How do you get strong feelings for things...

I'm the nature fag in this thread, I'd assume I have schizophrenia but I don't get any hallucinations sadly :(

>sadly
hallucinations don't sound very fun. i don't get hallucinations but i do have delusions and shit and i fit all the other characteristics. i'm probably just schizoid or schizotypal.

I wish I had hallucinations so I could post on /x/ about bigfoot and skinwalkers and shit, would probably add a lot more meaning to my life.

hm i guess so. it would be nice if i had voices in my head to talk to but i already talk to myself constantly so that's almost as good. i tried to make a tulpa but i can't figure it out.

Tulpa shit is pretty fake unless you actually have schizophrenia, /x/ shit would probably be really documented if it were real

I think tulpa shit only truly works if you had at least minor trauma as a kid that taught your brain how to split up identity as a coping mechanism.

i kind of have a tulpa because i involuntarily talk to myself all the time and respond to myself like it was another person, but it's not really a tulpa because it's just me talking to myself not a separate personality or anything

Oh yeah, trauma induced hallucinations make sense. It's interesting to think about how a lot of superstitions are probably based in human psychology

I dont have hallucinations nor am I any sort of schizo and I post about shit like that on /x/. Its hardly a requirement to believe in strange things like that.

Identity separation isn't an hallucination. Brains can hold multiple identity states in many disorders like DID and BPD. Basically it's just a brain being extra creative in order to survive an otherwise survivable situation as a kid.

That makes sense, it's been a while since psychology class lol. My point about it being interesting still stands though

Schizoid =/= Schizo-typical =/= Schizophrenic

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Life itself is just a long dull pain it's a unique sort of bad feeling knowing that you're doomed and that life will just get increasingly worse from how bad it is already, not particularly strong most of the time i guess because of how much time do i have to get used to it, i guess i'm just sick of it, that it sucks but doesn't move me to do anything, i would trade it for a strong feeling of despair all the time instead of like this, if i could just stop being able to function and made it really apparent i would get help or end up homeless or kill myself, really any change is welcome and i'm really afraid that when things get really worse i'll keep being like this but in a even worse way, i really wish i could care more about thing and be able to cry about it, i think i'll die before even crying about it or showing any emotion and having some sort of release, like a death by a thousand cuts is a good example i think, no being able to cry or reaching that point really is the worse, crying is one of the best feelings there is. Also i've really thought about it going walking in the woods or something but there isn't any places to do that near me that i can get to or any anywhere that i know about really, i really don't live in a place inducive to anything enjoyable if you don't have connections with other people so it's really hard.
I'm trying to, i've been doing every weekend for some time too but i've been steeping up lately because of no work of whatever since the corona stuff, it's very therapeutic, it's one the few times life feels great, it enhances everything, even if enhances bad feelings it's still way better than being sober because it feels more, kind of weird to explain it.
I wish, any strong feeling i get leaves me wanting more after even if it's a bad one, in a way feeling very bad means i care so maybe it's that.

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Where are you from OP? I'll take you on a trip to the woods.

You're blessed either way, i wish i could feel bad, really bad and cry about it and do stupid shit, i'm pretty sure i could get some hard anti depressants if i really wanted but i really don't want to go through all that process and i don't think i can open up that well.
I feel very little hope all the time, i've been through a lot of very anxious situations but that never made me cry either and generally an anxious person but everyday stuff don't make me cry or feel strongly about i don't really show any emotions to anyone though and i don't really care to show it, i wish i could feel more strongly about everything and just indulge myself on it by myself really.
Not really, there's one person i care about and it made me realize i'll cherish even bad feelings if they are strong enough or for the right reasons.
I love you.
No, furries are disgusting.
I live an ocean away from you.

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what do you got against furries

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well if you are experiencing a feeling of wanting to be "whole" you will likely experience an emotional breakthrough it coming years as the contents of your unconscious seek outward.
"Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate."

Their degeneracy.
Well i very much would like that to happen and i know the unconscious is more important to be listened to but i can't see how that would happen.

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how are we more degenerate than weebs or anyone else for that matter

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Higher percentage and degree.

Drugs work pretty well so long as you don't try to live in them, it's the juxtapositions between being high and sober that gives insight

still not being specific

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