Be me

>be me
>biological female
>142 cm 31kg because of upbringing, malnourished as a kid
>live with mother, still a ((legal)) teenager
>mother is a diagnosed BPD narcissist
>takes advantage of my composition, bullies me around
>used to her hitting me, usually doesn't progress past a few kicks/punches or slaps
>boiling water on the stove
>mother gets pissed about god knows what, storms up to me and grabs my arm
>squeezes really hard, gonna bruise later, and shoves me
>fuck.jpg
>"I'M SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF LISTENING TO THE WATER BOIL I WANT YOU OUT OF MY FUCKING HOUSE"
>it's not even her house, it's her husband's (who she cheated on my father with)
>eye the boiling water
>eye the knife rack next to the pot of boiling water
>urge to just fucking scald or stab her

i should have fucking done it i can not take it anymore i fucking hate this whore

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move out you're an adult
Just find a rich man who wants to take care of you

do it and post results, it would be a good laff

easier said than done desu. i'm not in any suitable position to move out and i think i would end up driving that person up the wall. it's not fair to impose yourself on people like that.

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pls post your glorious breasts madam. I would love to see your milkers pls

Is your dad not available to go live with?

where are you from femanon? you can come stay with me. own my own place

>142 cm 31kg
wat?!
Anyway on the off chance that isn't bait , just remember to mark those times once you have gotten the fuck out of there.
Not worth having the rest of your future ruined by her, and that is how stabbing her would likely turn out for you

underage phoneposting female?
fuck off

go to church and find a husband you retard

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go to soc
my dad is diagnosed cluster A and it's not healthy for me to be around him because he manipulates me and i get pulled into his delusions sometimes. his girlfriend is also a munch who manipulated me a lot when i was younger. she tried to be a mother figure for me but ultimately ended up gaslighting me and making sure i realized her love was conditional when i was 15 so i came back to live with my mom. he and his gf live together sounds dangerous no
thanks. logical advice. i appreciate it
somebody didn't read the whole post

Are you seeing a counselor or anything currently?
Does your country potentially offer any social assistance? You are probably old enough to qualify for welfare of some sort, and might qualify for some sort of geared to income or subsidized housing

are you originally originally cute though

not dangerous. just looking for a femanon gf and was willing to help you out of a bad situation. Im from the south in the USA.

I got a free bedroom if you're near Montreal. It has a lock and the soundproofing is shit so if I do anything to you you can just scream and the neighbor will come.

>oh you're in a dangerous situation?
>you can live with me for free!
No one will ever take anyone up on this offer because there is basically a 100% chance that its some horrible creep and they'd end up getting raped

>female
Plenty of women's shelters and pathetic simp men prepared to take you in and feed you.

Wake me when a male is making this thread.

well of course you would have to provide something kek.

no. i have been seeing a therapist since 9 years old because i had a visual hallucination and a family member intervened. i haven't been going in a year
i don't know or care
that's nice but no thank you. i probably seem like a bitch but i don't know how else to say it

well okay but think about it. my email is anonsyrup@gmail if you ever want to talk.

>i probably seem like a bitch but i don't know how else to say it
No it's fine, I didn't expect you to accept either, I offered just in case. I hope you find a way out of your situation already. Can you work?

i have a job at a grocery store. not enough to support myself but i'm gonna figure it out by some point hopefully. there's always a way out

>Well of course you'd have to provide something kek.
Absolute mad man.
Wish you the best tiny girl OP, just do porn and use that cash to move out. People would pay big bucks for a loli bod like you and you're probably mentally fucked enough to do it.

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>no. i have been seeing a therapist since 9 years old because i had a visual hallucination and a family member intervened. i haven't been going in a year
Well, if you want someone to talk some of this stuff through with I could post a burner email or something, I'm not a registered psychiatrist or anything but I studied quite a bit. [email protected]
Not trying to simp, but you sound like you might need the option to vent, I'm sure you're fine in that regard since its not hard to find dudes willing to talk to a girl however.

Otherwise, I think your best bet will really be just looking into what your options are locally for potentially getting a geared to income apartment or something along those lines. Doesn't sound like you're in an immediate position to be going out and working, but you're not currently in a safe living situation either if your mother is emotionally unstable and gets physically violent for no reason, especially if you're not capable of defending yourself.

If you're underage there's not much you can do and it would be a very bad idea to be violent unless it was in self defense. If there aren't any witnesses around when you defend yourself and you actually wind up doing some damage you could either be jailed or more likely sent to the mental ward. Although these options might not be a bad outcome depending on the severity of the abuse.

My mom was abused by her biological parents and was emancipated at the age of 14, she doesn't really talk about it a whole lot and I try to not ask too much but her family are essentially scumbags. Don't let yourself become jaded user because there are plenty of good people out there, but also be skeptical of them. What you want to do is get out of the house as soon as you can and try to support yourself financially, then cut all contact with the undesirables in your life.

Of course I'm sure you've already thought about this so is there a specific reason why you can't?

pretty sure (((legal))) teenager means they're not a teenager but treated as one legally

>i have a job at a grocery store. not enough to support myself but i'm gonna figure it out by some point hopefully.
wait...... kasper????

>sounds dangerous no
yeah, better be a malnourished girl constantly beaten by her mother than some random lonely user. stop your larp nigger, not even gonna (You) you.

Dont worry femanon, since you listed your stats im sure you will attract a pedo who will be happy to groom you and take you in as his loli sex slave.

You'd have to be retarded to think moving in with a random dude from Yas Forums is better than an occasional slap and shouting session from the mom

>Not trying to simp but..
Jesus can you guys not self reflect for one minute. You guys are so thirsty for this larping loli it is disgusting.

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thank you for your offer. i'll definitely think about it. your advice is genuinely helpful.
thank you too for the advice. i appreciate it and am happy for your mom to be out of the environment. i can't support myself because my job isn't good enough. but i'll get there.
no, not kasper.

Oof... Narcissist is always bad. Oh, hey. You are gonna be dealing with the same issues she got.
t.biological diagnosed bpd female
I also wanna stab my mom but it would get me sent to prison and I got better ways to spend my time. Just leave as soon as you can. Once time passes her pain will be way worse than whatever you could do to her with a knife.

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can't you tell cps or something? Also, apartments are relatively cheap if you go to a small city or something.

The heck you came to this board retard. Its flooded with garbage and retards, and you expect some genuine help or advice? Oh, this is bait anyway.

Nigger I don't know why you (you)'d me there but I'm just giving out the same advice I give anyone. But yes the other user's lack of self awareness is amazing.

>mentally ill parents
>abuse child
>child also mentally ill
what a surprise

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I mean, technically speaking it can be. It's a gamble. But men tend to be bigger risk-taker than women.

it's not simping. am trying to help the femanon before she murders somebody than goes to prison and hangs herself in the wash room.
>no, not kasper.
got excited. do all egirls work at grocery stores? ciara did as well

thanks. it was actually nice to hear from another girl. i appreciate it. i hope you're doing better now
i'm not a child and even if, i thibk getting cps involved would end up being a far bigger problem for me
i don't think they should be allowed to have kids. or my parents at least shouldn't have.