Do you ever feel like you're being watched?

Do you ever feel like you're being watched?
And i mean like constantly being watched by someone or something?

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i had to stop smoking weed because it made me think that everyone in my life was a literal spy out to get me

I try not to think of anything important or personal on the bus incase of people on the bus reading my mind.

I believe it too, because very often it's true. In some way the actions you take are catalogued across the internet, security cameras, transactions, and word of mouth. Not even getting into the spiritual side of things where I seriously think that certain places act as a crossroads on time. It's like walking through an empty train track and you have that feeling that many people have been there before even though it is empty. The people who walked the tracks before you felt the same way and now you are that person. The media we consume shapes an outlook of how time and space works, when really it's a lot more about ephemera and random chance. So yes, people are watching you in the present, but rest assured that the people trying to watch you in the past and future can only see what you leave them or what you impact. You really are constantly being watched by whoever is reminded of you.

Dont break the 4th wall man, just pretend they are not there

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Maybe they are
I don't think people can read my mind but I feel like i'm being follow when i go on nightwalks.
I guess that kind of makes sense. The people of the past may be also watching me but i just feel like someone is out to get me you know?
What did he mean by this

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>What did he mean by this
Who you fuckin with boii

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No, but my entire life i behave like someone is sitting right next besides me
Im never alone

I guess that's a good question to ask myself but i still feel like someone is out to get me and i don't know what for or why. Maybe someone is out to get me for all the mean and bad things i've done?

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>Maybe someone is out to get me for all the mean and bad things i've done?
Yes, i know him too

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I take my meds but i still feel paranoid. I can't go outside without thinking people are watching me or someone is going to run straight at me with a knife.

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no because im not schizophrenic
and even if i were im probably not narcissistic to the point of believing that im important enough to be worth stalking or following
even if there were a "truth" and i figured it out, it literally doesnt matter, i dont have the power to do anything about it and nobodys gonna believe me anyway, the powers-that-be wouldnt give a single solitary fuck about my existence
you are without a doubt worthless, insignificant and alone, make no mistake, let that be your reassurance

you can still get mugged though, watch out for nigs

I get that. Maybe just dont go outside then? Theres nothing to do anyway especially with no money.

Unless we talkin woods. Go to the woods.

yeah i do get that feeling. when i really think about it its just years of stress. like i want to cry but if i cry then i am labeled weak and permanently discarded. i feel like i can never be my true self. like my true true deep desires are socially unnacceptable. idk.

I know i'm not important or anything but I always feel like there is danger around me.
I don't go outside much anymore but sometimes when i walk around the house i feel like someone is watching. It feel like there is less danger around which is good.
Why do you care so much about what others think? Crying is ok you know?

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Back to square one

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You ever listen to songs or actually read their lyrics and so many of them (from different genres) say pretty much the same thing or have a similar "message"?

I used to not really absorb lyrics when I was younger but now I can look up lyrics for songs and pretty much read the same thing over and over again

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it's hard to not think about it. How do you do it? How do you not think about it?
I guess i kind of notice that. I don't really get absorbed in the lyrics

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I take solace in the fact that maybe one day i will join them and be watching someone too haha

Weed does a similar thing to me and I cant really live without other drugs as this point. When completely sober I'm so "depressed" and down on myself and my body / mind are just and tired beyond repair. I'm such a piece of shit, it sucks

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Killing yourself is the only way "out", even then it might just get worse after death

Eternity might be very painful

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watching someone can be comfy i think.
cute satania picture

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unless you're part of a cult, pissed off a cult like scientology, pissed someone off, have trade secrets or some or sort of top secret shit you some how know about, are part of or close to people who are extremists, lefties or righties it doesn't matter. like black lives matter or stormfront. I don't see why someone would be tracking you or watching you.

At most we all have AI systems tracking us so they can advertise shit to us. Which is easy to block with browser addons Everything you do on the internet is tracked and logged some websites like facebook will use the facebook embed button to track what websites you visit.

I wont kill myself if eternity is more painful than living
I just know someone or something is watching me. I just know it

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Yes. It's easy enough to mute if you ask yourself why you care. It's also equally possible to turn on when you distrust something.

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marijuana can aggravate symptoms of schizophrenia

>I wont kill myself if eternity is more painful than living

but we're gonna die regardless...I try to tell myself life is worth living if eternity is gonna be shit no matter what, but it doesn't matter / killing yourself is probably the better option

I'm sure I would have done it ages ago if I had a shotgun

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Yes, I know what's watching me though. They're called Archons in Gnosticism. The Archons are very interested in what I'm doing. I can't blame them. They're all tuning in to watch the show that'll last for the next 20-30 years. And what a show it'll be.

What do you reckon happens when the show breaths its last breath?

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the thing is that i don't trust anything or anyone
I think i would have killed myself too if i had a gun but maybe the after life isn't so bad? I would be ok with being a ghost and watching how other people live their life.
are you saying that your life is a show? This reminds me of a movie I watched

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Have you ever asked yourself why you don't trust anything or anyone?

I know for a fact people talk shit about me over the internet

because i'm scared that anything or anyone can hurt me
is it people you know?
I also would like to know

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Why do you care? People talk shit about people they've never interacted with all the time.

>is it people you know?
some i've probably interacted with before. for the most part i'm sure it's just people who've heard things
fair enough. idk it gets to me

Anything and anyone can hurt you, but why is that a problem. There are a lot of safety nets in place to prevent such conduct. If they fail, have enough knowledge to know how to deal with and combat the situation.

But why does it get to you? The only effect shit talking has is shifting someone's perspective of you, but if that shit talking is inaccurate to begin with, it falls apart based on demonstration suggesting the opposite.

well that sucks
I know there are but i still get scared about getting hurt by someone or something. Bad things always happened to me

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Like what? Bad things happen on the internet, and you get hurt on the internet as well.