Cocklust

I cannot understand why I'm so obsessed with cock. Being a fag is one thing, but this is just crazy.

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Was your dad present during your childhood? did your older brother/dad bully you or abuse you?

No, I saw him maybe twice a year. I only had to deal with light bullying in school.

why is it crazy? youre horny and youre into dick, makes sense youd have lust over it

>I saw him maybe twice a year
you didn't have a strong father figure to teach you how to be a man, so instead you became a sissy faggot. many such cases.

The lust feels far too intense though, I can barely get anything done before pulling out my dildo and having a nasty hour long fap session. I've done it 5 times already tonight.

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you came five times tonight? your dick must be sore.
you can always try hooking up and sucking a dick

it's like when you give a starving person food and they eat so much they throw up

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How does that even work? If I already had the fag gene how would having a father change anything?

Not even sore, I could probably go 2 or 3 more rounds.

>you can always try hooking up and sucking a dick

No way, guys are ugly and the gay ones are full of stds.

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based on that picture it seems like you want to be emasculated and treated like a stronger mans girl, you are a submissive person who wants to be dominated, ravished and treated like the more delicate partner in the relationship but can't embrace that part of you as a hetro man so you escape into fantasy by thinking about sucking and taking cock

find a femboy/CD/trap then!

>cock lust thread
>no pictures of 3d cock

why

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Thats like me but my lust is for little fags who try and hide their cock lust. Once I was waiting for a car to pick us up with one of these types who I knew was a cock thirsty by the way they were acting and flirting with me and whilst standing behind him I put my leg directly in between his legs as I grabbed his shoulders because I knew he wouldn't fight it and just sat there for a while talking with him. When I tried to take my leg back to get in the car together it was like a vice grip to escape even though he was hesitating otherwise, just give in and pretend to be some dudes girlfriend Op you will be happier for it.

yummy. is that yours?

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no posting selfies is against board rules

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That's somewhat true, but I really don't believe I'm a true submissive, I hate losing control. I cannot understand how bottoms just lay there and let someone fuck the shit out of them, even though its one of my biggest fantasies.

>just give in and pretend to be some dudes girlfriend Op you will be happier for it.

No, as much as I love cock, even I can tell how pointless gay sex actually is. I'm just lucky that I never tried it and became hooked on the real thing.

yeah there are aspects of my life where i'm not at all submissive and would hate to be, but sexually within a living out a fantasy context i'd be open to it, being only ever submissive would be pretty awful though

This.
Nothing better than being dominated by a cute femboy

I'm struggling too. It's the final boss for a cumbrain, and it always wins.

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Even when I masturbate to these fantasies I feel a part of me resisting, its so hard to shut down that masculine side that wants control, but I do have a little bit of femininity as well, its just not the dominant side of me.

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you're posting images from a mindbreak doujin. you're turned on by the thought of your masculine side losing to the need to submit to cock.

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>you're turned on by the thought of your masculine side losing to the need to submit to cock.

That's obvious, but then I cum and realize its not worth it. Its a never ending cycle.

>It's the final boss for a cumbrain

Yes. Honestly if it wasn't for the cocklust fantasies it would be so much easier not to fap.

and then there's the whole problem of the growing sissy revolution. a tsunami of femboys all eager to serve.

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lol same, post cumming shame ruins it pretty quickly, i imagine if i actually followed through with it in real life that regret would be much stronger

Vaginas are disgusting, I don't think anyone can deny a good looking cock.

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>and then there's the whole problem of the growing sissy revolution. a tsunami of femboys all eager to serve.

Yeah that almost did me in. The problem with femboys and such is that they have both the cocks that we lust over, and the appearance of a girl that we are drawn too. My lust for dick amazes even myself, but even that isn't enough for me to overlook how unattractive men are to me, but a trap has both of my weaknesses. I'm pretty much over them now though, the logistics of dealing with a trap are truly horrible. They are rare as fuck, they don't like guys who like dick, they are usually whores, and a lot of what makes them attractive is based on deception, their femininity is mostly fake and is laughable compared to the real deal.

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>genital mutilation
>good looking cock

eventually you're so hooked on the cock that there is no shame afterward. during my first ever bj I accidentally came and while the dynamic did change I had no problem continuing. the whole situation ended up being 10x hotter from the humiliation, I couldn't even edge during the head because I would cum too quick. Him looking down on me smirking because I blew my load within minutes of edging/tasting his dick. I can get back to edging within a few mins of orgasm though so my experience may be a bit different from others.

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>I'm pretty much over them now though

I agree with the reason you're almost over them but I think at the rate they're being produced it's only going to become more tempting over time. It's not like western women are any better.

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In the sissy community they tell you not to cum because it makes you lose interest. That's why I don't sweat it if I fap to some dicks every now and then, its better than letting it build up until you have a strangers dick in your mouth. But some guys who try it regret it immensely, while others love it immediately.

Yeah man, I love girls but vaginas are gross as fuck. Some people would chop it up to me just being a fag, but I hear so many vagina horror stories even from normal straight men.

quit while you can, this road leads to full blown gay. actually being turned on by manly men. turn back.

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I had a similar phase that lasted like 2-3 years user, it'll die down. In the mean time you should have sex, and try not to just masturbate all day.

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I gave in the cocklust, I am much happier now