true but most people I've interacted with aren't actually shit and really nice. Why do I still feel so alone & unhappy?
Come to this board
Dylan White
Jordan Cruz
>Come to this board and feel bitternest and hatred
>Go out and socialize
>Feel euphoric at first but when the "poop" live fades realize everyone is a rat
>Begin to see the patterns in people's behavior
>Everyone would rather see each other suffer than be inconvienced
>Everyone is only looking after their self
>Better a prisoner by choice rather than a free man with debt
Blake Watson
My mother died a few days ago though so that would not work. You sound like a complete angry person who doesn't seem reason at all. No use arguing with you, I have grown quite exhausted of wasting my energy on people who don't want to be happy.
Cooper Scott
>interact with people
>experience bitterness and hatred
>come here
>the only place anyone relates to me
Bentley Perry
>go outside
>filled with anger and frustration
>go to Yas Forums
>instant catharsis, now I can function normally irl
This website is evil but so is the world. Your problem is that you took 4cha or specifically Yas Forums to be reality. This is a place where people come to talk and act a certain way, it's as much part of the real world as any physical place you can go to in real life. Trying to use it as a replacement for real life will inevitably lead to bad things, same with any other website or really any other singular place or activity. This place is one that encourages very extreme emotions (positive as well as negative), if it's having a bad effect on you then you should cut down your usage or stop entirely, everyone is different and maybe this place just isn't for you.
I will say though that if you're here you really should be using multiple boards. Staying exclusively to any one board can be bad, especially this one. You need some kind of variation, every board is neurotic in its own special way.
I'm sorry that happened bro. And you're correct that there are some truly self-destructive people on this website, I feel bad for them but what can you do? I see them like a drunk or group of drunks that is somehow ALWAYS at the same bar, you'd like them to get help but can't make them, at this point they've become just part of the experience of going to that place.
Cameron Hill
It is sad at times to see people so angry here, I do not remember it being like this at least a few years back. Some days I can only imagine what caused someone such rage or frustration to act so mean to others on here.
Daniel Russell
why are you here in the first place. if you can interact with people you arent a robot and should leave.
Hunter Jackson
I am literally angrier than I have ever been in my life at this moment because of a realization about this image.
I love the image you posted. I'm not a huge anime guy - I like lain, obviously, but I'm not into seasonal stuff and couldn't call myself a weeb.
But for some fucking reason this image is more relatable than anything I've ever seen despite it being an anime girl and I'm a boy.
We both have similar figures (slim/lanky) wear similar clothes (tshirts & sweats, generally grey or dark blue) and I even have a desk facing a window on which I have my computer.
Specifically, something I liked was she was barefoot. I'm always barefoot in my room and my legs are often crossed a lot like hers.
I really like this image because if I met this girl in real life (and somehow defeated my autism) I would hug her and hold her an never let her go because I would know all the things she doesn't tell anybody like I have things I don't tell anybody about.
Then I realized. The bare foot is in the photo for foot fetishists. This is essentially pornography for people who like looking at girls feet.
And I realize whoever drew this image made it to trap people who have no worth into feeling like they're valuable, because they value cute anime girls and this cute anime girl does what they do so they're as valuable as them. But it's not true - you aren't valuable. You could fucking die and the person who would figure it out would be your landlord who got the police to bust down your fucking door because you forgot your rent payment that month.
If I didn't channel my autism into something my employer could monetize, society would let me die. There is no inherent worth in my existence.
>inb4 sperging out
>inb4 "nice blog post"
>inb4 "reddit"
God I wish I could smother every fucking person on this website just so there aren't thousands of people trying to get me caught up in a perpetual game of "cope about the fact that you're worthless instead of stopping it and seeking help"
Connor Wood
>Muh robot
Stop placing yourself into groups and think outside of that and try to be whoever you want without subscribing to caged mindset.
Why so serious?
Jayden Allen
Strange, every time I interact with the outside world I am overwhelmed with disgust and hatred.