Confession Thread

You need moral values , faith is a way of reaching them

How do I get moral values?

Morality can be derived from your personal favourite philosopher if you're not smart enough then go to church for instant moral values.

You either make them yourself by thinking what is truely important or take them from good people such as jesus. Look for good rolemodel if you have trouble by making values on your own

No like I am going to follow all of them through I just continue doing things the way as I do now I guess.

Don't you see good in people like Keanu Reeves for example. He is surley a good man so take him or continue your own path as you wish. Remember world will be a better place if yo will make it this way

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I don't want to become an actor or something like that

then dont become one , imagine your ideal version of yourself and try to become it

Being a NEET forever would be ideal

Reverend, I am losing faith.
There was one time when I tried doing things but people were not very receptive of the things I was doing, they would view me badly and I could feel their rejection. This force me into misery for many months. I was afraid and I wanted to hide and I did hide for many years. Lately I have been trying again and I am meeting the same rejection, I can't help but feel there is something wrong in me, in what I am doing, in who I am, and how I interact with the world, I am losing faith, Reverend, and I do not even have a lot of faith to waste in this careless manner, this faith is more like a spark I am trying to transform into a flame full of vitality and burning passion, but the perceived rejection and lack of approval from my peers feels the same as having a fire extinguisher sprayed all over me. I fear what life is like without this speck of faith that I still have. I sincerely do not know what life is going to be like and I fear this unknown possibility. Everything I do to feed this little spark and nurture into a full flame just makes me feel inadequate and that I should stop trying. The universe is telling me that I do not belong, and the more I try, the more it says the same to me. Maybe I should listen? What is it going to be of me without this small spark? Why others fit in more easily, why is it so effortless for them yet when I try to emulate them I feel so unsatisfied?
I fully trust the Lord to enlighten and touch your spirit inspiring you into writing to me words of guidance full or grace. And Reverend, thank you. Thank you for listening to me and offering to me divide with me His everlasting grace and love of the Holy Spirit.

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user... Would you be truely happy as a NEET isolated from everyone , always by yourself ? Would you not feel lonely ?

I can go outside and do something on the weekend.

Dear user , I belive you rely too much on other people , rejection is natural part of life and there will be people who will accept you , that is as long as you accept yourself , try to become the best you can and feel happy for who you are , people will come to you naturally , don't completely rely on others to make you happy and try judging people better , you are not the one to be chosen as a friend by others , but the one to choose friends , look for good in people. Prove people who reject you that they are wrong and you are a fantastic person. You are trying to reach out which is a sign that you are already on the right path , the key is to find strenght to continue it.

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>as long as you regret such things you will eventually stop i belive in you.

That's not how addiction works

Therfore fight this addiction , for every time you do something wrong do two good things , for example help eldery people durning this difficult time , offet to do shopping for them so they dont have to risk their life

>Dear user , I belive you rely too much on other people ,
Reverend, you are correct, and I have committed great sins to satisfy my earthly desires. I have tricked people, I have lied to them. I wanted them to believe in lies because I wanted to use their passion fueled by misled impressions inserted by me, to convince myself I was this crafted person I felt I should be but I was not. I am positive I have scarred people for life with some of the things I did. Who am I if not the person the herd takes me for? How can I feel like I am a positive contributor if my offerings are met with rejection and disapproval? Or worse, with indifference.

> don't completely rely on others to make you happy and try judging people better
I can't help but feel like I am who my brothers think I am. If they are indifferent to my attempts of sharing, who I am if not a person worth of indifference, rejection or disapproval?
>Prove people who reject you that they are wrong and you are a fantastic person.
I have tried several times. Every time I come up with a thesis, it often do not even get accepted in court and when examination it is considered, my thesis is quickly dismissed as false and without merit.

I have eaten from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, and I feel ashamed of my exposed vulnerable body. I suspect not everyone on this Earth has dared to eat from the same tree. They have not even dared to look at the damn tree. And Reverend. I am fucking, this feels my heart to the brim with feelings of inadequacy and despair. But I am FUCKING ANGRY

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Couldnt handle being so lonely so i broke and lost my virginity to a gay twink
I regret it deeply,didnt even manage to coom

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>Who am I if not the person the herd takes me for?
You are not what herd think you are , it is impossible for human to completely understand himself , and it's even more unlikely for other people to completly understand you. You can however reach self understanding to some extent by asking yourself important questions.
In order to reach understanding i belive you shall speak truth and the truth only from now on.You have to be sincere with yourself as well as the others , with that you will get knowledge of who you truley are and how you use this knowledge is up to you when you achieve it.
>How can I feel like I am a positive contributor if my offerings are met with rejection and disapproval?
Offer people your help and see what they do with it. If they are disloyal you don't need to suppport them unless they will prove their regret later.Stay loyal to people who used your offerings responsibly or appreciate your help.
>Or worse, with indifference.
React with indifference , enjoy evry happy moment of your life and stay stoic durning difficult times, there is no need to react emotionally to people who do not care for how you feel. Reach to other christians , talk with your priest about your problems.He is suposted to be guidence for lost sheep.
>who I am if not a person worth of indifference, rejection or disapproval?
Every person is worth of acceptance and approval , there will alwayss be people who will not seeyour worth but if you will belive in your worth you will manage to find someone who accepts you. May you find the right people in your path.And remember to treat others as you wish to be treated.
>I can't help but feel like I am who my brothers think I am
Prove yourself as different then. Who but you will understand who you are.Remember that you are not alone feeling this way.Find people who will accept you and be close to them , then share how you feel with them , do not be ashamed of who you are , you may find that what you feel is common

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I'm still fighting off the overwhelming urge to buy a shipping container (cheap only 2500) an bury it to build a sex dungeon where I can keep an brainwash sex slaves to become mindless fuck toys for my amusement.

My only motivation in life right now is knowing that if I get rich enough, I could abduct a random whore, fuck their corpse and store the leftovers in the fridge to eat later. Perks of living in the shithole that is flipland where nobody gives a shit.

By making wrong choice you shall accept the consequences that come with it , with this acceptance you will be ready to move on. Your regret if true will asure you won't make same mistake again

Fact that you are fighting this urge proves you are aware of the fact that it is wrong. Do not give in to the temptation or you shall meet consequences which will be nearly impossible to redeem.
Is that really what you want user? If noone cares about community be the one to start altruistic standards. Remember to treat people as you wish you were treaten , there are many better ways to use money. I belive you deep inside know what to do.

I regret wasting so much time on nothing.

I regret not being strong enough to get my shit together and do something instead of watching life just go by.

I have been drinking a gallon of soda a day for eight years now

Thank you for your words, Reverend. They touch me and I feel like I was heard. I will meditate upon them and extract all the nourishment they can give to me and I am capable of harvesting.
Now I go my way. Once again, thank you.

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in the past, when i was a child, i did some very mean things of which i would not like to go into detail about, and i feel guilty about them. i cannot stop remembering them and i feel terrible about it 24/7. i am addicted to masturbation and i am extremely lazy, and while i would like to improve my life, i don't know if i ever will be able to. these days i am compassionate to others and try to be as supportive as i can yet i still feel as if i am a terrible person. i converted to christianity about 2 months ago, but i still feel hopeless and feel as if i am worth nothing. i only hope lord jesus christ can forgive me. may the other anons here find peace.

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It's never to late user , you can always change an step up to the challange , surley your irresponsibility will have it's consequences however it's not too late. There is always something out there , reach out to people as you reached out to me in this thread but don't get prideful and expect to have your problems solved by others. This time man up user. Dont repeat same mistakes

I am glad i could touch you user , remember to not lose hope. Sometimes it's the only thing you have to hold up to

Your feeling is natural part of redemption. You have to continue the road you are walking. Lord will always forgive you and your feeling of guilt is proof of beeing worthy of forgiveness. Continue road you are heding and you shall find peace within yourself.Your feeling of doubt is natural. Belive in yourself and you will be able to forgive yourself.

I'm holier than jesus, my innocence is bar non. Even the lord in flesh is second to my virtue, for that i seek repentance.

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If you regret it truthfully you shall change your habbits and reach self discipline.Work on breaking unhealthy habbits and acquiring healthy ones.

thank you for your kind words. i believe that through christ, i will be able to overcome the despair that consumes me. peace be with you.

And may god guide you

the only time ive felt genuine happiness in a while was talking to a 14 year old boy from here. i hate what my life has become jesus

Nigga I'm confessing to my priest, not to you.

>there are people ITT RIGHT NOW who do not know the joy of going to confession and having your sins absolved

Jerked off to CP and tranny shit, cheated on a very cute girlfriend I had and she killed herself few months ago, been binging on meth last week and have slept maybe 3 hours idk probably more lol wish god would bless me and make me less retarded

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Yiu have to think about what caused yo to get to this point in life , don't be afraid of taking responsibility for your actions. You bear the power to improve your life however it will require strong will from you , do not give in to the temptation despite how alluring may it seem. Strive for virtue and despise sin.

I am nuclear toxic waste but I sort of fucking love it. I hurt everyone around me and they still stick around and care about me. Instead of feeling guilty for it, that makes me feel proud. Like how great do I have to be that you're willing to put up with that shit just to keep me in your life?

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Maybe they are scared of losing you because they feel lonely, not because you are "great".

You of all people need to stay as far away as possible from any churches

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Stop looking at CP (and porn in general), stop masturbating, don't cheat on your gf, don't do meth, and get a decent amount of sleep each night

There you go user, just solved your problems.

Do not go down the path of self destruction. Find your inner strength to man up and face reality. Face consequences of your action and may god help you on your journey

They're not lonely, though. They have other options

It is natural for people to feel pleasure when hurting others , you have to realise that as natural as it is you should beware of the fact that going down this path will ruin you inside. There is hope for redemption however in order to change you have to humble yourself , start to help people without expecting anything in retun , become self sacrificing and you will find out that helping people is more pleasing than allowing pride to take over you

My church is streaming services online now, but it's just not the same.

I only go after broken girls cause I want to see how far I can push them. I am emotionally sadistic and I don't want to be this way. However I can't help myself and it tears me apart so much that I keep trying to kill myself. However i've survived every single one of my OD's so far.

Why? I don't feel particularly ruined. I can sleep at night. It's not that I don't help others sometimes - I do. I just also hurt others. I've realized that you don't really have to pick one. I don't want to be an altruistfag.

How far do you have to be past the point of no return to not even see the point in/worth of in redemption?

I've been a bitch to a lot of people lately and have resumed masturbation. I want to stop both but I'm having a hard time. I pray and such though.

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Dear user , what you are experiencing is fight with your inner demons , it means you are going the right path however beware of the fact that alone it will be harder to fight your impulses , reach out to others for guidence , talk with someone you can trust about it (if you dont have such person reach out to local priest) make sure to stay consistent to your will of change. Do not kill yourself since it is a fight you can win , feel remorse for your impulses and think what might have caused them

I feel filthy. Can't shake the thought that if I'd just fought back, I might not be like I am today. But then I think well what fucking 8 year old knows to fight off some rapist lul. I was scurred. I don't know. Self pity feels nice.

>sometimes
If you will continue this path people will find a way to take you down and bring vengeance upon you. Earn respect and superiority through virtue not strength

When I think about Jesus or god all I can think about is hell. I've been a coomer for nearly my entire life but now it has gotten worse and my fetishes are really fucked up. I tried/wanted to get right with the lord but it is too late now.

Will they, though? Feels like cope to me. Maybe that would make things less fucking boring around here though

Think of the causes behind your behaviour and make yourself disciplined. Reach self control to not make such situations occur again