How do I get my only friend back

My whole life I only had one friend, Jamie. I met Jamie in college. He lived on my floor and knocked on my door and introduced himself to me when he moved in. He said he and a couple people from the hall were having a pregame and he invited me. It was the first time Id been invited anywhere in my life other than like birthday parties by kids moms who felt bad for me.

Well Jamie found out pretty quickly that I was a weirdo but he didnt care. I became a project of his I guess. We started going to the gym he started teaching me how to talk to girls etc. Really helped me mask to the point that now people dont really know Im on the spectrum.

Anyway I did something pretty bad and now he doesnt want to be my friend. I know it is bad but I dont know if it is so serious that we shouldnt be friends.

Ill green text what happened

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I can already tell this one's gunna be a doozy

Does it have anything to do with jerking off to blacked porn?

>freshman in college
>virgin
>Me, Jamie, his girlfriend Leah, and her friend Sarah planning on going to the beach for spring break
>Jamie ended up having to work so he couldnt go
>I tell him I will stay on campus with him but he tells me to go and have fun and hit on girls
>agree

Fast forward to spring break
>we are out and drinking on the beach
>Leah takes a pill shaped like a cloud and offers me one
>I ask what it is and she laughs and puts it on my tongue
>turns out it was ecstasy
>30 minutes later it kicks in I am overcome with euphoria
>I can barely stand up
>I look and really start noticing how pretty Leah is
>I just stare at her
>probably staring at her for at least 30 minutes until she notices and asks me why im looking at her
>I kiss her
>she pushes me away
>I kiss her again
>we make out for like 45 minutes
>she stops and tells me we should go back to the Airbnb
>we walk back
>As soon as we get back to the room I kiss her again
>she feels my hard on through my pants and laughs
>I say sorry
>she sits me on the bed
>she takes her pants off and takes my dick out of my pants and starts riding me
>looking at her, the ecstasy, her rocking back and forth, breathing heavy
>its too much
>I cum buckets after maybe two minutes
>she freaks out because I didnt say anything (I didnt know you were supposed to)
>she starts freaking out even more because she cheated on her boyfriend
>she tells me I should leave so I have nowhere to go
>Sleep outside and take a bus home

Anyway I thought Leah would tell Jamie so I didnt say anything. I thought he knew this whole time. Well turns out he didnt. They just broke up and I guess she told him. He freaked out. I said I was sorry but he didnt care. I get why he would be mad but enough to end our friendship? I mean he wanted me to lose my virginity. What about bros before hoes? Not to mention now he knows she is not wife material because she is a cheater

I said all of that to him but he doesnt care. Even though he himself is the one who taught me bros before hoes. How can I get him back? I dont have any friends and now with the quarantine im getting depressed. Im back on Yas Forums and at my parents home

Bros before hoes means you don't fuck your best friend's girlfriend. Are you seriously this retarded?

>What about bros before hoes?
user....

you are both at fault. He should also blame her because she was complicit in it.

but at the end of the day you still fucked his girlfriend behind is back.

If that was me, I wouldn't forgive you either.

>bros before hoes
you broke that law first by going for your bros gf
even if she was not a "wife material" people not want to be around people who ruin their life
you most likely fucked his self esteem up by making his gf cheat and also he lost his trust in having a friend(you)
It's over

He told me it means bros come before girls. Like if its between your bro and a girl you always pick your bro
It was her who fucked me and I honestly thought maybe he asked her to since he wanted me to go and told me that girls on spring break are sluts and I would definitely lose my virginity.

>Like if its between your bro and a girl you always pick your bro
Exactly. And you violated that by prioritizing getting laid over your friendship.

I find this quite amusing, because this shows how far just the right, fake attitude gets you, and how shallow the relation between Jamie and Leah was.
All it took was Jamie telling OP faggot how to act Chad, and some social proofing, and OP wounds up fucking Jamies gf.

>I kiss her
>she pushes me away
>I kiss her again
>we make out for like 45 minutes

That's straight up Chad, not taking no for an answer.

I feel bad for you dude, but you fucked up, that's not a nice thing to do.
I genuienly hope that you and Jamie can become friends again, and I hope this is an eye opener for him how dumb social relations can be, I hope he becomes more robot so you can relate better.

Gas yourself chink

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I didnt really prioritize it I was on ecstasy and drunk it was just she was so pretty it was an instinct I forgot about Jamie until she brought him up and afterwards I thought maybe he wanted me to

If this is true, you got off easy. Ending the friendship was only the first thing, you're lucky he didn't find you and beat your ass

ecstasy makes it nearly impossible to have sex so this is probably bullshit

>user got hit with the placebo drug

I really wasnt thinking. she was so pretty and I wanted to kiss her. So I did. I really regret it now
I would rather he beat me up if he would be my friend again

you are legitimately fucking retarded user wow

bros before hoes does not mean fuck your friends girl, anyone like you especially should never fuck around with shit like that

I know bros before hoes doesnt mean that but I thought it meant we wouldnt let a girl come between us. I wasnt in a clear state of mind I obviously wouldnt normally do it I was just really fucked up and there was a beautiful girl with me what would you have done?

e affects people different ways. I took a bean at ultra and I literally got hard from the ocean breeze. Like a diamond erection from the wind against my skin. People say the same thing about coke and I fuck for hours on it. Not saying op is telling the truth he could be a lying faggot. But impotence and e do not go hand in hand

You don't fuck your friends girl. Shit you don't even fuck their ex.

For the last time I only did for a few reasons. I was on drunk on ecstasy and a beautiful woman drunk and on ecstasy was next to me. When am I gonna get another chance like that? Ive still only had sex that one time. Afterwards it was so unreal I thought maybe he asked her to do it since I was a virgin

>tfw did this to a guy I hated
>posh little gated community kid who never heard the word no
>grew up into a sociopathic narcissist and wormed his way into a white collar job
>basically an american psycho/wolf of wallstreet wannabe
>belfort and bateman were at least handsome, this fuck looked like the vault boy if he was a redditor
>gained his gf's absolute trust
>got drunk with her and fucked her
>i have emotionally and physically cucked this faggot at this point
>she tells him about it
>he gets pissed and tells her she was just an fwb anyway
>he doesn't drop her despite this
>tfw fucked her again while they were "talking"
You did good, OP. Jamie can go fuck himself, friends are just a burden anyway.

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>friends are just a burden
No thats not true. Jamie is a good person and helped me a lot

>taking drugs you don't know
You deserve far worse, scum

I was just going with the flow. Jamie taught me people like people who go with the flow. Dont make waves. Plus it was a pretty girl who put drugs on my tongue it was a good time

>Not to mention now he knows she is not wife material because she is a cheater
I've always been under the impression that a guy who your girlfriend cheats on is doing you a favor by outing her as a someone who cheats, but that only works if you tell them. You say you thought he knew, but it didn't seem odd that he kept dating her anyway? Sounds kinda retarded. Should've told him.
All that being said, my opinion may be worth disregarding as it comes from someone who is not in a relationship and doesn't want one.
How were her boobs, though?

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It sounds stupid now but I thought she told him or that he knew and told her to do it cause he knew I was a virgin and it bothered me.
>how were her boobs
Shes on the left in the green. She has nice boobs but i didnt see them because she was still wearing her top. She only took her pants off. They felt good.

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Wrong. He was an asset. An expendable asset. And you used him to get the job done. You saw your chance and took it, just as he did. It's up to you to take what's yours, because if you don't, someone else will break it in front of you so they can laugh in your face.

No I dont see people like that. If I could take it back I would

Well you may may want to start, because it's damned sure how they see you.

No I dont believe that. Jamie was nice to me

I'm not op, but I can tell you that it isn't true. just because you are crazy and use people doesn't mean everybody does. Also, OP is a P.O.S who doesn't deserve his friend/

Neat, she is a very attractive whore.
I'd let her drink my piss from a bottle if you know what I mean.
How much time passed between you porking her and him finding out?

Well would you have done it had you not been on ecstasy? You could pin it on the friend...

Its been a year. I wouldnt call it porking though. She really fucked me and I came prematurely
No I dont think so. I always thought she was hot but on ecstasy she was so beautiful I couldnt help myself

Dont you dare say "Bros before hoes" when you were the one breaking that rule by FUCKING YOUR FRIEND'S GIRLFRIEND

No matter how pretty she is or how much she seduces you, you stay strong and tell your bro if she seduces others.

I think when he explained the concept to mean friendship never falls out over a girl. Also I was on drugs

Well again, you obviously should've told him, that's the whole point. But you know that by now, so I won't go on about it.
Perhaps a more appreciative approach to normalfags would be to prove their girlfriend undoubtedly intended to cheat on them (without actually fucking the girl) and then telling them.
I don't know. It's like stories about a guy beating up the dude his wife cheated on him with. I don't get it. The dude wasn't in a relationship with them and therefore had no responsibility to not fuck other people. Only the woman cheated, not him.
If it were me and I were somehow dating that woman for some reason, I would have thanked you for exposing her as a cheating whore. Then we would have a few beers in a parking lot and light some snakes or something, how's that sound?

I thought she was going to tell him or he already knew. I dont really think she was a whore. I mean she regretted it after. She was on drugs too

fucking hell you really can't just post an image in response to a thread

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Yeah, but the guy would've (should've) broken up with her regardless, so why shouldn't your brother at least get some strange out of it?
Why would you care if your friend porked your girlfriend if the relationship was dead by default the moment she was willing to commit to the act?
I agree with OP that bros before hoes means that bros shouldn't let a dumb female affect their friendship.
That's like me not wanting to be friends with you anymore because you told me that you took my empty peanut butter jar from the recycling bin and put a smaller recyclable can into it (to conserve space) before putting them both back into the bin.

>I thought she was going to tell him or he already knew.
Which was dumb, but now you know that. It's too bad your friendship suffered as a result.
>I dont really think she was a whore
Nah, she's a whore. Nothing wrong with that as whores provide a valuable service to society, putting wieners from guys like you inside of them.
But she is most certainly a whore. A sexy whore. Drugs don't change that. Regret doesn't change that. But age will eventually change the sexy part.
Any nudes or more revealing photos of her?

>turns out it was ecstasy
You should have taken estrogen and lots of it. You would have done less damage that way.

I hope you and Leah find each other again and get hit by a bus together.

>I dont really think she was a whore.
No. She's a whore and you're a whore-maker. May you never be allowed near another man's wife again.
>I mean she regretted it after. She was on drugs too
That's no excuse. If you can't control yourself while under the influence of drugs, then don't do drugs. Be a fucking responsible adult.

Just some bikini pics from her Instagram. I didnt really have a relationship with her so I dont have nudes. She only seemed to like me for a few hours that day. Like I said as soon as I finished she started freaking out

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Sup shawn, hows life been?

Yeah you dont have a clue

>Xtc
>Make out for 45 min
>Hard on and sex
Kek, at least do your research before you make up bullshit

Do you think everyone who takes mdma gets limp dick? Lmfao

he just told you lol how about your read thead therad

This. I also wanted to post something like this. But i lurked so i wouldnt doublepost.

Basically you put "hoes before bros" you fucked youre best friends girl, putting hoes before the bros.

Youre in the wrong. You fucked up now roll with the punches.

If you were making out on e for 45 minutes, you would be dead

You should probably either
a. Stop drinking or
b. Read your own text before you post belittling people for not having reading comprehension.

Youre an idiot. Have you ever been to a rave? People take ecstasy and rave/grind for hours but making out is crazy?

>I kiss her
>she pushes me away
>I kiss her again
>we make out for like 45 minutes

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No it wasnt like that

>People take ecstasy and rave/grind for hours but making out is crazy?
yes? how the fuck are you supposed to breathe, idiot

Oh my god Jesus Christ have sex incel mouth breather have you ever seen people kiss before?

Grinding is one thing. Even kissing for a few minutes is another.
No one has full make out sessions though. Those people end up in the tents.

whats oyur poblem i wnast talking to you was i

Fuck off normie. Go make a thread about your fucking tabloid drama on Reddit.