Is anyone else feeling depressed?

Is anyone else feeling depressed?
Share your thoughts and feelings here.

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Shame shit different day user, what is there to tell how are you?

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I feel fine, but I could use some stimulation because the routine is killing me

I wanna an hero but they have a waiting period on guns here

>I feel fine, but I could use some stimulation because the routine is killing me
What routine, I have no routine and at times wish I did. I cannot control myself or my life typically anymore.

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you want me to suck you off

The things I do on a daily basis I am okay with but how are you doing despite having no self-control? Does it hinder you in any way?
If you are that depressed then seek help and you can talk about to me
No I don't feel intimate at the moment

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Nobody gives a fuck about me because I am that socially awkward guy that never talks to anyone.

Yep.
>enjoy nothing
>no motivation
>constantly apathetic
>chronically tired
I wonder what it's like to feel energetic, well-rested, and excited. Are you also suicidal yet? What would be your method of choice? Personally I'm going for the trusty rope.

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All I've ever wanted was to be a husband and father and I'm trying to come to terms with knowing it'll never happen.
Telling myself I'll have that one day is the only thing that motivated me to push through life up until this point, now I have nothing left and no reason to go on.

That's just life
No I'm not
Why won't it ever happen

Just apathetic. Knowing everything I do, I will either get bored of, quit or not be adept at makes me not try. No motivation to see anything through and always laying down and sleeping most of my days, it hinders my life to where I've wasted it all.
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>Why won't it ever happen
Nearly a wizard.
If I've failed to find a woman up until now, there's not much hope of it happening at all.

What did you answer to? Can you not just ignore it?

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Pardon, what are you talking about user.

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Don't give up yet user, you have to keep trying until it works out.

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can you try to ignore those feelings and put yourself above it all?

>No i'm not
Then the deathwish will probably come with time, as your depression grows. That is, unless you're referring to "feeling sad" when you say "depressed", and not the disorder. Try to access help resources if you think you're in the beginning stages of a clinical depression, otherwise it will expand like a black hole inside of you.

Asking that here is like walking into /lgbt/ and asking if anyone has tried HRT.

Trying only hurts. The cycle of hope and then disappointment pushes me closer to suicide every time.

I do try at times, although I have the tendency to be some mind numbingly bored by something that I cannot do it. Shame, such is the life of adhd. Although, I am trying again, even though I know it may end up like before, I hope this time it doesnt

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No I don't think so
Well it wasn't like 5 minutes ago
You have to keep on trying

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>You have to keep on trying
Why? There is no hope.
It's better for me to accept it and either cope or rope.

Oh jeez no wonder you're depressed with what you're going trough, maybe you just need a friend?

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Maybe not right now but who knows what can change in the near future?

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No, not really I am quite fine just have to stop making excuses and do something already.

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That's the way to think and you're doing a great job holding a positive attitude

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I appreciate your attempts to help, user, but it really is over for me.
Hope is just pain and delusion at this point.

I try to enjoy the simple things in life but most of the time I'm stuck staring at the wall, without a thought going through my mind or refreshing r9k to see the plethora of shit threads. I'll abuse drugs and try to forget about it all for awhile, you know? It works for a little bit but I think over a longer period of time it may be making me more depressed and neurotic so I'm trying to slow down on it. I won't allow my brain to even consider suicide at this point, I know I'm too much of a coward to die gracefully and if I go on that track I'll sit in a loop listening to Elliott Smith songs and wondering the best ways to overdose. There are good moments in life. Moments of true serenity, peace and beauty. They only last for a moment, it's those moments that keep me going.

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You don't think what? I mentioned like 3 things in my post that you could've disagreed with.

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I'm really bored and furloghed from work. There are chores for me to do but I'm doing nothing instead

I am depressed and I can't get rid off the depression anymore but I wouldn't for the life of me really kill myself. It's a disease and you can only reduce depression not get rid of it.

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I'm constantly depressed. I've tried 7 different anti depressants and not one has done it for me. I've tried to kill myself enough that the military is trying to medically release me. Feels bad man. My life isn't even bad. I have a girl, I have money, I have hobbys. However I find joy in none of it, all they do is dull the pain a bit. I wish I could just go through with it sometimes.

There I've answered to your post

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I just watched Girls last tour.

All the time I just wondered. When are they gonna fuck?

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Hey, not sure if it'll work for you at all user, but have you tried DXM or ketamine? Don't take either if you're on SSRIs right now but I've tried a cocktail of SSRIs over the last few years and both worked well for me

NOW ANSWER ME BACK FAG

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I'm depressed because I don't understand the true nature of how other humans feel

I'm just a kike on life support and have a total lack of understanding and discomfort/anxiety towards the actual majority ruling human race

I wonder how many other truly retarded simps like myself are out there in this world. Defying universal law was a mistake

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I get drug tested often due to being military.

It's high time to start discussing euthanasia with your friends and families as human contact is how the virus spreads and we should all be taking an active role in doing what we can to flatten the curve. Your life is empty, meaningless, an endless cycle of pain within a void absent of joy or love. You bring only misery and suffering to those around you and your very existence puts the lives of those you come into contact with at risk. By ending your own life you might be sparing the life of the person who will invent the vaccine. Something to consider as the rest of the world selflessly sacrifices their lives for your benefit while you sitting at home on Yas Forums.

But user, they already did.
Love that anime

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kinda sad dude
running out of anime to watch

I feel you but we have to sometimes force ourselves out of our cocoons and just do the things we are uncomfortable with

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>It's a disease and you can only reduce depression not get rid of it.
How does this justify being strongly opposed to suicide?

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Because of other people and how you affect the world faggot. In one way or another your death will have an effect. Bad or good. Goodnight.

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Medication/drugs helps a lot with that even though I'm abstinent currently. My "anxiety and paranoia" are less than they used to be but I'm now lacking any drive. I used to have some passionate fiery energy I could tap into but that gas is just gone. Knowing that my brain capacity is so low and moral fiber is so rotten also doesn't help. I always believed most other people were like me but now I just believe I've been played, and I'm still being played but am still playing at the same time. I assume other societies in the past / current parts of the world would have offed me when I was still a child

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So you would never commit suicide because of what effect that might have on the world you just left? That must be a burdensome existence, living not because you want to, but because the alternative would have adverse effects. You ought to be at least a bit more selfish dear user.

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i feel so much and so little at the same time, i want to cry and scream but also curl up into a ball and never speak again.

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Not really depressed, I used to feel worse the past couple years but now what's bothering me is that I'd rather stare at a wall the entire day instead of doing anything. I feel like I'm wasting so much time and I'm not even having fun. Idk if you have any advice but I really don't know what to do with myself these days

i don't see the point in living if we all just become nothing but dying scares me because of that

I imagine most people (in 1st world countries at least) are pretty fulfilled on the inside

then there's some useless husks just coasting along with life but not really living at all

>I imagine most people (in 1st world countries at least) are pretty fulfilled on the inside
Basically, have everything I want but in the end still feel empty inside.

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tfw im a useless husk
the only solution to not worrying about mortality is to distract oneself with finding fulfillment but i cant even get myself out of bed

user, are you avatarfaggin? or is it just a coincidence

first relationship in years. we spent a week together. at the end of the week, one of her best friends died. in her grief she wanted personal space. she requested we break up, because she couldn't handle keeping someone else happy.

i obliged

5 days later now. first post on snapchat since the thing. she usually posts 5-10 things a day.

a twitter meme. "if your vagina doesn't get a heartbeat when you see him, he aint the one sis."

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Does there, happen to be a problem with that desu?

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Just curious if ur the ohio user I met in a thread from a couple weeks or months ago

Unfortunately I am still here, in my cold little town yes hello user.

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I always say I don't like the person I'm becoming, but the truth is I'm not really changing. I'm so up and down all the time it's hard to differentiate whether or not I can stop what's happening.

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I'm in that detached limbo mood of desperately craving affection and intimacy but if presented with the opportunity to do so, I'd most likely push it away
It hurts

I've been fixated on jumping in front of a train lately