I miss her so much guys, i have been in bed crying all day. i am such a terrible person, how could i not have seen this

no, she blocked me on everything. So i can never ask her about all this.

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Arkhi is that you?

no i am not this arkhi, i have no idea who that is sorry.

Perhaps you did nothing and she wanted to cut ties for another reason

just don't be a pussy bro, there are a lot of women out there retarded enough to date you
origonis

How often were you guys talking? Did you give her mixed-signals? Maybe she thought you didn't care about her.

i think thats the reason but i just wish she would have messaged me about it instead of just leaving like that
no that i can at least say is not it we were talking every day

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Fuck dude. I did that with someone a long time ago, blocking him without really saying anything. I still regret it. I apologized about 2 years later and explained everything, but I still feel terrible about it. I cared about him, but I was going through mental shit. I felt like I didn't deserve him and I couldn't bring myself to burden him so I cut off all contact thinking it would make everything better, which makes no sense, but I was young and beyond retarded. If she did that, it's probably not your fault. Maybe she's too scared to hurt you. I'm so sorry it happened to you. I still fucking hate myself for doing that, but people do some really, really dumb things and I'm just really sorry you have to go through this shit.

but i loved her so much and i though she wanted to be with me, i am finding it hard to go on living to be honest. i have no one left to talk to she was everything to me.

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Sad thing is once it's over, it's over. Even if you talk to her it really isn't the same, there will always be a certain amount of emptiness in your guys' conversations. It's better off just moving on as fast as you can cause the longer you dwell on it is the longer you waste your life on it. Trust me, I wasted 4 years for literally no good reason.

but thats thing i cant move on, she was the first person who i ever felt true love for. and im so scared that im going to do an hero soon because i cant take it anymore.

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I almost texted her a while ago but I decided not to.
Maybe this is a cucked way to think about it, but if you truly love someone who wants nothing to do with you then you should just leave them alone and focus on taking care of yourself. You're not entitled to their love, but you also don't deserve to suffer. You might ache for a long while, but checking her social media accounts at 2 AM and drinking yourself into a coma is no way to live.

go fuck off and die you failed normie shitbag

I hope you get cancer of the mouth and can't eat anything and starve to death

die faggot

You know how women are, i was in love with some girl and i started talking to her i confused her friendly attitude with interest (she was actually feeling unconfortable around the class weirdo) i used to talk to her every day but most conversayions would end with her ignoring me, she also always tried to avoid me. Later i found out that she had a bf and the guy told me she considered me a dog basically who follows her around and annoys her, i said "then why didn't she told me ? If i was being so annoying she should have told me and i would back off"
The moral of the story is that women avoid confrontation

all i wanted was someone to love thats it nothing more, im in my 20's having never experienced someones love before and now that its gone i am having a really hard time going back to the way things were before.

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Did you turn her into your counselor or did you actually have a romantic dynamic?

I understand completely, but there's nothing more than to live on and maybe you'll find someone. Maybe you'll never forget her but one day you'll find love that'll make this feel like a bittersweet memory. You can make it through even if you don't feel like you can right now. Take your time and feel however you want to feel, but remember it'll pass eventually.

We can cry together user.
Fuck this i miss watchn movies together and holding hands holy fuck just fucking kill me

i dont think i did, why didn't she just message me saying how she truly felt.
thats the thing i thought this was it but i was wrong i have no idea how to talk to anyone and i met her by true random luck or bad luck now that i look back on it.
we only ever played games and spoke to each other everyday but we never really watched a movie, why does this have to happen to us?

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You are experiencing your first heartbreake , its going to hurt mate but it will make you stronger, it may feel like the world is ending or that you will never have another chance but it will pass.
Come on buddy cheer up, time is a healer.

how is this meant to make someone stronger i am literally crying right now and i will never be able to love someone the same way again because all i will see is the inevitable break up.

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