How do I cope? How do I get past it? Every single day counts and I'm only getting older and more jaded

How do I cope? How do I get past it? Every single day counts and I'm only getting older and more jaded.

I never had a high school experience, I never had a Highschool girlfriend, I'll never know what it's like to take a girl's virginity, I'll never know what a 16 year old girl loving you as her first love feels like, I'm turning 21 next month, and I'll be a 21 year old kissless virgin.

Women like me, non virgin women like me, 18 and 24 alike, average and below average, even a low level underwear model liked me, a lot actually.

And you know what I do? I get close to them get their feelings to the point where I know they'd give their bodies to me and then I turn them down.

I don't fucking want their used tattooed hag bodies, I don't fucking want some highschool Chad's sloppy seconds, what am I supposed to be fucking grateful I only became popular after highschool? I suddenly become cool and NOW you all want me? You're fucking nothing to me you disgusting bitch, I don't want your slimy cum cave of a pussy, I want young tight clean virgin pussy and I don't deserve anything less!

Here I am making good money for someone my age, with hair and a face that turns heads on the street, I get cute girls talking to me, and ask how old I am and I'd say 19, and they'd be 'oh no you're too old' how old are you I ask? AND THEY'RE FUCKING 16-17 LIKE WHAT? Two years is too much?!? What the fucking hell has happened to society? My grandfather is 8 fucking years older than my grandmother, these girls can't wait a fucking year before letting some 16 year old loser drug dealer deflower their precious hymen? Then as soon as they turn 18 "oh I'm so sorry user I just didn't know what I was doing, he's a losrler without a job now"

I FUCKING KNOW THAT BITCH YOU HAD ZERO FUCKING STANDARDS WHORE.

It makes me want to slap these stupid girls right across their stupid smug face, and that doesn't deter them, you know why?
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BECAUSE THE ANGRIER I AM AT THEM THE MORE THEY FUCKING WANT ME! When I tell them I think they're disgusting and that they need punishment for their past mistakes, that only makes their soggy thot pussies even wetter.

I REFUSE TO HAVE SEX UNLESS SHE IS A VIRGIN NO OLDER THAN 19, IF I FIND THAT I'LL FUCKING MARRY YOU, BUT ANYTHING LESS THAN MY STANDARDS CAN GO EAT SHIT OUT OF A DUMPSTER.

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Eh I lost my virginity at 19 and took 2 girls virginity so far after that

>Caring about the opinion of used goods
kek

>implying i could get a gf in high school
Mama tried and so did I.

who gives a fuck about "experiences"? They never happened so they are nothing but spooks.
my life is so egregiously bad. you think i care about women??

How old were they user? We're they cute? Please you're giving me hope.

You can't. I lost my virginity at 23 and eventually became the Chad everyone here aspires to be, yet I'm still jaded about missing out on teen love. No matter the amount of women I can fuck, I'll never make up for it. Hell not even a foursome with top tier pussy would fix me. I hate this world so much.

I know that feel bro, to the 200%

>Wasting ur life regretting what u never got to experience

Guys all of this pent up anger will get you nowhere in life here's what you need to do

>Lift 4-6 times a week
>Mew
>Make 100K a year
>Wear good clothes
>Eat right
>Get rejected until it doesn't hurt no more

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Dude, that's not the issue, surplus of roastie used second hand pussy is right there for me if I wanted. Thing is I'm disgusted by it and despise it with every fiber of my being, when all I want is prime teen virgin egirl white wife material and can't have it because I'm 21.

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Forgot to say, if I found an 18 year old virgin as pretty as pic related my life would be set, thing is, that doesn't exist, I'm stuck in a fantasy bro.

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this! Just get rich, attractive and a social butterfly

Well yeah it would have felt good but you still have time. Are you afraid it wouldn't feel that good anymore if you loved someone now? You would be probably right, your teenage brain isn't as traumatised as your adult brain and you had a healthier brain back then, but when you discover love again you will be starstruck and won't ever expect it to feel that good, trust me. Don't ever give up, ever. I am doing nofap forever, I have no idea how life will be in 10 years.

It's not about my age, as much as it's about my shitty options now, I'm no longer allowed to socialize with Teenagers anymore, and girls in their 20s are all single mothers who've let themselves go.

I just want a teenage virgin waifu to myself damnit.

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>sets unrealistic standards
>cries b/c they can't be met
guess you might as well kys then

STFU dude, other people have had what I want and as long as I know people like that live I will never be satisfied until I can be one of them.

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>yeah bro just do a bunch of shit you don't want to do with the one life you have just so you can get to that disappointing finish line of a warm place to stick your dingus

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Nobody else romanticizes teen love like that for a reason. it isn't that great.

What you are saying when you miss teen love is actually "I am a manchild"

I experienced teen love and I fucking assure you that it isn't as amazing as you think it is.

Because you experienced it, now shut up.

I wanted that apple you had and I don't care if you think it wasn't good, let me determine that for myself.

Men need to have goals to achieve, I have plenty of goals and they can change, but that's the one goal I've never fulfilled and I'll never let it go. I'd just like an 18 year old beautiful white church girl please.

I embrace the pain, become an initiate in asceticism.
Adversity and existence are one and the same.

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i am going to directly contradict you and say it was the best thing that happened to me

You could say the same about food and shelter, but to children starving in africa it's not really the case. Why can't people just be grateful for what they have?

this
> I want young tight clean virgin pussy and I don't deserve anything less!
you are a psychopath OP...

You cope by learning to let go. Can't change the past so fuck it man, take today to appreciate what you do have.

fucking deal with it then
what if i am?
are you gonna tell me i'm a worst person then you?
what's that gonna accomplish?

maybe think about how life is a pointless ruse and the "goal" of it is to be happy

it's beneficial to be a psycho in today's society

Why even bother being jaded about this user? I've had two gfs, loved them with all my heart, and now I'm crushed and more miserable than I was a virgin.

Relationships aren't worth it in >2020.

-t 28 y/o

You're not op, but I understand where you're coming from.
Shut up bitch, I'm just a guy who isn't afraid to admit what I want unlike you coward.

it's always something like this:

you couldn't do it and now you tell everyone that it's not worth it

let me determine that by myself

but yeah in general you shouldn't even bother with girls anymore but i'm coming from a place with lots of confidence so of course i'm gonna say "i can do it" even if it's unrealistic and probably a bad idea

yeah sorry, I thought you left
so i just took over lol

I wish I was younger and still had hope like you. Godspeed user. I'm done and broken.