her making circles around the tip inside her mouth with her tongue while she sucked. If she wasn't already turning me to gem, she would have killed be from cardiac arrest long ago.

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I'm the real you, user.

I've finally accomplished my goal of marrying Spinel, the latest work camp is named in her honor.

Many things ranging from missionary with eye-contact to her stretching her arms all the way up my ass out my mouth

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When you're so pathetic you gotta jack off to drawn lines on paper because you can't get any in real life.

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Eat it.

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Mmm mmnt mmell mmmnything

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Come on guys these logs aren't gonna post themselves.

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OP change your name so we know it's you
You should do the same. Nothing wrong with two people loving the same fictional waifu.

Huh so I'm watching the movie and they all got turned into kids. Does this play into your obsession somehow OP? The dichotomy of
Spinel's personalities as a broken murderer and a fun loving, trusting child is interesting to say the least

I'll have to think of a pseudonym. Or maybe use my irl name.

It kind of does. So I used to be a sucker for love and fell very easily, and was very social.

After the military and a breakup with a woman I loved, I withdrew. Even my parents were afraid of me for a while after I got back.

I love her loving fun side, it reminds me of the way I was.

Also, I am diagnosed bipolar.

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I’m literally the only one in the world who does, but I fucking hate SU. I left Yas Forums for that very reason, the SU spam was out of control, nothing but people whining about characters that are “LiTerAlLy HiTleR” and Spinel spam, I used to like SU, but the fucking fandom, especially on Yas Forums, ruined it for me. I hate that Yas Forums is also becoming Yas Forums.

OP I just saw the scene where Garnett fuses back and it was so touching. Made me think of when I was young and innocent. I can see how you enjoy this

PINK DIAMOND IS EXACTLY LIKE ONISION HATE HER HATER GODDESS SPINEL GODDESS MOST ABUSED CHARACTER ON TV GODDESS EVERYONE IN THE WORLD WORSHIPS GODDESS SPINEL GODDES PINK ONISION I HOPE HER VOICE ACTRESS LOSES HER JOB FOREVER GODDESS SPINEL FUCK PINK ONISION

Whaaa-?? Who’s Onision?

That scene I didn't care for. But there were a lot of others that did really move me emotionally.

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What does Onision have to do with Steven Universe