Mental Illness Thread

How are you all holding up in this trying times?

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I've finally accepted that am a misogynist and that there's nothing I can do, or that anyone can do to stop me.

Might drop out of uni. I live in a noisy tenement, surrounded by south americans. In australia of all places. They really are scum. I can barely think when there's so much noise. I can't write reports for class. I'm bored of film and Yas Forums and porn. But even if i drop out, I'll still be in the same situation. So suicide seems to be the best option. Which is what I always wanted, but uni and gym were what i used to distract my mind. Wish it weren't so hard to kill myself.

i've accepted that mental illness is a meme and if you are coherent enough to post on this board you are fine and just a filthy larping fag

When did you come to realize that?

Doesn't being a student give you more benefits in australia? That should give you enough move someplace else paying weekly.

Ok, so how do I stop being a misogynist?

Relax user there are no normies here

Nothing has changed for me whatsoever. Meanwhile, everyone around me is either freaking out or being overly negative

Past few days really, I've always hated women, I always look down on them despite evidence proving difference. I lost my academic "career" and lost many jobs because of my illness.

It's actually a pretty good time to be autistic right now with quiet streets and everyone keeping their distance.

My current rent is very good. 220 aud per week, living on my own in an inner-city suburb. If I lived in a worse area, I'd actually pay more. It's strange. This situation normally isn't a problem, because I'd only be home to sleep. But my state is now in "lockdown", and police will fine you if you are outside for reasons other than grocery shopping, exercising, and working. So I can't go outside anywhere to study. I already have complex ptsd. Due to that, the fact im being sequestered and subjugated is fucking my mind further. Had a psychotic episode from it. It's just going to get worse.

How r u btw op. You must have mental issues if you made this thread.

I've come to terms with the fact that I'll never be a sociable person, and that's OK.

I wish i had a worse life but my mom just keeps taking care of me. I cant feel anything anymore. Im sedated.

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yeah I agree. I mean the whole coronavirus shit sucks but the silver lining is that everybody doing social distancing really relieves a lot of anxiety for me. it's now socially acceptable to stay at home all the time, people don't look at you funny if you look nervous in public or keep your distance from others, and I don't feel like I'm missing out by not having a social life (since nobody has one right now)

You could say they are an inferior sex but it's probably more useful to say that each one has their strengths and weaknesses. That makes it easier to deal with them so you don't end up frustrating yourself by having expectations for them that you can't really expect them to meet.

It's not going so well.
Notging to do with the virus or quarantine, the world just feels very dark for me right now.
I see unspeakable evil every day, and when I think I see some good, some small glimmer of light, it is stamped out with such overwhelming force by the evil of this world that I am starting to believe good will never be allowed to exist here.
Maybe we are living in the end times.
I hope it's my time here ends soon anyway.
I'm just so tired.
Luving in this world is exhausting.
I want to rest.

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No you don't get it, i think that women are inferior just because they're female. Idk, all i know is that i have an endless sea of hate packed in me, i just hate them.

>my state is now in "lockdown", and police will fine you if you are outside for reasons other than grocery shopping, exercising, and working
They just did that here too but it won't make any difference until they actually start fining the idiots that are still out throwing parties.
I was actually reading about cptsd but I lost concentration and didn't get very far into it. Hang in there user.

>You must have mental issues if you made this thread.
I do but I'm waiting a few more posts before asking about it. I'm not doing so well lately but it's not related to the lockdown.

It really is.
I consider it a blessing to be totally fine with being alone but not lonely. Being around people all the time is a burden.

Is it even possible to be loved as a diagnosed schizophrenic or is it something that no one would ever put up with?

Look at terry, even his family kicked him out in his last days.

It's odd
I used to be very bipolar (diagnosed, cops called on me when manic, etc)

But now that I'm on meds for my ADHD and bipolar disorder I don't even feel like I belong in these threads

It can get better

I know it was fucking horrible.
I thought I could keep it a secret assuming no one ever got close to me but a couple of people have. Now I'm fucked because they'll find out at some point, either now or later.

I know, is like something bad that you can't stop.

if they're truly close to you, then it won't matter to them and they'll accept you for who you are

I feel like all my efforts to better my life are in vain.
I never make progress, it's tiresome man.

That's true up to a point, but if you you essentially need a caregiver it all goes out the window. No one wants to put up with that for long, especially if it's schizophrenia and a mood disorder. I just know they're going to leave me once they find out.

Bored. No work, nothing to do, no one to hang out with. started smoking weed again, shouldnt because schizophrenia, do it anyways cause it kills boredom. Hope corona's over soon and I can go back to wageslaving.

We can make it just need to move don't give up. It will take a while we might fail on the way but keep going.It will be worth it.

I appreciate your words user, but there is nothing in life for me to look forward to.
There is no good in this world.

I'm assuming you're a guy, because schizo girls can find boys easily. If you aren't violent, close people tend to be fine with it.
Good message. I like the "dont give up" compared to the awful "just be perfect and if u can't then fuck you" that plagues self improvement.

is it that bad/severe?

You have to take the steps and earn/make it yourself we were giving a bad hand in life. Use your pain/grief/regrets to make it first step is have a short and or long term goal. My life has been hell and I know what you mean so I will make my own happiness. And let my pain get me there because it cant be worse then where im at now. And doing nothing will make it worse .

It's genuinely not a problem with me.
I look at the world around me and I have no desire to participate in it.
It just disgusts me, a little bit more every day.
There's nothing here for me.

tst 232

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Dude I've been at this for ~3 years now. Gave up completely 1 year ago and for a whole year I just stayed at home. 3 months ago I got a job and I got laid off because of this virus piece of shit and I don't wanna go to Uni during the Summer to do it online.

I'm not violent, no.

Not yet but from what I know about it, it only gets worse over time. Meds don't do much either.
I finally get those people who close their hearts off but I really can't imagine losing them now.

Not particularly well I'm afraid.
Desu.

Well my dude you still gotta do somthing idk ur situation that well. I dont want to take apart either my long term goal is buy land with no property fees and become completely self reliant.If your interested their is a ted talk called build your own village. He gave out a bunch of free open source blueprint shits dope

Any schizos here? I'm working on something and need to ask questions

What u need dude

What kind of sounds or noises or voices do you hear when off medication

I stay of them to function but usually i hear my name or like a demon voice

Do not try to fake schizophrenia to get bux.
It's different for everyone anyway and there is a lot more to it than just seeing OR hearing things. It also needs to have and be occuring for an extended period of time, without being the result of any other conditions, drugs, or medications.

Can someone please tell me how to get the courage to actually fucking kill myself. I'm such a worthless coward I just need to do this please.

can you be more specific?
what's the demon voice sound like?
Hearing your name is helpful, thanks
I shit you not i am using this for research on making a game with smut in it.

dunno about your situation/gender, but finding a bf/gf that is okay with schizoaffective is hard desu
youll have a lot of people that "put up with it" then just kinda dip when they realize how draining it is
guy im with currently is very supportive but its obviously draining
i dont tend to hallucinate very badly but my delusions tend to be fairly extreme desu
am schizo with a slew of other disorders
will help with smut vidya desu

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tell me what sounds you hear usually

as far as auditory hallucinations go i dont have too many desu
mainly people calling out, like "Hey!" or saying my name
also a lot of music
ill be in a room alone or where no music should be playing and itll just fill the room quietly desu
scurrying sounds occasionally when sleeping/laying down

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is it even possible for schizos to love?

let's make a pact user

>youll have a lot of people that "put up with it" then just kinda dip when they realize how draining it is
That's what I did

Im already paranoid about the real one, now I have to worry about getting a fictional one too. I wish there was an option to turn it off so I couldnt see who was infected

just get 4chanx/a custom theme/script
strips that stuff
i havent seen any of those funky posts

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Can you tell us more about your delusions? Is it possible for a schizo to have relationship-specific delusions like "this person doesn't love me" or does that seem more like an anxiety disorder thing?

join the military (implying ur not 400 pounds) its atleast a direction and hey if you still wanna off yourself you have the power to take a few with you before you go.

thats more of a mood disorder thing desu
ill get delusions that last anywhere from a day to multiple days desu
ranging from thinking im speaking to my god to thinking im still with my abusive ex that i left quite a while ago, to thinking im a different person, to thinking that im dead but not being allowed to move on
some are reoccurring, such as the being dead and speaking to my god desu
but like the other day the guy im with said i spent the whole day thinking i was back in my old state and that he was my ex, desperately looking for my old cat and generally being off
thankfully that one didnt span multiple days
dunno if he couldve handled that desu
anything specific you wanted to ask about?

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Is it possible for someone to become schizo over time?
Do you know any ways to be sure if you are schizo or not?

schizophrenia can reveal itself as late as your 30s i believe
but it more commonly appears in your early 20s
im 21 and got diagnosed at 17 though
just varies from person to person desu
only way to know for sure is to get diagnosed user

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Wait actually? How do we do this

I think You hate the modern women. Aka a product of jew propaganda

Also why do you wang to die?

i'm actually willing to do this but in all my years here no one went as far as to meet up. the closest i got was talking to some girl who had a van and charcoal. how about you push me off a cliff first and then we see where it goes
life has not been good to me. want to rest