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This is great. Improvise around the same notes until you find something that feels like it could follow from this bit.

Been a neet for a month because of coronavirus. Just applied to target today though. I really don't want to work with food again but if these retail places don't call me i might have to.

Is therapyanon legit back, or is some user just trying to fuck with us?

It's legit me but I am not back. I just wanted to know how you were, against my best interests.

Ask me anything to test me. I won't prove anything in any other way.

What made you leave Yas Forums and/or /adv/ in the first place? Hell, what made you come back, then? Not judging, but genuinely curious.

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I edged for four hours today, didn't sleep well so I was in the self-destructive mood

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Got tired of getting banned/deleted/etc. Moderators moved me from here to /adv/, and once I was on /adv/, I got outright deleted and banned again. It became too much effort for volunteer work, so I stopped.

I do my best to resist the urge to come here and try to help. It's not doing me any good, and I'm not sure it helps you at all.

As things progress, I become less and less optimistic. There's also that.

How painful is your dick right now?

I've been reading and playing an MMO
Have yet to find any mental health professionals near me that actually take insurance and then this pandemic happened
Things were looking up before it, I had plans with a friend that was flying in and was starting to feel better and hopeful
Now I've accepted the universe has something against me

Playing Halo 2 and drinking. Decent way to pass the time.

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>I do my best to resist the urge to come here and try to help.
(I'm writing this all under the assumption that it's actually you and that you were and still are genuinely trying to help)
That sucks. Did the mods ever give you reasons for that happening to you? Honestly, if it weren't for the bans, would you post on here or /adv/ as normal?

Honestly, I really enjoyed your threads and I think you genuinely helped helped at least a few anons, but I also did feel you were almost pushed into the role of a "makeshift mom", if you will, for a lot of anons. That does seem like it would become depressing and joyless quickly.

If you say you're becoming less optimistic, is it because of us this board, or more general things you've experienced?

Things will settle down, give it time. Put everything on hold and wait it out. It will blow over.

Not too bad considering my bladder filled up twice whilst doing the deed so that helped somewhat I did have a red band on my head but that's all but gone now

>(I'm writing this all under the assumption that it's actually you and that you were and still are genuinely trying to help)
It is me. I was always genuine.

>Did the mods ever give you reasons for that happening to you?
My second or third thread on /adv/ got deleted for some dubious reason, if any was given. I don't remember one, my thread just got deleted and that was that. For all I know, nothing I did was against the rules, but as often, people on Yas Forums don't take kindly to anons with tripcodes. So I got unofficially removed from /adv/ after having been forcefully moved over there. At this point I sent it all to hell and never looked back. (Except when I did and gave advice anonymously.)

>but I also did feel you were almost pushed into the role of a "makeshift mom", if you will, for a lot of anons.
Which is often the role a therapist takes on during therapy: the person that cares for you and helps you grow. When your parents didn't do that for you, it does help to have someone do it, even if it's different, and done differently, it still counts. People here need to know that everybody needs somebody, and that they too can be somebody's somebody. It works both ways. Never give up, kings.

>If you say you're becoming less optimistic, is it because of us this board, or more general things you've experienced?
I hate this website with the strength of a thousand Chernobyls. It's applied autism and mental illness so often that it makes me sick. Despite not being active here, I still spend countless hours debating motherfuckers but the idiocy gets under my skin and I know I'd be better off away from here, working on my projects or just having fun any other way.

If anything, the people who genuinely want help on this board are the better part of this whole place.

>be me
>be therapyanon
>leave robots alone for a few months
>ENTIRE PLANET IS NEETS

I fucked up, bros.

im too tired for lots of writing or conversation right now, just wanted to quickly say how nice those threads of you were.

hOPe to catch you again another time to have a chat. im going to bed now, have a nice evening/night, i really hope you are doing well.

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>It is me. I was always genuine.
Well, I didn't mean to of course, but it's hard not to on a site like this.
>People here need to know that everybody needs somebody, and that they too can be somebody's somebody. It works both ways. Never give up, kings.
>I hate this website with the strength of a thousand Chernobyls. It's applied autism and mental illness so often that it makes me sick.
I don't disagree, but ultimately, getting past this extreme sense of self-loathing, which is what this whole site ultimately operates under, is akin to a purely herculean task.
I'm sure you mean well, but to be brutally honest, if you actually literally spent hours a day arguing with anons on here you might just have gotten yourself into a long-lasting arrangement from which there is nothing to gain, but utter disappointment.

You said it yourself, you want to be joyful in your own little bubble, but ultimately you see all these utterly stupid motherfuckers and you wish you could fix them, but no matter how much you argue, it never works. I hope I'm not getting off-track here and I don't say that with any sense of mockery or the like. I think I feel the same way too, but all I can do is to tell once again reassure you that, yes, it is almost entirely useless to go on this site and try to change hearts and minds.

I don't really know what to do about the people that you've described in your last paragraph. You're probably better off finding them in internet communities that are aimed at teens and ultimately children, because those are still young enough to be much less hateful and more eager to be saved.

>just wanted to quickly say how nice those threads of you were.
I appreciate your words. Nice painting, wouldn't have guessed this was Klimt.

>hOPe to catch you again another time to have a chat. im going to bed now, have a nice evening/night, i really hope you are doing well.
I may come by occasionally. You take care, user.

>getting past this extreme sense of self-loathing, which is what this whole site ultimately operates under, is akin to a purely herculean task.
That is very true. But remember this: you are not the only one. And those with your experience, especially women, will have a sense that their own experience is reflected in yours. They will see it in your eyes. It's about compatibility, not competition. You will find what you need in life if you try long enough, not that it needs to take forever, but without opportunities, nothing ever happens.

>Who dares wins

The universe will help you if you try.

>I'm sure you mean well, but to be brutally honest, if you actually literally spent hours a day arguing with anons on here you might just have gotten yourself into a long-lasting arrangement from which there is nothing to gain, but utter disappointment.
Indeed. I have incurable optimism. I cannot resist the opportunity to perhaps influence someone for the better. I am literally the person who gets mad because someone is wrong on the Internet.

>it is almost entirely useless to go on this site and try to change hearts and minds.
You're right. I was often told to focus on those who want help, and I have tried to do that, but I have also spent forever fighting dickbags. Might as well slay windmills.

I'll likely have to cancel instead of just put on hold unless I can work again soon since I got denied unemployment

Cool to see you're stil laround. nothing much going on here with the restricitions and all, my workplace closed down temporarily so I just spend the time at my parents place since it's much nicer on the countryside. I literally get paid to sit on my ass and play video games, thank god I'm not a burger.

I must go, but I will read your updates.

You all take care and don't give up! Stay strong and hopeful.

All my love.

>All my love.
I want it all for me slut.

too bad but you can have my cock instead faggot