How are all of you guys doing tonight? Feel free to get whatever's off your chest

How are all of you guys doing tonight? Feel free to get whatever's off your chest.

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I just want a cute girl to beat the living hell out of me

I just got New Vegas with all the dlcs for 20 bucks on steam. gonna do that. Might kill myself later idk.

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I WISH I COULD GET MY GYNO OFF MY CHEST

My work has been having me do the same work all week. It's so boring

i cant fall asleep at the moment, it doesnt feel good

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I think I'm going to have a painful conversation tomorrow. There's a good chance I've hurt someone who I care about, and now I'm just trying to prepare myself for whatever they might have to say.

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I'm doing better than ever before in my life, but I still don't have any friends.
>Awesome GPA at university + no student loans
>Workload is pretty easy with classes being online now
>Not poor at the moment; definitely going to get a summer job too
I am well on my way to becoming a "successful" person, yet I don't have anyone to connect with sadly. Sometimes I go for walks in the woods and think about my best friend who I bonded with during senior year of high school. We met at a 4/20 party and discovered that we both listened to same artists. I only knew him for about 9 months before he decided to paint his bedroom wall red with a handgun. Years later, I still remember his goofy laugh, smile, and face. I fucking miss you Cody. I'd walk to the end of the Earth to see you just one more time.

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Havent gotten my trumpbux yet and im starting to get worried. It would be my shitty fucking life where I fill all the requirements yet something happens where I dont get them

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I regret moving out two years ago. I should have moved away with the rest of my family. I still haven't adapted well, if anything I've been regressing. As time goes on, I don't think I'll ever get back to normal. There's a lot more to it that burdens me but my ability to communicate has decreased from isolation.

What did you do my dude? It better not be some dumb girlfriend drama bullshit

Just feel bored and lonely it sucks

yeah. people like us gravitate to this board.

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Despair, into pure fucking fury. Into even more fucking fury. My blood is boiling. I just want to throw everything aside and fucking neck myself. It's not getting any better. It's getting worse.

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Pretty shit, but not ready to die I guess

Sorry to disappoint. I'm the one who got horny and fooled around. She mentioned the other girl's name today, and she shouldn't know her at all.

I'm stuck in quarantine with my parents. I wish I were living with friends or a qt gf.

So you gave into carnal desires and fucked some slut instead of remaining loyal to a woman who trusted you. No honor, enjoy reaping what you have sown

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I'm well.
I wish I could consume my boyfriend. I miss him so much and I wont get to see him for at least another month. I just want to melt into him.

I'll try, user. Thanks for hearing me out.

Honestly everyday I'm alive is another day of torture, regret, and depression, I dont even care for my own life but the few people I care for are currently on a path of destruction, I'd rather irradiate every cell I'm my brain then go through another night of terror and mortification, and the worst part is that, in my mind, the fact I haven't died yet means I'm doomed to live to an old age and am forced to witness such atrocities committed by other and to live a life of bad luck/karma all because I wasn't ready for a kid at the age of 15, honestly a tab on my tongue and a gun barrel down my throat 3 hours later would be the way to go, currently homeless in a hotel during COVID crisis, cant move across states for a better life but if I stay any longer I feel like what little brain cells I have will die from major intoxication of radiation completely formed out of stupidity, life sucks, no point to live, can never make my girl emotionally happy, can never impress anyone, might even jump from the roof of the hotel after this, who fucking knows and more importantly? Who cares, I dont, and no other user should, see you next life when I relive this hell, cycle after cycle

Today was the anniversary of the most traumatizing event of my life. As such, I give myself permission to drink until I'm numb.

Drinking homemade wine and talking to a friend online.

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I just realized I've been ghosting someone who actually enjoys interacting with me and feel awful.

Finished watching an anime and the ending made me a bit depressed. Something clicked in my mind while talking to yet another new person I've added and I just deleted my discord and uninstalled it. Like something just clicked in my head "this is pointless, this person is probably going to ghost me like everyone else" Everything is pointless all these people disappear when I actually need someone to talk to. I wish someone could be there for me once.

Online college has been going well. I still feel like a sack of shit but I get through by knowing I am supposed to do something and that I am not here for nothing. I am thinking about playing a few matches of TF2 later in the afternoon.

It takes 10-15 days to get trumpbux, it should come with your paycheck

The IRS status site says "status not available" for me, and I filed early.

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Got my ocd attack again , there was a thread earlier where you were supposed to make a wish and if you got dubs or something it becomes true, so i made a wish in a joking manner and when i looked at the image it had a pentagram that i didn't see, normally a normal person would dismiss this as an attempt of humor by the maker of the pic but thanks to my fucking brain and intrusive thoughts it sendme into a crisis.
I am better now but now i have new intrusive thoughts to punish me trough the whole weekend, i hate these things doesn't matter how irrational the "what if" just sends me into a crisis, my mind just keeps fucking with me

I wanna get a friend back but I really just want to end any connection with that fucker. I thought he was my best friend but it turns out he didn't even care to begin with.

Anyone else just not really feeling anything?

nvm i realized i missed a test when i was in a google meet because i didn't know the date of the test. everyone was busy typing on their keyboard and i didn't have a single clue until 3/4ths into the test

So... everything sucks now?