Why haven't you gotten an HRT prescription yet?

Were you not bothered about growing tits? Its pretty much the only off putting thing for me

Why won't you ask the audience that pertains to your content? Is that too hard for (((YOU)))

>>/lgbt/

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Because as easy a transition as I would have I'm not a tranny.

Bica gives you minimal tits, just because of the way it works. Worst comes to worst, there's always gyno surgery (you're already pumping yourself full of drugs for vanity reasons so cosmetic surgery is not far off)

>the body you can achieve through hard work and self improvement
vs
>a delusional fantasy you attempt to achieve by guzzling artificial hormones which make you sterile and even less mentally stable
go join the 41% you lying sack of shit

because i can't "be a guy". my dysphoria is pretty severe, i've showered in the dark since i was like 12. my genitals and secondary sex characteristics cause me a lot of distress. also resulted in me dissociating throughout most of my teenage years so i don't remember like anything except for puberty being kinda traumatic. I just want to feel like myself and blend in. It would definitely be easier if i could be a guy, socially and financially. But mentally I know i couldn't do it. I'm almost exclusively attracted to men and have no issues with that, my transition is purely to treat my dysphoria.

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I'm too tall to be qt trap

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ahem
this boy is 6'4. didn't take any hormone shit either!

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>showered in the dark since I was 12
Why?

>my genitals and secondary sex characteristics cause me a lot of distress
Why?

>I just want to feel like myself and blend in
Sounds like you didn't have these problems before becoming 12.

> But mentally I know i couldn't do it.
Why?

>I'm almost exclusively attracted to men and have no issues with that, my transition is purely to treat my dysphoria.
The fact that you said almost exclusively proves there's still some hope for you.

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that picture is bullshit, never had an interest in lesbian or solo female porn and still became a tranny

because it feels "wrong" and every morning i wake up my brain has to come to terms with the fact that it's existing in a foreign body.
>Sounds like you didn't have these problems before becoming 12.
I was bullied for liking boys and being too girly since i was like 7. i first told family i "shouldn't" be a boy when i was 6 or 7. This has been around since before I was 12 lol.
>Why?
dysphoria.
>The fact that you said almost exclusively proves there's still some hope for you.
What? Even if i lived as a guy I'd still be attracted to men. I have dysphoria though, and there's not much I can do about that other than transition. It's not perfect but it's the only thing that's ever worked.

You don't have to go for lesbian porn to end up a tranny. Pic related.

>because it feels "wrong" and every morning i wake up my brain has to come to terms with the fact that it's existing in a foreign body.
It sounds like you're trying to convince yourself your in a foreign body to placate whatever feeling you don't want to have.

>I was bullied for liking boys and being too girly since i was like 7. i first told family i "shouldn't" be a boy when i was 6 or 7. This has been around since before I was 12 lol.
We're you abused as a child? And what does like mean in that context? Also, where did these ideas originate from when you were a child?

>What? Even if i lived as a guy I'd still be attracted to men. I have dysphoria though, and there's not much I can do about that other than transition. It's not perfect but it's the only thing that's ever worked.
What is your definition of attraction in comparison to the like when you were 6?

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>It sounds like you're trying to convince yourself your in a foreign body to placate whatever feeling you don't want to have.
what? that's just how it feels lol. i dissociated through my teen years pretty heavily.

>We're you abused as a child? And what does like mean in that context? Also, where did these ideas originate from when you were a child?
Doesn't really mean anything besides the fact that I've been struggling with this literally as long as i can remember. from the moment my consciousness was ripped from the void and placed into this flesh-prison i've known that it's wrong.
>What is your definition of attraction in comparison to the like when you were 6?
I don't know? i saw boys and thought they were cute, i was a kid. i wouldn't say i have a definition of attraction. I just know I like men. I like guys with good personalities, that i can enjoy being around and spending time with, and someone who's affectionate. i'm attracted to men. what else do i say? lol

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Don't need a prescription for indian online pharmacy.

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>And what does like mean in that context?
i'm attracted to guys.
>We're you abused as a child?
not really. not until after all of this stuff came up, which is why i was abused and the abuse is why i tried to repress.
>Also, where did these ideas originate from when you were a child?
no idea. it's just always been there.

>what? that's just how it feels lol. i dissociated through my teen years pretty heavily.
And that only reinforced the feeling.

>Doesn't really mean anything besides the fact that I've been struggling with this literally as long as i can remember.
You're not going to get to the root of this feeling if you don't understand what you meant in that context. What did like mean, and were you ever abused as a child?

>from the moment my consciousness was ripped from the void and placed into this flesh-prison i've known that it's wrong.
Because something doesn't feel right, you assume you being in your body is wrong? You even said this problem started when you were 6 or 7.

>I don't know? i saw boys and thought they were cute, i was a kid. i wouldn't say i have a definition of attraction. I just know I like men. I like guys with good personalities, that i can enjoy being around and spending time with, and someone who's affectionate. i'm attracted to men. what else do i say? lol
"What does the statement I like men" mean? Define what it means to like and define what attraction is.

>i'm attracted to guys.
Does that mean you were attracted to boys when you were 6 or 7?

>not really. not until after all of this stuff came up, which is why i was abused and the abuse is why i tried to repress.
So you're saying the abuse just started happening after you were 6 or 7? If it was by someone close to you, how do you know it wasn't happening before?

>no idea. it's just always been there.
That's not how ideas and feelings work. There's always an origin for feelings like those.

>What did like mean, and were you ever abused as a child?
see "like" as a 6 or 7 year old just means that i thought they were cute. i saw a boy i thought was cute and got that feeling in my stomach that felt like butterflies and i just wanted to hug him, hold hands, etc. kid stuff. never really felt that way about girls. i find it easier to have an emotional connection with women, but a lot of guys are just kinda closed off so that's prob why.
>Because something doesn't feel right, you assume you being in your body is wrong? You even said this problem started when you were 6 or 7.
I didn't say it started when i was 6 or 7, i said that's when i vocalized it. which is true. i've felt this way my whole life. but when i finally said something aloud and insisted on it, i started getting physically and verbally abused. I felt like my body was wrong because my genitals felt wrong. Puberty was traumatic because my body just felt like it was going in the complete wrong direction and there was nothing i could do to stop it. and that's when sexed features start to become more prominent.
>Does that mean you were attracted to boys when you were 6 or 7?
yes
>So you're saying the abuse just started happening after you were 6 or 7? If it was by someone close to you, how do you know it wasn't happening before?
it wasn't sexual. it was physical and verbal abuse *because* i didn't want to be a boy, and because i liked other boys.
>That's not how ideas and feelings work. There's always an origin for feelings like those.
Then i don't know.

>I didn't say it started when i was 6 or 7, i said that's when i vocalized it. which is true. i've felt this way my whole life.
Are you claiming that from the moment you were born, you felt like this?

>I felt like my body was wrong because my genitals felt wrong.
Wrong how?

>Puberty was traumatic because my body just felt like it was going in the complete wrong direction and there was nothing i could do to stop it. and that's when sexed features start to become more prominent.
So did you just spend all of your freedom dwelling on this feeling and continuously reinforce it with your attention to the issue?

>i saw a boy i thought was cute and got that feeling in my stomach that felt like butterflies and i just wanted to hug him, hold hands, etc. kid stuff
Do you have any idea what qualities triggered this feeling?

>Then i don't know.
Are you sure you've never been sexually abused?

Which indian online pharmacy?

>Are you claiming that from the moment you were born, you felt like this?
for as long as i can remember
>Wrong how?
I see what's there and it doesn't feel like it's attached to me. Or at least that it shouldn't be. Touching, seeing, etc, being reminded of it makes me panic because it's like i remembered what's there and i know it shouldn't be. it's like there's a map of my body in my head and it doesn't match the body i'm actually inhabiting.
>So did you just spend all of your freedom dwelling on this feeling and continuously reinforce it with your attention to the issue?
I don't know really. It's not like I wanted to think about it, the feelings just came up whenever I was faced with my body, voice, etc. If I saw my reflection then it just filled me with disgust.
>Do you have any idea what qualities triggered this feeling?
Not sure. I like confidence, and I think I did at the time too without really realizing it. Guys who are just charismatic are cute. And even at that age there are more "outgoing" kids. That combined with an attractive appearance probably does it.
>Are you sure you've never been sexually abused?
I know I was but at 10 or so, and by an older teenage guy in the neighborhood. I don't see that as very relevant though.

you cannot achieve the body on the left without hormones though

I have started working towards becoming more feminine. I'm eating healthy and drinking nothing but water and also snacking only on veggies, fruits and nuts with high pythoestrogen levels. I have made myself a workout routine that I'm now following rigorously for maximum legs/ass growth. I can't wait for that day when my physique finally meets my standards and I just shave all my hair off and lock my privates into my chastity device and take my anal virginity with a dildo. I might be tall at 6'1 and I know it's not ideal but hopefully someone out there will enjoy that.

>for as long as i can remember
So is that 6 or 7, or 3-5?

>I see what's there and it doesn't feel like it's attached to me. Or at least that it shouldn't be. Touching, seeing, etc, being reminded of it makes me panic because it's like i remembered what's there and i know it shouldn't be. it's like there's a map of my body in my head and it doesn't match the body i'm actually inhabiting.
Why does it feel like it doesn't belong there or is attached to you? Do you feel like there are parts of your body map that aren't attached to you?

>the feelings just came up whenever I was faced with my body, voice, etc. If I saw my reflection then it just filled me with disgust.
Have you ever thought of changing your view of your body, considering it in a different light instead of gravitating towards the emotions of disgust.

>Not sure. I like confidence, and I think I did at the time too without really realizing it. Guys who are just charismatic are cute. And even at that age there are more "outgoing" kids. That combined with an attractive appearance probably does it.
What do you define as an attractive appearance, and what would you think of these qualities being attributed to women?

>I know I was but at 10 or so, and by an older teenage guy in the neighborhood. I don't see that as very relevant though.
The general idea is that most self proclaimed gay people didn't start out as gay, but became gay, often times due to abuse. Perhaps what you were feeling back then was not sexual attraction, but as a result of your abuse at 10, you rationalized it as such and followed that line of reasoning during adolescence when you were learning about puberty and the body.

because I dont hate my masculinity just because nobody will fuck me retard

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