I've always been black. I always identified as black. I have a *hint* of a MENA appearance (people have asked me if I was mixed with arab, I always told them no I'm black and proud of it). I knew I had admixture from other races in me, but I just rolled with black.
But I took a DNA test and... I'm fucking 20% Sephardic kike. I can cope with having some anglo-slave owner rape blood in me, but Jewish???