How often have you been drunk during lockdown?

I ran out of shit but I don't want to go outside because I have shitty lungs but I also don't want to be sober during this

>I'm drunk right now
>half have a gallon left

prove it

>tfw i've literally never been drunk or had alcohol beyond tasting some cocktails
>never even tried beer
I kinda want to try it someday but it just feels weird to suddenly start now desu

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I had been functionally drunk for months. I was working in hospitality so the norm was to go to work, make it through my shift, get my free shift drink at 10pm (always vodka soda, the bartender would just pour you a quadruple), go to a dive bar and get shitfaced. Wake up and repeat.

Im home alone now and kept up the routine for a bit. Get absolutely shitfaced and go to bed. Only problem was, now I had nothing to do the next day. So the 1.75L bottle of vodka came to bed with me.

Id wake up at 4AM and grab it, take a big swig. Feel a little euphoric. Take another. Nothing changed. Take another. Feel a little different. Take another. Getting sleepy. Take another.

Wake up. 2PM. Its the afternoon so why not start drinking. Grab a beer. Play halo. Grab a beer. Fuck it lets have a shot. Ill make lunch after this match. Match ends. Make a vodka soda. Go back to matchmaking. I'll eat after I finish this drink.

Wake up. Its 1am. No idea when i passed out. My drink is stale. Well, its 1am, better make another. I should probably eat. Find some roasted peanuts in the pantry. Eat a handful. Play halo. Drink.

Did this for a couple weeks and ended up getting severe gastritis which prevented me from drinking. Cue the horrific withdrawals.

Im so thirsty but cant drink water. Shitting every 45 minutes and its just a instantaneous explosion of liquid. So nauseous. Start to cough. Makes me gag. Projectile vomit. Puke everything inside of me out and still dont feel any better. Back in bed. Shaking and all my muscles are twitching. Anxious and paranoid. Wondering if im going to die.

A few days go by and im starting to feel normal again.Night sweats, insomnia,and nightmares inbetween them. The daytime symptoms gradually dissipated. Withdrawals eviscerated.

Im back in the "I can functionally drink" phase and only buy a 375ml bottle of vodka each day from the liquor store so I cant go off the handle (also get a 750ml bottle of wine). And I eat a proper dinner. Feeling better.

I've been drunk too many times and I'll always smoke a cig

Pretty much every other day unfortunately. I regret it the next day but after 2 days I want to do it again.

You reminded me why I got off the ride user, but on the other hand my mouth waters every time I think about a drink. My life would be worse but at least I'd be escaping. The craving never truly leaves.

I do get NEET money, but I spend it all within a week then have to wait 3 weeks for it again.
I get it this Thursday, but owe a chunk of it out.

More often than normal, less than I expected though. Mostly because in the first week I drank all the liquor stocks I had and now all I have available is wine, beer or cider sold at the supermarket. As a rule I don't drink beer to get drunk and wine disagrees with me. So cider it is.

Id like to get off the ride but at the moment I feel as though I have nothing to supplement it with. I went 7 days without drinking after the initial gastritis episode and couldnt cope with the isolation and loneliness. In the past Id take breaks pretty easily due to both social construction and distraction to other things in life. Now if I dont drink I have absolutely no enjoyment in my day.