>brother moves back to parents house
>decides his room isnt good enough
>decides to live in my room, on my bed, in my 85% personally finished remodeled room, top to bottom
>his side immediately gets filled with ciggarettes and beers
>relapses on heroin because "much im so depressed I don't have my own room"
>eventually guy who was doing it for literally 100$ fixes bros floor after 3 or 2 weeks of living in my room with me
>his anger turns to the floor not being even and the bed in there was used by old roommates 2 years ago
>meanwhile father is getting angry that living room is still full of my shit
>whatever, brother finally has his own room
>one day gets in screaming match over if im lying about doing dishes or not (did them) and rips his door off bottom hinge
>proceeds to bitch about it for next few days
>get bored and screw his door back on, still won't close because screws wouldn't fit in loose old holes
>still bitches about it to this day
>all this time he keeps pulling self loathing bullshit over his fears of being a shitty person
>floor eventually gets flattened for free by methhead friend
>turns to bitching about flooring and how he cant get it done unless he wakes up early
>every time he wakes up early he bitches about being too tired
>plans to clean living room
>tell him to remind me a day before
>day comes up
>relapses on heroin and has minor psychotic episode
>ffw to today
>room still 85% done, his room in a perms state of unfinish, sleep deprived because given up, him playing vidya
>attempting to sleep for a bit
>ask him to turn it down
>get called lazy and told to fix my sleep schedule
>tells me we were going to clean the living room together
>says he won't turn it down and won't put on headphones
>call him a little bitch
>get screamed at and told to leave the room
>mother yells at me, then goes silent when I show her my sleep log where I attempt simply to go to bed before 2am but fail due to ridiculous amounts of noise and distraction
Brother moves back to parents house
brother sounds like a based heroin bro, quit being such a bitch OP
This "based heroin bro" cant do anything without me holding his hand, telling him he can do it in a happy cheery voice, and then whacking the shit out of you when you try to let him do iton his own.
He screamed that i am lazy over and over again in my own freshly remodeled room, about a month after moving in to our parents house.
He has no job, his source of income is his gf.
The only thing based about him is that hes kind of quitting benzos and hopefully has quit heroin again.
he's probably angry because you and your parents keep bitching at him to quit the drugs and work on other things when you have no idea how hard it really is and what it does to your mental state.
He is quitting on his own accord.
Parents don't say a word about it.
I am a recovering alcoholic and recovering schizophrenic. Nobody is asking him to get a job or even Clean the house. He bitches about those on his own. He is remodeling by his own choice.
>his gf
I hate this world
>he succumbed to a substance
he is no longer human.
He only cares about accomplishing his hedonistic desires and takes his anger on everyone as his life is slipping out of his control
Yeah that's cool and all but I don't remember asking
There is a chance he will come back, but unfortunately it may only be because the frequency of painful psychotic episodes as a response to the drugs is increasing.
If only because of that, he gets his life on track, I would first be annoyed because I would have to guide him through a less painful schizophrenic experience and then glad that he isn't such an annoying little bitch anymore
Yeah thats cool and all but I don't remember asking
Give him the full opium experience and kick him out so he can live under a fucking railway bridge.
Makes perfect sense, the kind of guy that'd inject a substance into his blood is also the kind of guy that'd be outgoing and obnoxious and "take chances", eventually netting a money providing gf
My little brother was the same addicts are insufferable faggots
How are you even proud you "85%" LMAO you live at your dad and moms house in THEIR room man you are a pussy and a faggot
The good news is he will suck you off for money
>Not mentioning how he should cum in his ass for the full xp
I bought the supplies, put in the flooring, painted the walls, and built the furniture, the only thing is I need to bring my books back in and nail in the molding.
I threw away 10 bags of trash too out of both rooms and took down a twin bunk bed frame.
considering I have recovered from schizo while doing that, i am proud of it so far but growing increasingly depressed that I cant finish it because im waiting formy brother to finish his floor so I can take his stuff out of my room
Junkie retards ought to bite the bullet. You had a choice.
Why do you have a sleep log? Also do your parents not hear the noise? Why won't they do anything about the heroin?
you never fucked up before user? you've been a perfect little angel all your life huh?
fuck off. your extreme stance doesn't stand the test of logical extremes.
Because I have schizo induced insomnia and cptsd, they feast off of each other. I am incapable of sleeping unless my environment is quiet, even if I take sleeping pills, exercise for an entire day, take a warm shower, and drink tea.
Its incredibly dumb, I wish it didn't happen either and think its as annoying as you imagine it to be. I have been keeping this to show my psych in hopes of getting help. Unfortunately don't have a pic, would have to switch to mobile.
there's a difference between an accidental fuck up and making the choice to repeatedly use a dangerous and addictive substance until you develop a reliance on it.
fuck off junkie faggot.
When was the last time you got TOPPED? I fear you are actually a homosexual and need to get this fixed
based, junkie trash deserve everything that happens to them.
Oh, and they don't hear it because thats how autistically anal my brain is about noise. I don't argue about it if its quieter than it is during the day, so I go to sleep when he does, 2-6am
They don't do anything because my entire family has been or is addicted to something, and hes been doing heroin for 7 years and has actively been trying to recover
I am not insecure in my sexuality, but ill top you
I see you using mental health as a excuse to being a literal loser and faggot
I bet he will steal from you lol, and prob fuck your bussy if he gets a chance
user, im not using my mental health as an excuse for being a loser, I work every day towards improving myself. I work out, diet, clean, learn, and study every day
Well now I am curious what does your room look like? Why not show us so we can at least get what the 85% is and how trashy bros is
Oh fuck off you stupid retard
I see you or people like you trolling constantly
It isn't even funny, and if it isn't trolling go fuck yourself
I like how you failed to say you have a job, not surprised you loser faggot
what is the point exactly of you including the flooring bullshit in the story? we get it, you live in an abandoned shack that needs shit tons of structural work done, why the fuck do you keep mentioning it lmao, i think you're on heroin too OP.
Another angry closet tranny wannabe
Good for you user, forget the other bitter guy
You gotta sleep a little bit more than 4 hours man. You need to really go see a therapist that specializes in sleep hygiene alongside medication that would put you to sleep.
>work out
Walks to the bathroom and pees on the floor
>diet
Nuggets and sperm
>clean
Shower 1 time a month
>learn
Fap to new traps
>study
Looking at hard dicks online 8 hours a day
Well do you or your brother have the biggest penis? How did you see it?