I am an agnostic atheist ama r9k

What, do you believe in magic as well?
That's basically what you're implying when you say you aren't a naturalist.

I'm biased because like this user I'm also Eastern Orthodox. However, my background was in perrenial philosophy and Radical Traditionalism. While I could try and attempt to exhortate the Gospels to you, my advice is to find a Tradition that resonates with you but make sure you're getting into it for the right reasons. I would personally suggest looking into Julius Evola and Rene Guenon as excellent primers for going beyond the modern view of life and into the world of Tradition.

Well Buddhism makes the most sense to me from the little I know of it. You don't have to believe in a soul or a god to be Buddhist. Depending on which sect of Buddhism it is, it seems to me to be about finding wisdom in the interconnection of all things and transcending the pettiness of mortal desire.
I'll look into that though.