I feel strangely good right now. i have decided i am going to find the highest crane and jump off it tonight...

i feel strangely good right now. i have decided i am going to find the highest crane and jump off it tonight. the thing is though i dont feel scared, more like at peace knowing this is it.

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Dude stay one more day please. Climb the crane if you so wish but enjoy the dawn sky the fresh green spring the clean air. Dont think about lifes shittyness and at least for a moment enjoy the beauty of existence

I know this feeling OP. I know that's the kind of advice you would get from a normie but if you really gonna do it you should tell someone you know online or irl. The worse case you will end up doing it anyway and maybe they will help you get better

We heard you on the other threads already.
Post pictures at the bottom of the crane otherwise just attention whoring.

Undeniable digits. OP, what's popping champ?

its early morning here but i will post pictures from the crane in about 14 - 20 hrs. it depends on how fast i find a crane that i can get to and thats high enough.

nothing anymore, as i said before i feel like there is nothing wrong anymore since i am going to do this.

What country you in, are guns not available?

im in Australia so no they are not, i would have done it that way if i could.

There are better ways. When near jumping the survival instinct kicks in very hsrd and its terrifying and hard to do it. And you might be unlucky and just cripple yourself beyond repair but remain alive

Please appreciate the beauty of dawn for me user. Hope it changes your mind

i dont know any other ways though, i really cant think of anything else. if you know a better idea then please say it.

I hope you change your mind.
why not stay a little longer? see how this corona crisis plays out. 2020 is going to be an interesting year don't you think?

I dont really want you to kill yourself so not gonna name methods... But desu i dont think youre gonna do it because youre talking about it on alot of threads. But thats good! Means youre either an attention whore, or youre actually depressed but are trying to reach out and get help. Obviously this is anonymously so its easier but the best help would be seeing a psychiatrist and get meds.

The meds worked good for me, you should try it user

I think there was this really good page OP, lastallhope.com or something like that, it has very good information and I think tj includes an overview about lethality of different jump heights

*lostallhope.com/org/net
Sorry desu

i have already been to that page and it was a good read, its how i found out about doing it this way.

Please dont kill yourself before trying therapy and meds first

i already have and it did not work it was useless

God doesn't like suicide and neither do I user. It's a permanent solution to temporary problems. Please reconsider.

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i shall not reconsider sorry, this will be the last day on earth.

Good

Also I think if you'd try to end it definitely you should try to drown yourself in some form of deep water. Your body will look shit afterwards but if you can get deep enough it's probably certain your lungs will fill and you'll die. Probably more "secure" than jumping off a cliff since there is always the chance to just be paralyzed which sucks way too hard and is the reason I wouldn't do it that way.

Also I guess this is what everyone says but I find it weird that you are like Normies in the sense that you don't have any purpose in life. Normies only survive for the point of survival (and maybe hedonism). But most great people have a desire to achieve something, may it just be destruction (Really, most shootings result in fame for the perpetrator(s) which is more than what other people achieve)

i can't stop you or say anything about it, i sure wouldn't want anybody saying shit and trying to prevent me from ending it. All i can is i hope you find peace.

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Death is the only Form of eternal peace, but then maybe peace is really not what one should thrive for

i dont want to drown because that will be a very painful way to go, i want to jump because once i hit the ground it will be instent.
thank you user, i think i will find my peace at last.

you're a brave man. I respect you if you're serious

i am serious, as i said i will post pictures on r9k in about 15 hrs or so. but again it depends how fast i find a tall enough crane.

or building that i can enter.

user you don't want to risk ending up in a wheelchair do you?

thats why i am going to find someplace very high and then i am going to jump headfirst into cement or another hard surface.