Anybody else a closet fag? Why do you hide your true self from the world?

Anybody else a closet fag? Why do you hide your true self from the world?

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Yes.
>cause it would destroy my family
>cause I think it's wrong religiously
>cause I think it's wrong politically
>cause it would make friends uncomfortable.

I may end up sleeping with a man someday. But that day has not yet come. And the day I come out of the closet never will.

Do you feel as if your happiness is compromised because you can't fuck men?

Not really no. I could fuck men. In this day and age it wouldn't be that hard to find someone and keep it a secret. And I do consider it. But it doesn't seem worth it. I've slept with women and that's ok. I think I would enjoy sex more with a man though. However I think relationships are probably better with females.
>95 percent of the porn I watch is gay
>most of my thoughts or day dreams about romance are straight.

I may try letting a guy fuck me this summer to get it out my system while I'm still young. But I also feel like I'll have a lot of self hate if I do that. Not to mention I know the guy I have in mind is big. But he's the only guy I know who I 100 percent know likes me and would be down to fuck. But that means I'll have to stretch myself out so I don't get hurt. It's all so fucking tiresome.

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I really wish I could be that cute

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percent of the porn I watch is gay
>>most of my thoughts or day dreams about romance are straight.

Same. Not really into normal gay porn, but trap/sissy/femgay stuff is much more exciting than normal guy on girl porn. I thought about fucking dudes for a while but realized it wouldn't be worth it, I'm really glad I didn't now, I don't like the idea of being used goods like a roastie.

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I don't really think I'm truly homosexual, just inflicted with an extreme sexual neurosis. I find feminine traits attractive, I like breasts and curves, but the vulva nauseates me. I got into futa early on and that progressed to traps and femboys. At some point a degree of autogynephilia manifested as well, where I sometimes want to be the cute boy, but the idea of "regular" gay sex is unappealing.
Also these factors.

I have a crossdressing kink, but I am not into guys / gay porn. I keep it a secret because I don't see why people should know

When i fap to gay porn, i always have to finish with something straight, so that if i die, the last thing i fapped to isnt gay.

Ironically enough sissy cross dressing shit was the entry way to normal gay shit for me. Now it doesn't really do anything for me. Though I do project as the girl in most porn I'm watching. But regular sissy shit just pisses me off. And I want to be cute but i know I look masculine and female clothes would look retarded on me.

>I don't really think I'm truly homosexual, just inflicted with an extreme sexual neurosis.

Well yeah I think a lot of guys are now pseudo gay/bi because of porn. I'm always fapping to dicks even though I never see guys that I like.

I'm not gay or anything but I would pound that ass so hard.

>I sometimes want to be the cute boy

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While 2d traps/femboys get me hard, 3d is a different story most of the time, and there's no reason for me to openly identify as bi when I'm attracted to less than 0.1% of the male population. Even then, gay men are size queens and 6 inches is considered too small from the few I've talked to. So, I just go for females, but you can guess how that turns out.

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>gay men are size queens
bullshit
size queens are retards, especially if you're a gay.
you wanna ruin your anus?
not as if a small dick in a tight hole feels different then a giant dick in a loose hole.
intelligent gays prefer average sized dicks, not too small, not too big, 6 inches would be above average btw.

Because the closet fag in my mind is a completely different person to how I actually am. I can't imagine myself actually being gay, I can only imagine myself as someone else being gay, there's a disconnect.

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have source for that? yandex and g images give nothing

I kinda know what you mean. The only fagging I've done has been vicariously through other people in porn, I don't want actual gay acts to taint my body or soul.

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I do not feel any need to come out, and either way I have more important shit to worry about at the moment than getting my dong some action regardless if it is from a twink or roast.

If most of the porn I fap to is twink porn does that mean I'm a fag, is it possible I'm just a prison gay coombrain?

>gay men are size queens and 6 inches is considered too small
You must have spoken to cunts then, as a sissy I can tell you I will take pretty much anything and aesthetics of the pp are far more important.

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im not gay just addicted to porn in general

The fact is most people would think you're gay regardless. I think people worry too much about labels, the important thing is knowing who you want to fuck. If you don't want to be a fag just don't fuck dudes.

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Okay anons, thanks for your comments. I'm glad to hear that everyone isn't like that.

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At this point I'd take anything that looks like a girl, so I guess you'd call me prisongay

closet tranny reporting in. I like my job and I'm afraid I might lose it if I go forward with transitioning. Also I'm really afraid my dysphoria isn't really dysphoria but something caused by depression, and that I might regret transitioning after blowing up life as I know it. I'm sure my family and friends would be supportive though. After 13 years, the lie I've been living has become too strong.

>faggots itt thinking they can hide being a massive fag

lmao. everyone knows, don't delude yourselves

Have you started taking pills yet or are you still unsure on that ?

Closet fag here, I think its pretty obvious that I'm gay being a twink and all but nobody has ever asked me directly so I just haven't said anything.

Not yet. It feels like such a permanent and irreversible choice and I'm not good with big decisions.

H-how can they tell, asking for a friend

Pills aren't irreversible, alot of people take them but stop at that and dont get surgery, for me that would be my choice. Have you tried wearing a Chasity cage yet ?

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>Anybody else a closet fag?
Kind of. My ideal gf would be a somewhat androgynous tomboy who prefers pegging and facesitting instead piv. By all means I would think I'm gay, but boys are just gross.
>Why do you hide your true self from the world?
The world doesn't need to know about what sexually stimulates me.

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Typically if you have feminine mannerisms or don't have gfs people will assume you are gay.

I'm probably a closet tranny or something but never want to act on it. I wanted to be a girl ever since I was very young, before knowing about sex or anything so it's not just a fetish. I was born in 92 too, so before all the propaganda pushed on kids in school now.
I know I would never be happy even if I went all in though, so why bother. It's cheaper to just be quietly unhappy now than spend tons of money and effort trying to look like something I'm not.

I don't have good gaydar so can't tell with other people, I think some people think I'm full on closet gay though even though I'm bi. My sister in law especially keeps making heavy hints and smirking at me, and I'm scared she's going to try "help me" come out when I don't want to.
I'd be very happy with a normal bf but unfortunately most guys I talk to are prison gay, super lonely or super horny and I just want a normal person.

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>the guy I have in mind is big

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Not yet. Not too keen on ordering shit with China trying to end the world, but I've considered 3D printing one.

You say don't get surgery, but are you talking about the pickle chop specifically? I was thinking that I might like to get a boob job one day if I don't get a ton of growth from the skittles.

idk, that depends on a couple things. you want to be fucked in the ass, wear girl clothes and own sex toys? it's obvious user. you can't hide that, it's as much a part of you as the colour of your hair. anyone will notice your timidity and submissiveness at the very least

Honestly, if a cute twink showed up at my door, I'd fuck him. Why not? I'm just going to die alone wanting for female attention and it's not like a dude's butthole is more disgusting than some roastie's used up cunt.

>be me
>wanna top
>5'5
WHY GOD WHY FUCKING WHY

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>Anybody else a closet fag?
I prefer using the word closet bi.
I like traps, femboy and women.
>Why do you hide your true self from the world?
First off, sex outside of marriage is a sin.
Marriage without having children is pathetic.
Can't breed with traps.
If they could be fertile, I wouldn't be that much in the closet and suppress myself.

Some of the most masculine guys are sucking dick and getting fucked in the ass on the low and no one knows. My aunt had no idea her boyfriend was bi because he was a muscular ladies man. People's gaydar usually comes down to how feminine you act in public.

People probably know but say nothing as a sort of respect thing. I remember wearing a pink hoodie and a relative asked if that was my way of coming out, still not leaving the closet though.

>be me
>tallfag
>wanna be topped by a cute smol feminine guy

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>are you talking about the pickle chop specifically?
Yeah, I would never do that since the results are pathetic imo. You can order a good cage from European/American distributors btw. I am still 50/50 on the top job. 3D printing a personal could be amazingly cute. Pink pills do surprisingly good work so if I were you try them out first before surgery.

I'd let you top me user