I'm not special

Hopefully
I genuinely want this to stop
Dude, I can't
In my entire life I must have finished close to 3 vidya, and it's an approximation since I actually don't remember them
Also "finished" means I've done the main story
I'm bored too quickly, even if I enjoyed the experience, it starts becoming a chore

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you are you.
there is no one who is like you and its all right to feel that way, what matters most is what you do with those feelings.

What am I supposed to do with them? I can't just ignore the fact that everyone around me at least has something going for them
And I have nothing

think about it like this: you are the best in the world at being you. Even the greatest person in the world would have to put a lot of effort into trying to be like you, but for you it takes no effort. You are you naturally, without thinking about it. You are unique.

find someone with purpose or need and you'll overcome that fast. you have albitly so you have potential your lucky these days most of the work is done imagine trying to make something of yourself with no learning and hand tools and even then some of the best stuff came from people like that

Why would anybody want to be a walking breathing sack of dung?

from nothing comes nothing you have to do at least something.
Even if it means just taking a pencil and paper, draw something even though you might not be good doing it but it doesn't matter, its the fun of doing it, that's important and you should learn maybe that first.

What do you mean?
I should find someone to care about me, did I understand that right?
I'm living alone and I never had a gf, I have a few friends, and while I like them, they have the power to do things, and I'm jealous of them
My family is full of creative people
My mom used to draw and she was a fucking talent let me tell you, she also sings
My dad is a self taught piano genius, when he plays it's like he deconstructs and rebuilds music it's honestly amazing, I think he should play solo because his musics stands out so much from the others
My sister draws a lot and has an amazing singing voice. She is also a fast learner, currently learning multiple languages. She can speak english, french, german, spanish, and she started learning japanese
My few friends are not geniuses I would say, but they have at least one thing they are very good at
What the fuck am I? A talentless nobody that's who

I've tried already, multiple times as a matter of fact
Even when I do fun things it doesn't stick, I can't build habits
I like discovering new hobbies, I like learning new things, but after a while I stop caring

If you like discovering new hobbies then you haven't found the right one.
Search until one stick.

You don't understand how many things I've tried
And it's not like I don't like the hobby, it's just me losing focus after a few weeks, days, or maybe hours
I've tried
Editing videos
Filming videos
Playing music
Making music
Drawing/Painting
2d design
Learning maths, physics, or bio
Model making
3D model making
Web programming
Software programming
Sys administration
Pc hardware stuff
Cybersecurity
Networking
Level design
Game design
Game programming
Writing stories
World building
Lockpicking
Cooking
Singing
Rollerblading
Swimming
Gaming solo
VR gaming
Learning a competitive vidya
Tabletop games
Never tried tabletop rpgs since I don't know anybody in the hobby
RC planes/drones
and many more stuff I don't have in mind
Isn't this enough?
And it's not like I don't enjoy what I've tried, I was interested in the first place

And I know theses hobbies I've tried are still interesting to me because I found myself retrying after a while
It's so fucking tiresome

Andddddd everyone is gone

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just make osu beatmaps ez clap

Forgot to add that to the list

at least you tried more things than me, all I did my whole life was playing vidya and drawing a bit when I was a kid

maybe some sports or music related stuff?
reading?

you have to reach the point beyond getting bored. just make it habitual and then you might enjoy it, maybe not in the way you want but idk.

Find your own happiness in the little things

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Knowing your not special is the essential cope though. Have you tried meditating and finding out just how not special you really are?

I used to swim a lot because my mom wanted me to do sports
I enjoyed swimming but I was becoming too much of a chore so I stopped
When I was a kid I did some judo too, even skipped a belt
Music I've tried playing piano, guitar, harmonica, right now I'm eyeing basses but I'm restraining myself because I don't want to waste money on yet another thing I'll give up
Oh yeah I used to read a bit, mostly SF novels because it's fun, I read also a lot of Scrooge comics, back at home I have a metric ton of them
I love don rosa's stuff

I've tried meditation too but it's hard to do it on the regular

That's the thing, it's fucking hard to keep doing things I enjoy