>26 year old female >have always been 100% asexual, never had sex, never masturbated, never wanted to date, anything >ran out of pasta >one of my roommates is a mtf transgender and she keeps extra food in her room to not take up all the space in the pantry >knock on door to see if she's there, no reply but hear some light music playing >open door because she didn't reply >she is on her bed anally masturbating with a dildo with one hand, biting the other hand with her mouth while moaning >watched her for a few seconds before leaving the room >unable get the scene out of my mind for days >masturbated and had an orgasm for the first time in my life while picturing what happened
Why is something so disgusting so arousing? Why is this of all things my sexual awakening? Why is it even biologically possible for me to be turned on by seeing something so unnatural and bizarre?
