quit my job this week, actually I hadnt worked in about 3 weeks cuz there was a lot of paperwork, but the process ended recently, and only now Ive been able to do things that I "didnt had time" before, its amazing how doing one thing at a time really helps with focus. started cooking and it has been going surprisingly well, also doing stocks related options with satisfactory results. its certainly not enough to keep me from killing myself in 5 years or so, being optimistic of course, but its a start. thats all that im willing to share rn, ima try to reply to yours or just talk about whatever, didnt put much thought into this I guess
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Ian Morgan
I've been stuck in a house for over a month because the chink flu, but this past week has been alright. My big brother finally decided to make the mistake of building a new PC, so I'm helping him out. If I become your friend who stands over you every minute of your day will you not kill yourself?
Luis Lee
I got "furloughed" about a month ago but I'm making more money collecting unemployment than I would working a full 40 hours so I have no motivation to get back to work
hasn't been the best for my mental however, been on Yas Forums way more often recently. days just fade into each other and I've been doing the same routine all the time.
there's a few things keeping me from ending it all. my dog, and I don't want my parents to be sad. I'll keep on going for them, and who knows, maybe one day I'll be normal and stable. time will tell
Carson Evans
you got a good relationship with your brother ? I also have one but I hate his guts. this quarantine havent changed anything at all for me, I already lived this lifestyle for about 4-5years but Im not complaining.
>If I become your friend who stands over you every minute of your day will you not kill yourself?
heh thank you for the kind words, I dont see a way out of it so I cant promise anything, wouldnt mind a friend tho
Cameron Bailey
This whole pandemic has everyone fucked user, I get it. I'm digging your attitude and drive to keep going.
I have a great relationship with all of my siblings and parents. I guess it's what kept me so cheery in the end.
>I dont see a way out of it so I cant promise anything
I see a way out but it will require you to be willing to stick around, which will definitely take time. In the meantime I can be your friend if you can stand a "gamer"
Liam Roberts
what does furloughed mean ? never head that before, nice that youre making money without waging, its soul crushing
about your mental and days blurring, I have that often, it helps trying to do something, however small, but different from yday, atleast thats how I do it, and it helps me think that Im moving forward somehow
pets seem like nice friends that dont judge you, but after some happenings I dont think I deserve one, I also think my parents are one of the strongest reasons why I havent offed myself, but I dont think its a good thing longing to be normal and stable, well atleast for me, I think I just gotta make do with what Ive got and it wont ever be close to normal, but that might not be the case for you, Ive heard this nice phrase today about "theres always an answer, but it might not be the same for everyone", isnt it nice ?
Gavin Carter
ooh now you got me hooked
this month I finished breath of the wild, this is the police cuz I wanna start the second one, and been doing some dead cells runs, also tried some "no death runs" on darksouls123, but ye I know I havent been gaming as much as I want to, this resignation thing has gotten me in a weird state of mind, but enough about me, what have you been playing ? also tell me your 10 or so favorite games, dont think too much about it, just say 10 that come to mind quickly
Thomas Bennett
for me, it means that I am still employed technically, and just waiting on a return date (who knows when that is).
you're right, having something to do, even if it's just sweeping your floor or organizing your desk, can really help make shit seem less dull.
as for the answer, well, who knows? ultimately I think it's up to each of us to find our purpose/reason to keep going. what keeps my clock ticking won't be the same as what keeps yours. striving for 'normal' might be a bad thing. I've thought about the fact that perhaps no one is completely 'normal'. I'm sure the people you and I see who enjoy their life have their own internal struggles, or have had them previously and moved past them.
at the end of the day, suicide is irreversible. I said what I said, but at the same time, you never know what comes tomorrow and ending it all just might prevent you from finding your answer.
Justin Thompson
I wanted to get This Is The Police when it was on the humble bundle, but ultimately didn't because I'm stingy. But about my games I probably would have to say Fallout New Vegas, Halo 3, Halo Reach, Tetris, Rising Storm 2, Fallout, and the whole Metro Series but I haven't finished Exodus. I also have all the souls games on ps4 but haven't play any of them extensively.
Benjamin Taylor
oh I see, furloughed, ima try to remember that, see how I already did something ? it can be just small as learning a new word, ye I do realize how pathetic this sounds
Ive failed suicide a couple of times, dont got the balls for it, and who knows, it might just be the answer Im looking for, as for the normies, Im too far gone to think of them in such a... delicated way