Hey champ can i talk to you for second my man? listen, i know you've been feeling down lately and that's ok...

>is it alright if i go with you champ. it's been a while since our father/son walks. remember those walks we used to when you were a kid. those are my favorite memories, spending time with you champ. i still want to spend with you

Well it's too bad mom divorced you and moved away when I was little and I never got to see you growing up. Because I think not having you in my life, especially during those developmental years, has left me off a lot worse and I didn't realize it until high school but I was too far gone by that point. Or maybe I was always going to turn out this way regardless and I was just always going to be a disappointment. Oh well, at least I can still hope to kill myself once you and mom have passed.

no it's not alright dad , I want to go by myself. I don't remember any of our walks. I don't remember anything.

>i'm sorry champ. things didn't work out between your mom and i and you were the victim in all this. i moved because i thought a better job would mean more money so you would have a better childhood. now i see all you wanted was me to be there for you. if i could do anything for you champ it would be do that all over again. i wish i made the right choice. listen champ, you're never too far gone. i promise you we can rebuild our relationship.

>alright i'm sorry champ. i'll let you go. maybe we can see a doctor for your memory loss. i'm sure it's nothing though champ. just remember though, i love you

uh yeah sure. see you around dad.

:(

it's funny because it's very surrealistic

>see champ, that's that humor you have. you always crack me up. why don't you ever try that with the ladies. they love a guy who make them laugh. tell you what champ, you and me, this weekend go down to the bookstore and see if we find a pretty girl for you

Please come live with me and mom again dad, we'll be better I promise

>tearing up reading this
Why did I have to have a narcissist as a father, i could have had a dad that actually likes his kid

>i'm sorry champ i don't think your mom and i can make it work. listen us not being together had nothing to do with you. i love you and you're best kid i could ask for. you don't need to be better for me champ. let me tell you something champ, let me talk to you mom and we'll see if you can move in me.

>listen champ forget about that past. I know it's hard but just focus on what you have now. you have me now champ. you're an awesome person to be around and any less of good childhood was not your fault. don't beat yourself up over this champ. love yourself, you're worthy of it

feels bad man. same here

>it's ok to cry champ. emotions are nothing to be ashamed of champ

Based dad LARPer

>lol, there you go again champ. love that humor. you're pretty "base" as you say it champ

My dad was never like that. If he knew I wanted to die he'd just try to beat it out of me. Fuck you OP.

>champ that's awful. nobody who beats their son can call themselves a man. you're still carrying that pain champ and i understand. you had a traumatic childhood and i wish that didn't have to happen. i can't undo that champ, but what i can promise is that going forward you'll have real father in me champ.

I genuinely hate you with every fiber of my being, OP.

>champ, i don't blame you dude. you have a lot of anger inside you. that's ok, that's nothing to be ashamed of. just don't take out on hurting on people champ, you don't want perpetuate the cycle. it's ok to hate me, i just want to see you move past this and become a better person

Yeah yeah "dad" I'm getting in the car ok? Enough sappy shit just take me job hunting.