PTSD

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Anyone else been comming back to this vid? It kinda helps me feel at comfort. Flashbacks feel somewhat distant and bitersweet.
Any other robots suffer from PTSD?

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tfw when even fags on Yas Forums can't relate

what in particular about this video is so soothing to you?

Only weed drugs and friends help with my ptsd. God took them all away. Fuck god.

I don't know, it just feels so at home user. Like i'm there, just drinking tea while there is a bombing outside. War has some strange feel to it.

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Don't know if you got ptsd. For me ptsd related stuff makes me feel nothing but at comfort.

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I usually try to keep my self as busy as i can, also pills helped, now due to autists storming the pharma in my town, i can't fucking get any and because of quarantine i just sit there, looking at the wall.

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It really isn't, the moment your mind comes into that memory, you just keep on cycling, you act as you are in the moment, angry, sad, panicked, or whatever, i've also experienced anger issues and trouble sleeping due to nightmares.

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How do you all cope in the time of quarantine?
Because i'm about to go full ape shit and shoot my self.

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Occasional drinks.
It's pretty nice. I don't feel too bad currently. Just mildly stressed. It probably is, because of high amount of antidepressants that I am on but also probably thanks to therapy and work on self as well.

I think people act too tough but when they are faced with death they run like bugs.

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I'm not gonna lie, when i was underfire, i couldn't move an inch of my body at first, scary shit man.
I'm getting better too, my doc is taking me off harder pills and now i feel a bit more. We all gonna make it

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Whatever happened to me happened so long time ago and when I was so young. When I've reached adulthood I can't feel fear, I just feel rush or nothing.
So it is bit different than being under fire. But I've seen lot of guys that got ptsd from combat. So I kinda know what you are going through.

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Yeah, it kinda sucks people think of PTSD as only a combat influenced illness. What happened to you bro?

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Don't know. Can't remember.
Most likely violence, rape. Torture.

It's either combat or rape always.

I was with my mom sometimes. There were some ex-military guys that came to socialize with her. It's interesting to see that pattern. First this intense anger, biting teeth. Then weeping.

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For me it's anger, then emptiness, like i stop feeling anything all together, just staring at the wall, with an empty head

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Forgot to mention that PTSD is just people comming back to that initial state of distress. So, that's how they reacted back them, it's just all comming back

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Yes. That's when you are repressing it. It isn't good for you, you should find somebody to talk to. Most what I mentioned happened was when they were bit tipsy.
>"We were given order to kill those kids. Just whoever ran across. FUCK!"

For me it is constant emptiness but sometimes heightened anger, pain.

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I have a buddy from my platoon, he thankfully didn't catch PTSD, but talking to people who understand what you are going through is really helpfull. But sadly some people think that we can supress those feelings and think of something positive, when in reality we just keep on thinking about it and it's hella hard to get that fucking field out of my head.

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Also, i wanted to tell that i am not from the US, i'm Ukranian vet and here, vets get no proper psyhological treatment, we are just fucking outcasts, people look down on you sometimes and it really does hurt, that this is what i get, for protecting my country.

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Yea. You just got to share it with someone. Share your venom. Get used to stimuli. It gets easier, little by little.
There are some that really lose their minds. They get so hooked on that feeling of dopamine or whatever, they just do anything to stay in the same state, ending up becoming huge assholes. I think that kinda goes for like one guy on here that liked to explode cars for fun in public for no reason. Then I don't know, somebody that whores herself and purposely gets diseased.

Try not to get like that.

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there you go lad. you can go larp being a faggot there

Hate saying I have it cause it's nothing compared to war ptsd, but I have a sort of C-PTSD due to trauma and abuse from my childhood, along with the drug abuse that exponentiated it. It manifests itself primarily in dissociation which has gotten better over the years, along with bad anger issues, some insomnia, "emotional" flashbacks, paranoia, etc.

Are you a vet from the Chechen war or were you a kid

Thanks bruv, gonna my browse my r/PTSD

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I won't user, i'm stronger then that.
Thank you for your kind words, we all gonna make it.

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No, i stated before that i am a Donbass vet, Ukranian war and stuff, i was there at around the time of a fight for an airport.

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I ended up getting PTSD from an incident about 10 years ago that was not related to war or conflict but it still messed me up pretty bad.

I just wanted to say that I too was treated like an outcast, in the sense that it was very difficult to get work and without work it was very difficult to get any sort of treatment because treatment was very expensive.

A friend helped me overcome some of the worst of it with assistance from MDMA, but I don't suggest this works in all cases and it did not cure me. It did relieve some of the worst symptoms though.

I know you weren't looking for any advice on treatment, I just wanted to share my experience with you.

An illness remains an illness, people do get some symptoms harder, but in the end we are all different people, some stronger, some weaker.
It doesn't change the fact, that it plagues our lives with it and we are all in this together.
It's not the drug it kills, it's the addiction, i personally haven't done much, but i know people who use and appear not addicted, it helps and that is what important, just don't let it get into your head, there are a lot of things that help, outside of drugs.

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What was was this

Meant to say what war

Remove the kebab wars? I am not sure. Around that area. Russians and people around could make some money if they'd join in. That's kinda what happened to them.

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