>made friend through discord a month ago
>we talk for hours everyday
>even talk on voice chat
>we have common interests
>i genuinely like talking to him
>thoughts kick in
>thinking about ghosting him
>havent respond to him in days
>he's getting worried
Anyone else like this?
>discord
lol its not your friend just another online persona unless you know their realself (aka where they live, their social medias, their name)
>downloaded kik
>posted username on Yas Forums
>some girl adds me
>talked to her for a few days
>share pictures
>seems pretty nice
>get grossed out by the idea of someone bonding with me
>two other people add me
>probably from the same thread
>uninstall kik
Wonder if I'll be able to make a new account. I assume it's tied to my phone number.
>kik
>picture
>girl
Robots in 2020
for me it's
>find a girl who I can talk to
>we talk for one day / night
>they don't say anything again
>no conversation starts
>that's it
Happens EVERY time I think I'll get a gf but I'm sociable enough to at least find friends on vidya
How does it affect you in your day to day life? I heard avoidant is the worst pd you can have
>heard avoidant is the worst pd you can have
How? Isn't that BPD? It doesn't really affect my day to day life besides having no friends.
Not pictures of ourselves. Pictures of stuff we made.
Whenever I try to find substitutes for Yas Forums it fails. I just want to discuss things with people without them trying to bond with me.
Isn't avoidant all about fearing rejection? I can see that affecting every part of your life, from job hunting to making friends. I met a few girls with bpd when I was in the psych ward and while they had it bad they still kinda managed, never met someone with avpd so thats why I asked
Sometimes I really do hope that you guys stick with this for years and keep pretending you have a quirky mental illness until you're genuinely 30 years old and COMPLETELY alone because of your behavior and realize it didn't make you feel like looking at the cutesy anime girls you post did.
NAYRT, but It does.
When were you diagnosed with it or did you just figure from your behavior?
Well I'm used to being a loner. I don't try and make friends at this point. Every once in a while someone tries to be my friend, but I push them away. I think everyone experiences this fear of rejection for different things. I don't really care about a rejection from a job, it's realistic. But when it's rejection from someone I care about, it feels more personal and hurts more.
Sorry you feel that way user. I am professionally diagnosed and I see a therapist twice a week. He is trying to get me to overcome this before it's too late, which he has warned me of, but man is it hard.
>He is trying to get me to overcome this
I want you to stop too. I'm not making fun of you, it's genuinely sad. Seriously, ditch the fucking anime girls. They aren't helping.
Oh I can imagine
What's wrong with the anime girls?
Why ditch the anime?
That is some messed up sentence structure, robot. I had to re-read that a couple of times to decipher what you were struggling to say.
>Seriously, ditch the fucking anime girls. They aren't helping.
They are romanticizing how you feel. Letting go of them will get you one step closer to being free. I don't say "have" when referring to mental disorders, but I didn't display the same behaviors you do, but I had to avoid certain media to get better because it was romanticizing my disorder. Look, there's nothing wrong with art, it's purpose is to express how we feeo and to be relatable. But you can't use it like this if you want to get better because it's especially harmfully idealistic if you're posting cute anime girls alongside documentation of how you feel. Understand?
I was afraid it would sound sloppy near the end. It happens. Even when English is your native language.
I see, I was diagnosed with schizoid during my intake but I heard from my shrink they discussed the possibility of an extreme case of avpd, i.e an avoidant person whose lost hope and just gave up on relationships with other people, but they said I fit the criteria of schizoid to a t and I have close family members on the schizo spectrum
whats wrong with classical conditioning
Based and truthpilled. These high school age faggots talking about "muh discord friends", fuck off. You don't know them, you communicate with them online. Totally different ball game
Care to elaborate?
Phrases like this should be exempt from having to be original.
Nothing of substance really, just shidposting
You're not OP are you? I am passionate about this.
>You're not OP are you? I am passionate about this.
haha
If there's anything worse than a weeb poster it's a 3dpd poster. Neither of you can stop making pussy - 2d or 3d - the center of your lives.
I did the same thing with somebody on discord.
Post your discord and we'll see who ghosts the other first.
I haven't posted an image in this thread.
>robots talking to girls or any real human
hahahahah this thread is fake and gay and normalfags
I ghosted a group of friends a couple of days ago i met a year ago n hanged out everyday online
Nothing bad about ghosting
Do you win if OP doesn't post theirs? Or if one of you posts their tag and the other never adds them, who wins?
idk I'm too scared to go and get diagnosed for anything lol
Quit making illusionary villains with your Just World Fallacy. The only villain you're making is you, yourself. Count your blessings because you may not always have them.
I think its probably the hardest to diagnose of its symptoms and probably the least reported since of how people probably dont feel they are worthy to get help when its needed
I don't have AvPD but I have C-PTSD and chronic depression. Along with Pulmonary stenosis, a heart birth defect which psychically fatigues me a lot. Was raised by a NPD mother that kept me codependent till i was 27 and i escaped from her household. Just getting by while being underemployed 32 khv
>from what i experience symptom wise
I often catch this feeling of stopping what im talking with somebody because im dialoguing with them inside my head before saying something else. Or I'll be talking to somebody at work about the latest episodes of anime or a video game just to completely lose focus and forget what im talking about for a bit. I still feel chest pains/panicked by getting triggered from seeing people that remind me of my mother or unluckily running into my mother (too poor to move state/city). I've cycled through strong emotions like anger, sadness, suicidal thoughts and revenge fantasies at times. And i still tend to isolate alot and really untrusting of others. Also have some pretty bad insomnia
Society of course.
>Count your blessings because you may not always have them.
If you had a point to make, I didn't get it.
No you post your discord. I'm to anxious to do it first. I will definitely contact you though.
>Count your blessings because you may not always have them.
This is the normiest thing I have ever read on this site
Someone went through lengths of contacting mutual steam friends to try and find me. I genuinely liked the guy and he did nothing wrong. It's been nearly a year since I've seen him and he's worried I may have off'ed myself. I feel bad having just left him one day. I do it lots OP. It's kind of a shit thing to do, but sometimes I feel the need to.