How do you know you have an alcohol or drug problem?

It's a problem, yes, a problem I don't want to fix now. I wanted to fix it for other people I was around, kind of. But fuck it. I cut them off already. I don't care anymore. They can fuck themselves.

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Don't bother with weak ass beer and quit drinking alcohol just to get drunk. Every state now has a huge choice of craft or import beer and you can buy it most grocery stores. Look for alcohol content 6% or over, 8% if you want. 4 x 8%neillngrt you fairly buzzed. The important thing here is to find a beer you ENJOY drinking. That way you're not just feeding the addiction you are taking back some control. Of course you're doing it for the alcohol but there are definitely beers that will get you drunk fast AND have a satisfying taste. Good luck getting off the pills, take a benadryl after a few beers and shortly after you will feel fairly relaxed. Plus will help you sleep which definitely helps late night drug /booze binging.

Don't worry about anyone else until you can "fix" yourself. Obviously I don't know your exact situation, but I'm pretty confident you did the right thing.

When you have to take BDO every 3 hours or you have a seizure. Sleep paralysis every time you fall asleep on your back.

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>addicted to oxycodone
I got so addicted to that when I a script for it and fentanyl patches when I had cancer. Then heroin for a while when insurance and doctors wouldn't write anymore. Managed to quit and avoid WD by tapering.

I don't care about fixing myself. I just had forgotten about myself really. I wanted to "fix" myself for others. Truly a mistake. I will do what I want.

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Ahh, thanks good. I've never been prescribed opioids, it's just another in my list of addictions. For about half a year each, I was addicted to Xanax then cocaine. Oxy is just the one I keep coming back to.

They had me prescribed pretty much anything I wanted when I had cancer. I got to switch between benzos like xanax, valium, ativan on a whim. Oxy got upgraded to fent and morphine when it got worse. I was also drinking like a fish because I was sure I was gonna die. Did a bunch of lsd hungover which led me to getting off the drugs.
Can't believe I survived chemo+radiation all those drugs and alcohol.

GL with you if you're trying to quit. Honestly alcohol was harder for me.

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I'd rather be an alcoholic.
I'm not in your shoes, but as an alcoholic I can tell you you really don't.
Addiction is addiction bro. Doesn't matter to what you're addicted unless we're talking hard drugs and super hard drugs.

Addiction is not the same as dependence. "Deciding" to not care is not taking control, only deluding yourself into thinking you are.
I agree with the "You're not ready" point of view somewhat, yet trying before you are couldn't hurt. I mean, it's not like it's gonna take on the first try.